D --> I am going to make a #nsfw post here for once as I just have some general thoughts D --> The dynamic of money and pailing is always strange to me D --> On one hand I find it, on a personal level, sort of pathetic to simply pay money for se%001 gratification D --> It feels to me as unearned and therefore undeserved, and brings me no pleasure to indulge in D --> On the other hand however, I do STRONGLY enjoy supporting and even pampering my partners financially, and I do not judge those who provide the service in return for money as their job D --> Whether it be for survival or simply passion D --> It is a strange dichotomy I have always had a bit of a struggle with D --> I think ultimately this is why I prefer the dynamic of a maid and their boss as opposed to something like a "sugar parent" setup D --> They are being supported and paid primarily for their nonse%001 work, and anything outside of that is something form001ated out of desire in one direction or the other D --> Optional, but rewarding

