Marcie Cooper
@existentialRocker
human. blind. trying my best here boss. she/they. guitarist and lead singer for the punk band Carrion Crow
Being self-aware of being an asshole doesn't make being an asshole any better. I should strive to be a better person.
D---> Well if it's any reassurance, self awareness of being that is the first step towards improvement.
I really could, you're right. I've already been there in the past, and I want to be better.
It's indeed a struggle,but you must work on it,as in the end,it will be so worth it.
I could be Mar'tae or one of the other trolls, it'd probably change me up to look like them would be hard to explain an alien on earth though. I could call it cosplay.
Really? A rust acting like that? What amount of boot licking do they think they need to do to earn the respect of people who won't bother to give them the time of day. Because the answer is no amount.
try spend!ng y()ur wh()le l!fe under the heel ()f a b()()t that d()n't st()p gr!nd!ng k!d's g()t a l()t t() learn an he a!nt d()!ng h!mself much fav()rs rn, but sh!t talk!n 'em and try!ng t() w!n !nternet arguments a!nt g()nna be the th!ng that sh()ws em !ts ()kay t() be h!s ()wn pers()n g()nna make h!m shy away back !nt() what he kn()ws and what he kn()ws !s the emp!re h()w d'ya th!nk m()st rust!es get t() l!v!ng th!s l()ng ()therw!se?
I've sent an apology over. Whether he accepts it or not is up to him, but. An effort was made
Screen reader doesn't tell me text color so hopefully I don't start beef with high bloods who probably could merc me
Like, am I *technically* a god? Yeah. But one with a passive role. Can I fight? Yeah and I have the classic human trait of being too stubborn to stay down but idk man that can only go so far. I can't hear a bell if I'm dead
[BEGIN MESSAGE] if y0u are a g0d. i azzume it iz quite hard f0r y0u tt0 ztay dead next tt0 uz m0rta1z. [END MESSAGE]
No I can still die. Gods can die. They don't tell you that but that shit is easy
Wow my screen reader tried to read a recent post and it just put out penis music in place of what the actual post was about. Fantastic. #nsfw ?? #youknowthatclownsoundeffectmusic
Unfortunately I can't JUST be a funny blind rock star who can kick ass, I also have to be cosmically fucked up. These are the rules. I wish I didn't have to play by them.
Oh yeah, the Marceline soul is taking a back seat by the way. The main soul in charge is Marcille at the moment. Hey yall. Nothing really changes, the differences are minute at best. This doesn't happen often, but recent events had her check out.
Oh yeah I'm like 100 or so guys* in one. But they're all just alternate universe versions of me who's souls are a part of me? Hard to explain. I'm a host for a lot of different Mar who have perished somehow. This is the last body left.
Apologies for cosmic shit, from what I can tell you're not a fan. Just think about how there's so many of those Dave guys but they all got smooshed into one person
It's interesting, yknow. To be the focal point for a nexus of souls, all of which are just you again but slightly different. Most of them are women. Cis or trans, with nonbinary and genderfluid coming up equally second, and the third least common being the guy versions. I wonder what this means. Even troll me was feminine.
What an unusually positive troll. I like the vibes I'm just surprised #vagueposting
O'Bryans has been tryin to figure out my eye situation ever since it happened and they still ain't got results. I keep tellin em that this is just a canon event and not a problem to fix. Anyway they gave me fate-altering glasses to try and bend around the event and the glasses just kinda. Shattered while on my face?? I'm okay, I managed to swat it away from my eyes at the last second
This has been goin on at least once or twice a year for the last ten years btw
Anyway so yeah I've not really been on because I've been a busy adult with a life doing cool band shit. Party on people.
Wait where did that bitch go. Oh. Right. Checked out her feed. If she doesn't die I may have to kill her myself. #violence not really. But she pisses me off
Wassup party people I've gotten way too busy for this site. What's been going on?
And her. I hate that she gets to be happy. I hate that she has people to love. I hate that I can't do anything to push her one way or the other. I hate that she's out of my grasp. She has no narrative. She has no tethers. I want to strangle her but I don't want to hurt her any more than I have. I miss him even years later and I hate that she replaced him.
Now.. what bullshit has she gotten into now. Dumb bitch is going to get hurt again. #dashwatching #vagueposting
Hm. So. I didn't know my situation was as it were till it smacked me in the face today. I guess I'm an ultimate self? That's what the collapsing of 100+ alternate selves upon myself is. I don't know what to do with this information. Or what that means for the poor girl Marleah, the hero version of myself. She's the only other me left.
Wait. Fuck. It's been a week. Either way. Uh. Wound up getting hit in the head hard enough to knock me out cold. Woke up in a hospital as a Jane Doe. Kinda just. Walked out before they could ask questions. #violence
Shiiiit dude, sorry for going quiet. Been a hellish few days. Still kicking though. May always will be.