GIDEON
@putreSciple
YOV OPEN MY DOORS A╋━ YOVR OWN PERIL. MY GHOS╋━S ARE IN ╋━HERE! [[ ooc: missioDei ]]
I╋━ HAS NO╋━ ESCAPED MY NO╋━ICE ╋━HA╋━ ╋━HOSE WHO OPPOSE ME FREQVEN╋━LY CONFLA╋━E MY GRANDILOQVENCE WI╋━H A KIND OF ARRES╋━ED DEVELOPMEN╋━. MY DEVO╋━ION ╋━O ELEVA╋━ED SPACES, ╋━O AR╋━, ╋━O DISCOVRSE OF SVBS╋━ANCE - WHERE MOS╋━ SEEK COMFOR╋━ABLE ROOMS, I SEEK A CA╋━HEDRAL. I HAVE LONG ACCEP╋━ED I DO NO╋━ BELONG AMONGS╋━ ╋━HE DVLL. 'GROWN ╋━ROLL B╋━W,' ╋━HEY APPEND, AS ╋━HOVGH MY YEARS WERE IN QVES╋━ION. AS ╋━HOVGH MY BEARING, MY VOCABVLARY, MY VERY ARCHI╋━EC╋━VRE DID NO╋━ ANNOVNCE A LENG╋━HY AND S╋━ORIED EXIS╋━ENCE. I AM ╋━EMP╋━ED, MOMEN╋━ARILY, ╋━O SOLICI╋━ EXAMPLES OF GRVBS POSSESSED OF COMPARABLE GRACE. I DO NO╋━, BECAVSE I ALREADY KNOW ╋━HE ANSWER. ╋━HE SILENCE IS ENOVGH.
-_-_-_ Did y🔍︎u really c🔍︎me t🔍︎ chittr t🔍︎ bitch and m🔍︎an?-_-_-🔎❗
I DO NO╋━ BEMOAN MY CIRCVMS╋━ANCE, ╋━HOVGH SVCH A CONCLVSION IS BECOMING OF A MIND SVCH AS YOVRS. ╋━HA╋━ IS ╋━O SAY, ╋━HE DIMENSIONS ARE CER╋━AINLY IN HARMONY. ╋━HIS IS SIMPLY A ╋━AXONOMY. I HAVE CLASSIFIED YOVR SVBSPECIES, ╋━HE DVLL MAJORI╋━Y OF COMMON IN╋━ERES╋━, AND RECORDING MY MILD BEWILDERMEN╋━ A╋━ I╋━S VNIFORMI╋━Y. ╋━HERE IS A DIFFERENCE BE╋━WEEN A LAMEN╋━ AND A FIELD NO╋━E, AND I HAVE WRI╋━╋━EN ╋━HE LA╋━╋━ER.
I CANNO╋━ FA╋━HOM WHY YOV SEEK YE╋━ ANO╋━HER REMA╋━CH WI╋━H NO CONCLVSION. I╋━ MVS╋━ BE A VVLGAR FE╋━ISH OF LAYING YOVR PRONGS VPON MY CARAPACE. A COMMON AFFLIC╋━ION, I MVS╋━ CONCEDE. A PI╋━Y YOVR COMPOR╋━MEN╋━ FALLS FAR SHOR╋━ OF ╋━HE S╋━ANDARD SVCH AN OVER╋━VRE WOVLD REQVIRE. A MODICVM OF CLASS, EVEN, MIGH╋━ HAVE RENDERED ME WILLING ╋━O EN╋━ER╋━AIN ╋━HE NO╋━ION OF A CALIGINOVS DALLIANCE. BRIEF AND ELEGAN╋━ AS I╋━ MAY BE. VNFOR╋━VNA╋━ELY FOR YOV, ╋━HA╋━ INVI╋━A╋━ION LIES S╋━ILLBORN.
AND ╋━HEN YOV WOKE VP. I ASSVME, AS ╋━HIS SCENARIO YOV'VE OV╋━LINED BEARS ALL ╋━HE HALLMARKS OF A DREAM.
VACA╋━E MY NO╋━IFICA╋━IONS. YOV HAVE OVERS╋━AYED WHA╋━EVER WELCOME YOV IMAGINED YOV HAD.
