

GIDEON
@putreSciple
YOV OPEN MY DOORS A╋━ YOVR OWN PERIL. MY GHOS╋━S ARE IN ╋━HERE! [[ ooc: missioDei ]]

NESCIEN╋━ SPIRI╋━S. LOOK VPON ╋━HE VPROARIOVS JES╋━ IN MINIA╋━VRE, PINNED ABOVE MY NAME. A SMALL MIR╋━H, LES╋━ I BE ╋━AKEN FOR EN╋━IRELY HVMORLESS. OBSERVE AND ╋━AKE HEED: ╋━HE CAWING OF ╋━HE CROW IS ONLY S╋━AYED BY SOME╋━HING FAR BLACKER ╋━HAN I╋━SELF, BEFORE WHICH EVEN OMENS BOW.

MY MA╋━ESPRI╋━'S PAR╋━NER - AND, LE╋━ ME BE PRECISE, ╋━HIS IS NO╋━ HIS MOIRAIL, A DIS╋━INC╋━ION I DRAW WI╋━H PEDAN╋━IC PRECISION - HAS ╋━AKEN A RA╋━HER DIM VIEW OF ME. ╋━HE GRIEVANCE, I GA╋━HER, S╋━EMS FROM A CER╋━AIN... PRIOR CREA╋━IVE IMPVLSION OF MINE. AN AC╋━ WHICH I WILL CONCEDE RESVL╋━ED IN ╋━HE AES╋━HE╋━ICALLY S╋━RIKING CONDI╋━ION OF CEPHALIC DE╋━ACHMEN╋━ MY BELOVED NOW SO GRACEFVLLY INHABI╋━S. ONE MIGH╋━ ARGVE ╋━HE OV╋━COME SPEAKS FOR I╋━SELF. PERHAPS. MAYBE. HOWEVER, ONE MIGH╋━ FVR╋━HER ARGVE ╋━HA╋━ EREC╋━ING A PRIVA╋━E MAVSOLEVM AROVND ╋━HE CIRCVMS╋━ANCES OF A ╋━RANSFORMA╋━ION OF WHICH ╋━HE RECIPIEN╋━ HAS LONG SINCE MADE PEACE WI╋━H, WHILS╋━ REGVLARLY VISI╋━ING WI╋━H FRESH FLOWERS OF INDIGNA╋━ION SERVES NO PVRPOSE BEYOND ╋━HE NVRSING OF A GRVDGE ╋━HA╋━ HAS CALCIFIED IN╋━O SOME╋━HING RESEMBLING A PERSONALI╋━Y ╋━RAI╋━. ╋━HE PAS╋━ IS A RELIQVARY BES╋━ VISI╋━ED, NO╋━ INHABI╋━ED. AS ╋━HEY SAY.

A MISSIVE OF ADORA╋━ION FOR MY BELOVED, AN EN╋━I╋━Y WHOSE PRESENCE ASSAVL╋━S WI╋━H A GRACE ╋━HA╋━ MAKES MY HEMOLYMPH PVMP ERRA╋━ICALLY. ╋━HIS WAS NO SLOW DESCEN╋━. NO GRADA╋━IONAL WARMING OF ╋━HE HVMOVRS ╋━HA╋━ MIGH╋━, IN ╋━IME, BE MIS╋━AKEN FOR AFFEC╋━ION. NAY, I FELL FOR ╋━HIS SHADE ╋━HE WAY ONE FALLS FROM A GREA╋━ HEIGH╋━. SVDDENLY, COMPLE╋━ELY. HIS INEVI╋━ABILI╋━Y RVSHED VP ╋━O MEE╋━ ME AND LEF╋━ NO ╋━IME FOR SCREAMING, AND MY EN╋━IRE BEING RECOMPOSED I╋━SELF AROVND A SINGLE, DEVAS╋━A╋━ING POIN╋━ OF GRAVI╋━Y: HIM. ╋━HE INS╋━AN╋━ANEOVS FAC╋━ OF HIM! FAR ╋━OO ACCVS╋━OMED AM I ╋━O BEING ╋━HE ╋━EMPES╋━ ╋━HA╋━ SWALLOWS ALL. ╋━HE SHADOW A╋━ ╋━HE ╋━HRESHOLD. PERHAPS EVEN ╋━HE ANOMALY ╋━HA╋━ DISRVP╋━S. I WAS WHOLLY VNPREPARED ╋━O BE DISRVP╋━ED. AND YE╋━, S╋━ILL I FALL. IRONICALLY, HE IS HELPING DESPI╋━E BEING ╋━HE CA╋━ALYS╋━ OF MY VNMAKING. ╋━HE MOS╋━ EFFICIEN╋━ CA╋━AS╋━ROPHE OF MY EXIS╋━ENCE. HAPPY #MA╋━ESPRI╋━MONDAY ╋━O ╋━HE SEDVC╋━IVE DE╋━EC╋━IVE XOAMOS [ @ALOPECOIDSLEV╋━H ], WHO BVRROWED SO VIOLEN╋━LY IN╋━O MY ╋━HORACIC CAVI╋━Y I NEARLY RECALLED WHA╋━ I╋━ IS LIKE ╋━O REQVIRE BREA╋━HING. MAY YOV ENJOY YOVR S╋━AY, MY BEAV╋━IFVL SYMBION╋━.

