GANDER’S GANDER INTO THE FOLKS OF CHITTR PART ⒋⒉ — @quadraticAutomatic Fours (⒋s) I’ve done it! I’ve bested the terrible blight of ✎R’S BLOCK… *looks at calendar* *it’s been like two (⒉) wipes I think* [HONK]!! (CROWD SOBBING) Hello Folks, Gamers, Gagglegang, etcetera etcetera. Sorry for sitting on my Rump doing nothing but Chitting stuff like a… blegh….. Person… BUT I am happy to say I am BACK and Ready to YAP. (If you see me slacking off again, you have the → to scream at me in my comments.) Anywhom, without further ado, let’s Take A Gander at Fours (⒋s)! (CROWD CHEER!) (CROWD WAVING) (CROWD WAVING WITH THEIR SECOND PRONG) (CROWD WAVING WITH THEIR THIRD PRONG) (CROWD WAVING WITH THEIR Wait A Second We Don’t Have Four Prongs) (Where did the Third) (What?) Fours (⒋s) is learning how to live. Her posts, from the beginning, tell a STORY of learning and growing into her anatomy of a Troll. She is kind, albeit socially awkward (maladroit), and she is trying her best to acclimate to the OUTSIDE WORLD. They are working to OVERCOME their fears and their words, often lacking the diction to describe what they want/feel/need. Namely, she has been working steadily at a diary to practice expressing those feelings and reducing the mental clutter swamping her mind. She keeps ↑ a stable system, Chitting to PRACTICE SOCIAL BEHAVIORS, and constantly stepping out of her comfort zone to 🗨 to all the friends she’s made. There’s even a BADGE in their honor. (Between you, me, and the reader, she is far more Active than I am. *coughs into closed prong*) As always, the Investigative Factor of psychoanalysis requires us to discuss the ROOT of the mind, and in Fours’ case, it isn’t a secret that they were raised in a lab. In fact, it looms over Every Aspect of her well-being, robbing her sense of agency. The experiments she had to endure came with rewards that seem MUNDANE to your typical laystroll, setting the pavement for the general social ineptitude Fours (⒋s) is tasked to overcome in order to achieve their goal of self-sufficiency. Fours (⒋s) has been infantilized to incapacity, fostered not only by the doctors who raised/experimented on her but also the people she interacts with. The act of infantilisation itself is rooted in a need for control and power, but also a desire to keep the infantilized ‘‘‘‘‘‘‘‘SAFE’’’’’’’’, heavy on the quotation marks. That doesn’t necessarily make it OK——it’s condescending at face value and destructive in the Long Run——but it creates a centre of INTEREST regarding the casual patronizing Fours (⒋s) may experience on a night-to-night basis. As a consequence of this treatment, Fours doubts the decisions she makes and struggles heavily with (socially-aligned) individuality. A visible fear takes mount on her when stepping from her comfort zone, a given Given Her Newfound sense of CHOICE, which prompts her to look to the lives of others to figure out what to do with hers. The continual undermining of independence has ← them in a state of RELIANCE, leaning on others to guide them through the pitfalls of living——the most prominent feature of her FALLOUT. The nature of her relationships almost always becomes a protector-protected dynamic, not so much CODEPENDENCY as it is a promise to teach her how to act. With this comes a learned vulnerability, a QUASINAIVETY to the whims of others. I surmise it isn’t GENUINE NAIVETY, but an incapacity to trust themself in picking the ✓✓✓ DECISION, causing bouts of paralysis. Despite being prone to being misled, there is a collective oath of HONESTY when it comes to Fours’ friends. No matter how easy it’d be to harm an unguided Fours, you find that everyone (⒈) makes an effort to give her an Online Hive to stay in, or at least understand them with the context they’ve provided. It’s a testament to COMMUNITY in the Chittr platform. Violent creatures we inherently are, a lot of us are more caring than we’d like to admit. That might be Propagander though. Above all else, Fours wants to be perceived for what they are: an adult living and managing an adult life. Somebody who still has the facilities regardless of the way she was raised. A tame purrbeast still has claws and teeth. She is more than capable of thinking for herself, and she’s still working off the training wheels. Both realities are VALID HERE (search ↑ Dialectical Behavior Therapy if you’re Interested!). Learning new things can be scary, but regardless of those fears, Fours continues to TRY AND TRY AGAIN, if only to create a statement: I am here, and I’m ready to live. Though the journey from A to B won’t be easy, Fours has already exerted themself to show they are full of fight, and kindness. This is coming from the troll who’s seen their FIRST EVER POST to COMPARE. She really has come a long way. You are allowed to be CURIOUS. You’re allowed to learn about the world at your age. You’re allowed to do things scared——this is far better than doing Nothing At All——and you have people who are ready to s↑port you when you ask for it. It’s OK to ask for help, and it’s OK to feel out of place. After all, nobody chooses how or when they’re ready to exist. You have all the time you need to discover who you are, what you want to do, and why you want to push forward. No matter how many people try to make sense of you, only YOU can define who you are. You are Fours, and you have always been the best version of yourself. I’m proud of you. (SUSPECTED CLASSPECT: TWO (⒉) OPTIONS: HEIR OF LIFE: Oriented in the Growth of Oneself (⒈). Inspires others to live for themselves. Fours is already a TESTAMENT TO LIFE ITSELF, with two (⒉) pushers that beat as (⒈), a soul fuller than ever. The challenge is to grow proper into the Role. You can’t grow without understanding what it’s made you. MAID OF HEART: Oriented in the Understanding of Oneself (⒈²). Initially relies on people to define their identity, their instincts stunted and confused for naivety. Eventually learns to create it for herself (and others! Her friends!) You can’t understand who you are without acknowledging how far you’ve come. I think if you played the game, you would simultaneously be a PROSPIT AND DERSE PLAYER, a phenomenon recognized especially among Goldblooded Players! Please don’t actually play Sgrub, though.) Follow Fours… Or I’ll FIND YOU. And I’ll bake you a Cake. Or will I bake you INTO a cake? *licks…* #gandertag #fours! #pipipi #hikinglife #gloop #twopushersthatbeatasone
((COUGHS. sorry if its a little clunky or awkward this time! im trying to swing back into the momentum of things!!))
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(( FIRE ANALYSIS her GT is page of hope but I def see where those guesses come from. Heart was one I thiught about briefly because it SEEMED really obvious given the "formerly two people" thing but then I realized she has a shockingly firm (and positive) sense of self despite that. You had an extra challenge because of her aphasia, some of her more complex feelings about things get sanded down when she tried to put them to words, and a lot of her bubbly side is showcased in game chats and watch parties. YOU HAD A TOUGH INE HERE BUT YOU DID A REALLY PHENOMENAL JOB WITH IT, 10/10
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