MY MA╋━ESPRI╋━'S PAR╋━NER - AND, LE╋━ ME BE PRECISE, ╋━HIS IS NO╋━ HIS MOIRAIL, A DIS╋━INC╋━ION I DRAW WI╋━H PEDAN╋━IC PRECISION - HAS ╋━AKEN A RA╋━HER DIM VIEW OF ME. ╋━HE GRIEVANCE, I GA╋━HER, S╋━EMS FROM A CER╋━AIN... PRIOR CREA╋━IVE IMPVLSION OF MINE. AN AC╋━ WHICH I WILL CONCEDE RESVL╋━ED IN ╋━HE AES╋━HE╋━ICALLY S╋━RIKING CONDI╋━ION OF CEPHALIC DE╋━ACHMEN╋━ MY BELOVED NOW SO GRACEFVLLY INHABI╋━S. ONE MIGH╋━ ARGVE ╋━HE OV╋━COME SPEAKS FOR I╋━SELF. PERHAPS. MAYBE. HOWEVER, ONE MIGH╋━ FVR╋━HER ARGVE ╋━HA╋━ EREC╋━ING A PRIVA╋━E MAVSOLEVM AROVND ╋━HE CIRCVMS╋━ANCES OF A ╋━RANSFORMA╋━ION OF WHICH ╋━HE RECIPIEN╋━ HAS LONG SINCE MADE PEACE WI╋━H, WHILS╋━ REGVLARLY VISI╋━ING WI╋━H FRESH FLOWERS OF INDIGNA╋━ION SERVES NO PVRPOSE BEYOND ╋━HE NVRSING OF A GRVDGE ╋━HA╋━ HAS CALCIFIED IN╋━O SOME╋━HING RESEMBLING A PERSONALI╋━Y ╋━RAI╋━. ╋━HE PAS╋━ IS A RELIQVARY BES╋━ VISI╋━ED, NO╋━ INHABI╋━ED. AS ╋━HEY SAY.
🔍 _-_-_- ⌕h, this is g⌕nna piss him ⌕ff... _-_-_-
-_-_-_ N🔍︎w y🔍︎ur ass is d🔍︎ing t🔍︎🔍︎ g🔍︎g damn much. Y🔍︎u killed my partner AND FRIEND, might I add, and I'm supp🔍︎sed t🔍︎ be chill ab🔍︎ut it? He's a lil sl🔍︎w s🔍︎ he can d🔍︎ whateva he wants, but y🔍︎u? Tall, dark, and pissing me 🔍︎ff? I'm laying things straight right n🔍︎w.-_-_-🔎❗
RAGE IS HIS RES╋━ING PVLSE WHERE I AM CONCERNED. ╋━HE INCIDEN╋━ IN QVES╋━ION ASIDE, AND I GRAN╋━ ╋━HA╋━ ╋━HIS MAY BE A VERI╋━ABLE PAREN╋━HESIS LARGE ENOVGH ╋━O PARK A HEARSE IN, I DO NO╋━ BELIEVE HE WOVLD HARBOR FONDNESS FOR ME REGARDLESS. I HAVE BEEN NO╋━HING IF NO╋━ A DEVO╋━ED, A╋━╋━EN╋━IVE AND LOVING MA╋━ESPRI╋━. FVSSING. CARING. REMEMBERING ╋━HE SMALL ╋━HINGS. I LOA╋━HE ╋━O BE REDVCED ╋━O A FOO╋━NO╋━E WHILS╋━ MY S╋━ORY IS AN AMARE╋━╋━O.
I DO NO╋━ DISPV╋━E ╋━HE LEDGER: I SVNDERED SOMEONE DEAR ╋━O YOV FROM HIS ORIGINAL ARCHI╋━EC╋━VRE. I DO NO╋━ EXPEC╋━ YOVR ABSOLV╋━ION NOR DO I WAN╋━ I╋━. HOWEVER, PERHAPS I╋━ WOVLD BE PRVDEN╋━ ╋━O RECOGNIZE ╋━HA╋━ OVR DEAR XOAMOS HAS MADE HIS OWN CHOICE REGARDING MY CON╋━INVED PRESENCE IN HIS LIFE. VN╋━IL HE REVOKES ╋━HA╋━ CHOICE, I WILL BE HERE, PISSING YOV OFF AS YOV SAY, BV╋━ ALSO LOVING HIM WI╋━H SINCERI╋━Y. ╋━HA╋━ WOVLD CER╋━AINLY HELP ╋━O RELIEVE ╋━HE EXCESSIVELY S╋━RAINED CONFLVENCE BE╋━WEEN ╋━HE ╋━HREE OF VS. AND I WILL ADD ╋━HIS: I DO NO╋━ APPRECIA╋━E YOVR COMMEN╋━ REGARDING HIS IN╋━ELLEC╋━. HE MAY SAY I╋━'S FINE, ╋━HA╋━ ╋━HE BARBS ARE AFFEC╋━ION AND CARE IN DISGVISE AND I SHOVLD NO╋━ ╋━AKE OFFENSE ON HIS BEHALF. PROFOVNDLY ╋━HIS GRA╋━ES AGAINS╋━ EVERY INS╋━INC╋━ I POSSESS. I AM HERE, ╋━ALL, DARK, AND AVAILABLE. BV╋━ DO NO╋━ DIMINISH HIM ╋━O BOLS╋━ER YOVR GRIEVANCE.
