The Do+lo+ro+sa
@doloRosa
Mo+ve alo+ng no+w. [ Mid-rebellion Dolorosa. Feisty, paranoid, and not as careful as she should be. Not connected to any other ancestor timelines currently. ]
Wh★t if, two swords?
Here's a wild o+ne fo+r yo+u: Three swo+rds.
Unfortun★tely I ★m not him.
Then yo+u hardly deserve two+.
I shoulld... ask her to show me the sun. Project it unto my bubblle. It is eternall night here, for I am unablle to visuallize the day. I have seen photos but... it all seems so llifelless in contrast to what she once woulld tell me of the sunrise. I want to feell what she fellt, in those days. But she will need not be allone, this time.
I will admit the sun calls to+ me. I ho+pe yo+u are able to+ witness the peace in its rays, rather than the dread o+f its heat.
In death, such pains are behind me. Is it as beautifull as some say? My belloved woulld describe it with such wistfullness, and sadness that she coulld not share it with me, or our solldiers. I cannot imagine it without experience.
It has always been my refuge fro+m the suffo+cating grasp o+f the wo+rld. To+ watch the clo+uds ro+il and dance, even when in thick co+ver... there is so+mething deeply enchanting abo+ut it. So+ few creatures are built to+ withstand such intensity. It feels as tho+ugh Alternia itself ho+lds its breath fo+r yo+u.
Thank you. You are the first rainbowdrinker I have spoken to besides the one I have allready known. Such experience and testimony is rare to find.
I ask yo+u do+ no+t pro+ject such mytho+s o+nto+ me. It is hard eno+ugh surviving witho+ut being hunted fo+r being an o+ddity.
Ah! My apollogies. I made assumptions I shoulld not have. Excuse my rudeness. I thank you for your testimony nonethelless.
O+f co+urse. My co+ndo+lences o+n yo+ur... death. I must admit, the so+cial co+nventio+ns o+n ho+w o+ne speaks to+ that are lacking. Apo+lo+gies if co+ndo+lences are the inco+rrect thing to+ give,
This website has many mysteries that I have ellected not to pursue. Thank you, though at this point it is possiblle I am in better spirits dead than I ever had been allive. Death is much llike llife, I have llearned. Very much still a journey with growth to be found. My recommendation is to treat the dead here as you woulld the lliving, for the barrier between the two is thinner than one might think. Both lliterally and metaphorically.
A truth I reco+gnise well.
art is meant to disturb the comforted and comfort the disturbed so draw political people dead.
O+r kill them yo+urself, perhaps.
I have been info+rmed "Jade ho+ur" is no+t abo+ut jadeblo+o+ds. My apo+lo+gies fo+r no+t understanding. Embarrassing to+ no+t understand that it was a name. Despite everything, it is to+o+ easy to+ fall back into+ o+ur cultural assumptio+ns. I do+ no+t take back my previo+us statement, but no+w instead apply it with a deliberate o+penness. May yo+u shine. #jadeho+ur.
I was also a fool, i thought it was about MINERALS or GEMSTONES!
Isn't it wo+nderful that despite o+ur sweeps, we still have mo+re to+ learn?
My co+ulro+pho+bia is acting up.
౷h dear ৻ꪆ What a CRYING SHAME ༘⋆ ༘⋆
Aw, little jade sister feeling a twinge +f fear? There's n+ reas+n t+ be nerv+us, pet. I have g+t y+u. In fact, I w+uld A D x R E being able t+ keep a gabderbulb +ut f+r y+u. Keep y+u feeling all secure. Which cavern y+u stati+ned at? :+)
I am no+t speaking abo+ut fear. I do+ no+t require, no+r want, yo+ur "care".
Indeed.
My thinkpan blesses me with a deep, radiating migraine each time ano+ther midblo+o+d claims their co+ldblo+o+ded superio+r canno+t be hemo+ist because THEY get treated nicely. Is the co+ldblo+o+d in the hive with us? Why do+ yo+u co+ntinue to+ deepchute their bo+o+ts witho+ut their presence?
highblxoxods bad bitches when nxot everything thinks highblxoxods are bad: wtf???? all blxoxods ate bad nxow...
???
A tensio+n builds and races up the vertebral po+sture co+lumn. The desire is to+ explo+de befo+re it do+es. My so+n insists I instead breathe steadily and name things I can see. What ever.
Tree. Tree. Ro+ck. Pack o+f supplies that needs to+ be resto+cked. Tree. Pain in my ass who+ sho+uld also+ be do+ing this. Grubling who+ is giving me a sharp lo+o+k. My daughter who+ I canno+t insult but will cast a narro+wed lo+o+k at. Tree.
Cleaning blo+o+d fro+m o+ut under o+ne's claws is such a cho+re. Better to+ do+ it than to+ let it fester, tho+ugh.
I do+ my best with what is available. I do+ enjo+y my claws being well kept. O+ne o+f the few vanities I can affo+rd in o+ur line o+f "wo+rk".
Well Nail/ Claw Maintenance Is Important Hygiene! Ya Dont Want To Be Walking Around With Your Nails/claws Rotting Off Your Fingers! It Just Isnt Very Demure.
I wo+uld rather ro+t than be demure.
To+o+ much o+f my life was wasted by tho+se who+ attempted to+ mo+ld me into+ the respectable jade. I will beco+me a mo+nster befo+re I beco+me mo+dest.
I imagine this is a case o+f time-space strangeness. I am no+t o+ffended. Tired, perhaps, o+f so+ftening language being used so+ o+ften. I ho+pe yo+u kno+w yo+u are under no+ o+bligatio+ns to+ be "demure" either. Yo+ur freedo+m is yo+urs. Take it where yo+u may.
I highly reco+mmend giving co+ldblo+o+ds a taste o+f their o+wn medicine.
X Maaaan what’d I do?? x
If the medicine is so+ur, that is o+n yo+u.
X So nothin and you know it x
I do+ no+t kno+w yo+u, no+r do+ I particularly care to+ after this interactio+n.