IN MY ABSENCE I HAVE BEEN ENDVRING A PROLONGED EPISODE OF SENSVAL AND ROMAN╋━IC EN╋━HRALLDOM. ╋━HE OBJEC╋━: MY ALLVRING CEPHALICALLY-DISPLACED, VERY SIGNIFICAN╋━ O╋━HER. I, WHO ╋━HOVGH╋━ MYSELF IMMVNE ╋━O ALL SEN╋━IMEN╋━AL PHENOMENA, HAVE BEEN RENDERED BREA╋━HLESS. HIS VOICE EMANA╋━ES FROM A LOCA╋━ION ╋━HA╋━ DEFIES S╋━ANDARD ANA╋━OMY, AND YE╋━ I╋━ IS WARM AND ╋━ENDER. I'VE SEARCHED EX╋━ENSIVELY FOR ╋━HE SOVRCE. DEEPLY. GEN╋━LE, CVRIOVS AS I AM. WHEN HE CALLS MY NAME, I╋━ RESONA╋━ES AGAINS╋━ MY FINGERS, MY ╋━ONGVE. AND I╋━ IS ╋━HE SWEE╋━ES╋━ ANOMALY I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED. I AM ENRAP╋━VRED. I AM LOSING MY COMPOSVRE. NAY, I╋━ HAS BEEN LONG LOS╋━. I DO NO╋━ WAN╋━ I╋━ BACK; I WAN╋━ HIM BACK. A CVRSE VPON OCCVPA╋━IONAL OBLIGA╋━IONS.

WHA╋━ IS MY PREFERRED DESSER╋━? A DECEP╋━IVELY SIMPLE QVERY. ONE WHOSE ANSWER, I SVSPEC╋━, CARRIES ╋━HE AN╋━ICIPA╋━ORY WEIGH╋━ OF MY REPV╋━A╋━ION. I╋━ MIGH╋━ BE EXPEC╋━ED OF ME ╋━O NOMINA╋━E SOME ARCANE CONFEC╋━ION OF OBSCENE RARI╋━Y AND PROHIBI╋━IVE COS╋━. A GILDED, GOLD-LEAFED RAP╋━VRE CRAF╋━ED BY PÂ╋━ISSIERS IN SOME DIMLY LI╋━ A╋━ELIER ABROAD. NO. I DO, INDEED, GRAVI╋━A╋━E ╋━OWARDS ╋━HE FINER ╋━HINGS. ╋━HE FINES╋━, SOME MIGH╋━ ARGVE. HOWEVER, I HAVE FOVND NO S╋━RENG╋━H IN ╋━HIS PLANE ╋━O RESIS╋━ ╋━HE ALLVRE OF AN AMBROSIA DISC WI╋━H CACAO INCLVSIONS, WARM AND BV╋━╋━ER-SOF╋━. ╋━HEOLOGICALLY PROOF OF BENEVOLEN╋━ DESIGN. ╋━RANSCENDEN╋━.

I FEAR I MAY HAVE INADVER╋━EN╋━LY NAVIGA╋━ED MYSELF IN╋━O A PREDICAMEN╋━ OF ╋━HE A╋━╋━ACHMEN╋━ ╋━AXON. FAIN╋━ AS I╋━ IS. A CONDI╋━ION WI╋━H DIS╋━INC╋━ AROMA╋━IC VNDER╋━ONES OF ╋━HE...NAY, I SHAN'╋━ SAY. IN ANY CASE ╋━HE DIAGNOS╋━IC PIC╋━VRE IS, I CONFESS, BO╋━H ALARMING YE╋━ NO╋━ EN╋━IRELY VNWELCOME.

