@doomedTherapist — #cw-self-harm
Running my hand along the scars on my arms is a great way to feel terrible about myself before the day has started. #cw-self-harm
Part of me wants to bash my head into a wall to get this to stop genuinely. #cw-self-harm
Dave is frustrated with me, given I did this without telling him but still. Then again I did technically kill myself for this. He has a right to be mad that the only person he has to talk to essentially went dormant for a while. Divinity really didn't change much it seems. #cw-suicide #cw-self-harm
Dying, shockingly hurts. A lot. #cw-self-harm #cw-suicide
Wish I picked a sharper blade then again suppose I could have chosen anything else, this just seemed the least messy. Was debating on recording this, though that seems disturbing. Guess I'm just on this incredibly uncomfortable bed until I finally got through with it. I know I'll be back but still, seems a tall order. I don't know why I'm rambling this out to social media like it's my own personal diary, but who truthfully cares. #gore(?) #cw-self-harm #cw-suicide