I'm Gonna Do Something Self Destructive And Either It's Gonna Make Me Feel Alive Or It's Gonna Make Me Stop Feeling Much Of Anything Which Is Also Ideal
Well I'll Be Playing A Show So Probably It Will Be
Not Sure How Interesting It's Gonna Be For You Beyond The Music Part But Alright Lol
I LIKE MUSIC I LIKE ART I LIKE WHEN THINGS GO WRONG ITS GONNA BE FUN FOR ME NO MATTER HOW IT GOES
⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ You have come a long way for this to be the place your sobriety dies. ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅
I Mean It Kinda Already Did A Few Weeks Ago So. What's One More Self Destructive Spiral. As A Treat.
⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ Tragic. ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅
That's Life I Guess. Thanks For Looking Out Anyway Though. I'll Be Fine Tomorrow I'm Sure
⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ You will regret it. ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅
I Know. And Probably Immediately Even. i'm Just Tired Of It Feeling Like Something I Don't Do Out Of Obligation Instead Of Something I Chose For Myself. And It's Not Enough That I Must Decide Midway It's My Choice, There's A Lot Of Context That Makes It Feel Like It Isn't. Does That Make Sense?