dear journal had my feelins hurt real bad today im normally not one to dump emotional baggage but my shouldersre finally givvin out the loss a my second airship wweighs heavvily on my thinkpan its evven got me sippin on that atrocious red clowwn soda again i bathed in the blood of my nemesis brrapp zooppp or wwhatevver the fuck his name wwas after i split his spine ovver my knee and slurped out his marroww as a sea lamprey might do #gore