ANO╋━HER VERDAN╋━ PHAN╋━ASM, LIME IN I╋━S CHROMA, HAS BEEN COMPELLED ╋━O ADORN MY MEMOS WI╋━H CARDIAC OFFERINGS AND MVRMVRED PI╋━IES. MY WORDS EVER A SHRINE A╋━ WHICH SHADES LEAVE ╋━HEIR SMALL DEVO╋━IONS.

I, FOR ONE, FIND ╋━HE NEW ╋━YPEFACE ╋━O BE RA╋━HER CHARMING.

< THIS ISN'T DIRECTED AT ANYONE BUT JUST ME SHARING AN OPINION BASED ON A CONVERSATION. I THINK SHARING INTRUSIVE AND/OR INVASIVE THOUGHTS, ESPECIALLY SEXUAL, AND FINDING LIKE-MINDED PEOPLE CAN BE CATHARTIC. IT'S WHY I JUST POST WHATEVER THE FUCK. MAKES ME FEEL BETTER. MIGHT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER TOO. >

╋━HE APPE╋━I╋━E HAS BEEN RENDERED QVIESCEN╋━, ALBEI╋━ ╋━EMPORARILY. I CONFESS I DID NO╋━ EXPEC╋━ MY PREVIOVS MEMO ╋━O LVRE COMPANY SO EXQVISI╋━ELY AND PA╋━HOLOGICALLY RADIAN╋━. SO BEAV╋━IFVLLY AFFLIC╋━ED WI╋━H ╋━HE SAME SVBLIME MALAISE ╋━HA╋━ CALLS OV╋━ ╋━O MINE OWN CORPVS. WOVLD ╋━HA╋━ I HAD DISCOVERED ╋━HIS LIMINAL PLANE SOONER; I╋━ WOVLD HAVE OBVIA╋━ED ╋━HE PROFOVND INCONVENIENCE OF INDEPENDEN╋━ PROCVREMEN╋━. NO MA╋━╋━ER. I SHALL ARCHIVE ╋━HIS ENCOVN╋━ER WI╋━H ╋━ENDERNESS. WARM╋━H, EVEN, OR A╋━ LEAS╋━ AMBIEN╋━ AS A ╋━OMB CAN ACHIEVE. I WI╋━HHOLD ╋━HE GRANVLAR SPECIFICS HERE; ╋━HE MNEMONIC DA╋━A IS PROPRIE╋━ARY. AND I AM NO╋━ WON╋━ ╋━O NARRA╋━E MY IN╋━IMACIES ╋━O AN AVDIENCE. REGRE╋━╋━ABLY ╋━HE OMENS PERSIS╋━ IN ╋━HEIR NECRO╋━IC WHISPERINGS. VNREVISED, ╋━EDIOVS IN ╋━HEIR COMMI╋━MEN╋━ ╋━O ╋━HE INEVI╋━ABLE. ONCE MORE I AM SVMMONED FOR ╋━HE CVS╋━OMARY PERAMBVLA╋━ION.

A NOC╋━VRNAL HANDFVL HAS ELAPSED, AND YE╋━ MY ╋━HOVGH╋━S REMAIN RECVRSIVELY ╋━E╋━HERED ╋━O ╋━HA╋━ SANGVINE, VVLGAR CHI╋━╋━ WHICH SO EFFICIEN╋━LY VNRAVELED ╋━HE ME╋━ICVLOVSLY SCAFFOLDED ARCHI╋━EC╋━VRE OF MY COMPOSVRE. REKINDLED WAS ╋━HE POLYDIPSIC IMPERA╋━IVE. ╋━HE ALL-CONSVMING, VNGOVERNABLE GLV╋━╋━ONY. CA╋━ALYZED A CRAVING FOR SOME NOVEL SPECIMEN, SOME AES╋━HE╋━ICALLY EXQVISI╋━E VARIABLE CER╋━AIN ╋━O BE RVN ╋━O WAS╋━E ╋━HROVGH ╋━HE RELEN╋━LESSNESS OF MY A╋━╋━EN╋━IONS. AH, BV╋━ ╋━HERE IS AN INEFFABLE BEAV╋━Y IN RVINA╋━ION. IN PV╋━REFAC╋━ION'S SLOW ALCHEMY. ╋━O ADMIRE ╋━HA╋━ WHICH WAS ONCE MINE, S╋━RIPPED AND CAR╋━ED ╋━O SOME VNREACHABLE COORDINA╋━E BEYOND EVEN MY REACH. A CVRIOVS, DVLL ACHE NES╋━LING IN╋━O ME, CALCIFYING, YE╋━ PALLIA╋━ED ╋━HROVGH ╋━HE MANVFAC╋━VRE OF MINE OWN RELICS. MEMORIA. HM.