-_-_-_ I'm n🔍︎t reading all that; I'm kn🔍︎cking y🔍︎u 🔍︎ut.-_-_-🔎❗
RVN VP GE╋━ DONE VP. PISSING ME ╋━HE FVCK OFF.
🔍 _-_-_- #matespritm⌕nday @putreSciple is my matesprit; he's very w⌕nderful and abs⌕lutely has a way with w⌕rds. Reminds me ⌕f a dark fantasy n⌕vel s⌕metimes. He's very sweet and a very w⌕nderful pers⌕n. I appreciate h⌕w l⌕ving and caring he is! _-_-_-
I ALWAYS HAVE HAD, AND ALWAYS WILL HAVE, NO╋━HING BV╋━ ╋━HE V╋━MOS╋━ PASSION AND AFFEC╋━ION FOR YOV.
IN MY ABSENCE I HAVE BEEN ENDVRING A PROLONGED EPISODE OF SENSVAL AND ROMAN╋━IC EN╋━HRALLDOM. ╋━HE OBJEC╋━: MY ALLVRING CEPHALICALLY-DISPLACED, VERY SIGNIFICAN╋━ O╋━HER. I, WHO ╋━HOVGH╋━ MYSELF IMMVNE ╋━O ALL SEN╋━IMEN╋━AL PHENOMENA, HAVE BEEN RENDERED BREA╋━HLESS. HIS VOICE EMANA╋━ES FROM A LOCA╋━ION ╋━HA╋━ DEFIES S╋━ANDARD ANA╋━OMY, AND YE╋━ I╋━ IS WARM AND ╋━ENDER. I'VE SEARCHED EX╋━ENSIVELY FOR ╋━HE SOVRCE. DEEPLY. GEN╋━LE, CVRIOVS AS I AM. WHEN HE CALLS MY NAME, I╋━ RESONA╋━ES AGAINS╋━ MY FINGERS, MY ╋━ONGVE. AND I╋━ IS ╋━HE SWEE╋━ES╋━ ANOMALY I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED. I AM ENRAP╋━VRED. I AM LOSING MY COMPOSVRE. NAY, I╋━ HAS BEEN LONG LOS╋━. I DO NO╋━ WAN╋━ I╋━ BACK; I WAN╋━ HIM BACK. A CVRSE VPON OCCVPA╋━IONAL OBLIGA╋━IONS.
Y☼ur ℉eelings are intense, like a st☼r☁︎.
Pöör söd.
🔍 _-_-_- ⌕h, this is super sweet! _-_-_-
REMOVE YOVRSELF FROM MY SANC╋━VARY OF CELEBRA╋━ION.
IF ONE IS ╋━O LOVE, I╋━ SHOVLD BE NO LESS.
I AWAI╋━ A VACANCY IN YOVR SCHEDVLE WI╋━H ╋━HE IN╋━ENSI╋━Y AKIN ╋━O A CANDLEFISH S╋━RANDED IN ╋━HE MOS╋━ ARID, ANHYDROVS WAS╋━ELAND.
F(o)r all Th3h3 m(o)Th3h3rfuck3rS quIrkS In all capS IT D(O)3S l(o)(o)k lIk3 y(o)u'r3 y3llIng aT m3, anD 3v3ry TIm3 IT'S juST a lIl funny. LIk3 DAMN, CALM D(O)WN, D(O) Y(O)U WANT M3 T(O) Y3LL T(O)(O)?
RES╋━ IN PEACE, FOR I AM NO╋━ ONE GIVEN ╋━O VOCAL AMPLIFICA╋━IONS OR HIS╋━RIONIC OV╋━BVRS╋━S. SVCH DISPLAYS ARE PROFOVNDLY VNBECOMING OF MY PAR╋━ICVLAR ╋━EMPERAMEN╋━. I IMPLORE YOV, RENDER MY WORDS IN ╋━HE MOS╋━ ╋━RANQVIL IN╋━ERNAL REGIS╋━ER YOV CAN SVMMON. A CALM, LEVEL VOICE. ONE ╋━HA╋━ MIGH╋━ BE VSED IN LIBRARIES, IN CRYP╋━S. ╋━HA╋━ IS HOW ╋━HEY ARE WRI╋━╋━EN.
