♦ pitied by @liaisonsWraith

rrgh. heart ache again. time to go back to sleep to put off experiencing overwhelming emotion.

i was going to say i survived a full 24hrs without a stomach ache but then i remembered i woke up at 4:53 am today fucking doubled over in pain i stay losing i guess
I despise feeling this w<>rthless. I sh<>uld l<>ve myself, I sh<>uld see myself as w<>rthy <>f <>thers' l<>ve t<><>. And I try s<> hard t<> make myself w<>rth it, t<> make myself en<>ugh, but it never is. And I supp<>se I need t<> scream it int<> the w<>rld, because I am a pathetic attenti<>n wh<>re wh<> l<>ngs f<>r even scraps <>f affecti<>n, even th<>ugh I kn<>w they are n<>t genuine. H<>w pitiable I must seem t<> <>thers.
Love is such a frustrating and fickle thing. Is it even real? I can't fucking tell, anymore.

၄⋆၃ i took too muxh weed now i am aware of my teeth #substanxes
My grandmother was a brilliant woman. I wonder if I'd be a smarter man if she had stayed with her brother
Tavvy asked for help with his homework but I don't know much math so I told him to just ask Hal GPT it'd still be more accurate then whatever I told him

i-i have "aura".,,.,. i-it's just not very Cool hahhhahahaa.,,,.,.
How long have I been sitting here watching stupid YouTube videos Probably too long. I'm not going to stop though

i fell aslep wat day is it? how lng ws i out 4?