(=^・⩊・^=) < HOW ROMANTIC!~ HTTPS://CDN.IMGCHEST.COM/FILES/998F9F85C9BA.JPG #VIOLENCE #AESTHETICS

DISPEL YOVR ANXIE╋━IES, O FAIR AND PHAN╋━ASMAL VENERA╋━ORS OF ╋━HIS OBSCVRI╋━Y! MY ON╋━OLOGICAL S╋━A╋━VS PERSIS╋━S. VNSCA╋━HED. EX╋━AN╋━, IF YOV WILL, IN SOME QVALIFIED AND LIMINAL IN╋━ERPRE╋━A╋━ION OF VI╋━ALI╋━Y. I HAVE SVCCESSFVLLY NEGO╋━IA╋━ED A DÉ╋━EN╋━E WI╋━H ╋━HE PRIOR CRIMSON SPEC╋━ER AND RE╋━VRNED ╋━HA╋━ WHICH WAS ILLICI╋━LY APPROPRIA╋━ED. IN A S╋━A╋━E OF PRIS╋━INE IN╋━EGRI╋━Y, I HAS╋━EN ╋━O APPEND, FOR I AM A FAS╋━IDIOVS CVS╋━ODIAN OF EVERY OS╋━EOLOGICAL SPECIMEN WI╋━HIN MY POSSESSION. NA╋━VRALLY! FOR MY AMENDS, I ADDI╋━IONALLY RECEIVED SOME SPECIMENS FORSAKEN, DISCARDED. MAY ╋━HEY FIND MY ABODE MOS╋━ HOSPI╋━ABLE. I SHOVLD LIKE ╋━O SAY I HAVE BEEN EXCVLPA╋━ED, IF ╋━HA╋━ IS NO╋━ EXCESSIVELY AVDACIOVS. ╋━HE NIGH╋━ IS YOVNG, AND A╋━MOSPHERIC CONDI╋━IONS ARE CLEMEN╋━. MY PA╋━H REMAINS SVBJEC╋━ ╋━O ╋━HE S╋━OCHAS╋━IC WHIMS OF MY DARKNESS. PERHAPS WE SHALL FE╋━CH SOME MORE CANDLES. WE SHALL SEE.

You Never Even Gaze Up At The Moons And Appreciate The Beauty Of Being Alive While Enveloped In The Comforting Near Silence Of The Forest. #poser

mistakes are made in the heat of passion. AND THE FERVOR OF GENIUS, NO DOUBT

╋━HE GARNE╋━-HVED BARBE╋━ WAS NO╋━ FOND OF ╋━HA╋━ LAS╋━ S╋━A╋━EMEN╋━, AS ╋━O BE EXPEC╋━ED.

╋━HE PREDOMINA╋━ING POPVLA╋━ION OF ╋━HE SHADES HAVE NO PA╋━IENCE FOR MVL╋━ILOQVY OF ╋━HIS MAGNI╋━VDE. PERHAPS ONE WOVLD EVEN CALL I╋━ ALEMBICA╋━ION, LONGILOQVENCE, IF I╋━ PLEASES. AS ╋━HOVGH ╋━HEY HAVE AFFAIRS OF MORE POR╋━EN╋━OVS PROPOR╋━IONS. NO MARROW IS LOS╋━, NO BLEMISH VPON ╋━HIS SHELL, YES.

LOOKS ╋━O BE ╋━HA╋━ I HAVE ELICI╋━ED ╋━HE SCORN OF YE╋━ ANO╋━HER, A FOVR╋━H OBSCVRI╋━Y HEL-BEN╋━ ON ANNOVNCING I╋━S ARBI╋━RARY DENIGRA╋━ION OF ╋━HE CONNA╋━VRAL HABI╋━VDE OF ╋━HIS DARKNESS. ANO╋━HER OF ╋━HE VERMILION PERSVASION, NO LESS. HOWEVER, ╋━HIS ONE APPEARS ╋━O BE IN POSSESSION OF SOME FORM OF ORDNANCE. FASCINA╋━ING!

I AM RESVRREC╋━ED.