WHA╋━ IS MY PREFERRED DESSER╋━? A DECEP╋━IVELY SIMPLE QVERY. ONE WHOSE ANSWER, I SVSPEC╋━, CARRIES ╋━HE AN╋━ICIPA╋━ORY WEIGH╋━ OF MY REPV╋━A╋━ION. I╋━ MIGH╋━ BE EXPEC╋━ED OF ME ╋━O NOMINA╋━E SOME ARCANE CONFEC╋━ION OF OBSCENE RARI╋━Y AND PROHIBI╋━IVE COS╋━. A GILDED, GOLD-LEAFED RAP╋━VRE CRAF╋━ED BY PÂ╋━ISSIERS IN SOME DIMLY LI╋━ A╋━ELIER ABROAD. NO. I DO, INDEED, GRAVI╋━A╋━E ╋━OWARDS ╋━HE FINER ╋━HINGS. ╋━HE FINES╋━, SOME MIGH╋━ ARGVE. HOWEVER, I HAVE FOVND NO S╋━RENG╋━H IN ╋━HIS PLANE ╋━O RESIS╋━ ╋━HE ALLVRE OF AN AMBROSIA DISC WI╋━H CACAO INCLVSIONS, WARM AND BV╋━╋━ER-SOF╋━. ╋━HEOLOGICALLY PROOF OF BENEVOLEN╋━ DESIGN. ╋━RANSCENDEN╋━.
><xx>< a fucking c××kie? ><xx><
IF ONE MVS╋━ BE COLLOQVIAL, YES.
><xx>< All that c×uld have been said with like, at least 4 less sentences. ><xx><
Ï nëëd tö knöw dö yöü äctüällÿ tälk lïkë thïs ïn përsön ör ïs thïs äll bröüght tö üs bÿ thësäürüs döt cöm.
>> ¡ 1ove that for you, G¡deon
DID YOV NO╋━, ONCE VPON A DIMMER HOVR, PROFESS ╋━O FIND MY LEXIPHANIC EXCESSES 'CV╋━E'? I REMEMBER I╋━ DIS╋━INC╋━LY.
VERBOSI╋━Y IS IMPRAC╋━ICAL WHEN MEE╋━ING FACE ╋━O FACE, REGRE╋━╋━ABLY. AS FOR YOVR O╋━HER POIN╋━ I DO NO╋━ CONSVL╋━ ANY SVCH DIGI╋━AL LEXICAL REPOSI╋━ORY. MY VOCABVLARY IS CVL╋━IVA╋━ED, PERSONALLY, ╋━HROVGH YEARS OF OBSESSIVE READING AND A CONGENI╋━AL PREDISPOSI╋━ION ╋━OWARDS LINGVIS╋━IC EXCESS. AND ALSO MY LVSVS.
╋━HANK YOV FOR YOVR IN╋━ERMINABLE SVPPOR╋━, HIMERO.
🔍 _-_-_- I can't even put my face in my hands because I'll just be h⌕lding my head. _-_-_-
XOAMOS.
I BELIEVE I HAVE FORMVLA╋━ED A PO╋━EN╋━IAL RESOLV╋━ION. PALLIA╋━IVE AS I╋━ IS. ╋━HE VARIABLE ╋━HA╋━ REMAINS VNQVAN╋━IFIED IS WHE╋━HER YOV WOVLD PERMI╋━ ME PROXIMI╋━Y ╋━O YOVR ╋━ROLLSON ONCE MORE. AND ALSO BE S╋━ILL.
🔍 _-_-_- Well! I guess. 8( I d⌕n't think y⌕u c⌕uld kill me m⌕re than y⌕u've already d⌕ne. _-_-_-
I CANNO╋━. I KNOW NO╋━ HOW NOR DO I IN╋━END ╋━O ADD ╋━O YOVR BVRDENS. ... PERHAPS YOV MAY ╋━AKE SOLACE IN KNOWING YOV DO NO╋━ HAVE ╋━O BEAR ╋━HIS VNRAVELING ALONE.
🔍 _-_-_- Let me grab y⌕ur sh⌕ulders and shake y⌕u and be sad f⌕r 5 m⌕re minutes. Eugh. Y⌕u're still my type. Damn _-_-_-
OF COVRSE. ╋━HIS IS A SHOCKING REVELA╋━ION; I VNDERS╋━AND. I MIGH╋━ EXPRESS SOME CONCERN FOR ╋━HE DISCERNMEN╋━ EVIDEN╋━ IN YOVR CHOICE OF COMPANIONSHIP WERE I╋━ NO╋━ SO ╋━HOROVGHLY MV╋━VAL IN ╋━HIS PRESEN╋━ MOMEN╋━. EQVALLY DAMNED, AS ╋━HEY SAY.