Alec Beavar
@percussiveInjury
Jazz producer with a speciality in Percussion. Current year is 2013. Pplease be patient with me
Ththat catch from before. I got a big one. Although it's partially just the perspective making it look so big. Mmy boxers kind of ride my hips here a little too close for comfort, but the picture is really good.. Sso. I'll share. But tag it #nsfw. https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/4692008bf856.png
Fresco's sick. I'm sick too. ..One hungry day is fine. I'll live. Mmaybe take from my stockpile. I dunno.
=oXO oh no''' =oXO
Hi Ormici! It's bbeen a moment! Hhaven't had time to do the posting-thing. Ssorry. I've, been doing alright. If you were curious. Pplease disregard this post.
=oXO hi alec i can,t disregard your post it says right here you,re hungry =:( i would help if i could but i don,t know where you are and also things are kind of hectic for me at the minute¡¡ its nice to hear from you though i missed you =:) =oXO
Wwell, never said that.. I said that one hungry day is fine. A,as in future tense. As in I'm fine right now. :) Ththank you, though, uhm.. I've missed you too. I,i'm sorry, but I'm still not comfortable giving my location. S'a scary thought.
=oXO that,s okay¡¡ i couldn,t come to you right now anyway''' i understand though''' definitely don,t share it publically if you do share with anyone¡ though i assume you know that ehehe''' what,s been happening in your life¿ lots has been going on for me¡ =oXO
Uhm.. Nothing. Nothing new, at least. Llots of hunting. Lots of gathering. Lots of hiding.. Yyou know how it is .........
=oXO ou yeah its like that some weeks''' i like your badge though¡ puppy badge that,s cute¡ yaay =oXO
I've come across.. Ththe holy grail... Sealed box of frozen chicken nuggets... I hhave to ration these. They're... Protein pellets... Every nugget is invaluable.
Awwoouu
This is true.
meow
Experimenting
𝗕𝟯𝟯 < meow
hh, ththank you. I ddon't much meow. I'm more of a woof sort of person.
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Ththat's alright. You can swat at me if it'd make you feel better. I ddon't much mind.. Sso long as you don't hate me....
Ththat's a relief.... Ththank you....... heem heem.............
Ththere's a doggie badge... I need to earn the doggie badge... Will be barking twice as much..........
@imJunior will you help my friend please? :(
bworf....................
Bark! #badgeguy #juniorbadgedyou #puppymoded
Is it normal to want
Okay......................................
Every day is fishing friday if you're desperate enough..............
i,i'm back. ,,wwith nothing of substance to add..... ..mmaybe I should disappear again........
I'm waking up later and later. Falling asleep llater and later. ,.,I ththink this is my body trying to rehabilitate itself for living in the daytime. Bbut I.. Can't..... Considering the daytime would burn me to a crisp
It's difficult not to be pliant/obedient... Whwhen disobeying means... Drawing the ire of someone who can and will kill me.............
It is a difficult task, I understand. However, I would like to remind you that you are always safe at the Gray House!
I am not safe anywhere aside from my own apartment. I,I most definitely am not safe in a known government building.
I am sorry you feel that way. If necessary, I can send over some trained agents to ensure your safety. Do let me know if there is anything I can do to assist you!
I'm very confident by the way . And also my will is like iron. A,and also I cannot be swayed and I'm very cool
Do I have any appeal beyond the wet-blanket thing. Am I seen beyond my general lack of confidence. Ththis is a serious question
i think 7ou're a ni(e gu7 who tries to rea(h out to be kind
okay i will make an exception generwally forw you being a humie because if you rweally think about it if anything it s kinda like being at the verwy end of the hemospectrwum a level negative zerwo which fits the agenda so ahem do i have an opporwtunity forw you
No you don't. You don't have an opportunity for me
But if you hypothetically did I might listen
Ththis means a lot... Bbut feels like too much credit....
i cannot be gaslit because i am an experwt gaslighterw you have alrweady said you werwe interwested so it doesn t matterw anyways so okay let me drwaw up the outline basically you will rweceive a list of generwal statements in which you arwe frwee to imprwov a little bit i m not too picky rweally it s a benefit to have a bit of imagination to it and then you just rwespond to cerwtain keyworwds
Do I get... Money for this..? A,and is there an agreement I could read? Ssomething that goes further into depth, I mean...
you will get something even betterw than money you will get a life changing experwience that will teach you self confidence and make you a betterw morwe well rwounded perwson people pay thousands forw that type of stuff and most of it is all a sham so you arwe getting a guarwantee and also cerwtified self imprwovement and the contrwact is still being drwafted because the prwevious employees worwmed theirw way out like bastarwds so i am rweally being carweful this time arwound
I, mmean, I guess I don't really have much, going on... Plus, not much need for money.......... hmm
i will starwt drwafting up the paperwworwk welcome aboarwd
I just don't believe Mr. Penis is real. I think I'm in a truman show scenario
I think I miss mass production and commerce......................
That's the convenience and safety net of it all telling you that
I think it's also the lack of fibre or Vitamin D... I am sore and fatigued all the time...........
Got a location I can safely send a care package to? :)
Nno. Sorry. I don't feel safe letting anyone have my coordinates. It's scary enough as is......
Hm. Well, One moment.
Ttoday for lunch... Assorted berries... A,again........ .......Tomorrow........... ............Fish......................
=oXO if i could find a way to reach you I,d bring you some mushroom stew =oXO
I'm normal
Bovines.. Ss sscscary..... scary bovines that are loud................
They ain't too bad! Sometimes they get a bit much durin calf weanin season but they're pleasant beasts. If it could help make em less scary, I could let you visit the ranch and meet Bessie and all em, they like head pats and a brushin of their coats, they're real sweeties
Yyyou,, you're one of those god-types, rright..? I ddon't.. I ththink I'm done interacting with "the powers that be"....
In a past life. Now I just run my family's ranch. If it means anythin I'm tryin to be a normal guy again.
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=oXO ouu are you okay alec¿ =oXO
I forgot what I was crying gabout. .. sorgy
=oXO its okay¡ let me know if you need anything i,d offer a hug if i was there¡ slow breaths and you,ll feel better soon =oXO
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At wgwhat point did my neutral state of being go from vaguely discomforted to actively frightened. I ccan't tell anymore.