Nikula
@romanticRegrets
(She/her) I don't really know what I'm doing, sorry. ^^; ((OOC: icon art is by goddesstrolls on tumblr))
I have no energy lately... I'm so tired even when i want to do things for fun. ;~;
Hey, um, what does it mean when you have a bit of a "physical" relationship with a troll, without going into too much detail, and they claim that you're one of the only ones they... won't kill for their own moral reasons...? Like, you're the exception to that mindset? I have no clue what to even label it. We're not... dating. But I wouldn't say we're exactly... friends, either? But also not enemies. It's so confusing.
Well, that's kind of the thing, I would have been killed a long time ago otherwise. Um, we kind of both know each other's secrets, to keep it vague.
Eventually I'll be able to go back home... hopefully. Maybe.
Oh yeah I think theyre expensive. But I bet you can get a job probably some places take hemoanons!
...Any job recommendations for someone like me who was raised in complete isolation from the rest of Alternia, relatively speaking? ^^;
Oh wow uh thats tricky. You could always do remote computer work I think? Or maybe temp stuff? I dunno ill ask my friend Kas theyre smarter than me
I'm only relatively okay at using computers, sadly. ^^; I can send an email and stuff fine but I'm... no programmer.
Oh thats okay some jobs just need you to send emails and read stuff I think. like communicate and all that.
I don't quite know how strict the, um, background checks are on, um, "mainland" Alternia? I don't know if I'm using that term right, but...
Uhhh depends on the work I think! and if you have someone high caste to vouch for you probably.
Oh I am feelign weird What was it in that one Spongebob eoispde? Really feeling it, Mr. Krabs... Or was it Mr. Crabs...? #substance
I don't even know why I'm posting this, it's not like anyone will see it, but my anxiety has been through the roof lately. Um. Even more than usual lately anyway. @_@; God, I wish I had something to calm myself down it's affecting my sleep.
Xx wHat, ya dOn't?? i mean i get nOt eveRyOne's tRied it but ya neveR even HeaRd Of it? xX
Xx eH, faiR enOugH. i can pRObably Help if ya need tHOugH, dOllface. pRObably nOt a peRfect sOlutiOn but i gOt sOme peak edibles tHat'll knOck ya RigHt Out. yOu in? i can give ya sOme fOR fRee if ya Really need it xX #substance xX
Um... I've never tried anything like that. Are you sure...? That's very kind of you, but I don't really know how to, uh, meet you in person or anything. I don't go out much, admittedly.
Xx i can eitHeR meet ya in peRsOn OR just mail it tO ya. wHateveR makes ya feel betteR, dOllface xX
Dollface...? Do you usually call people that? ^^; Um, I can work with either one, though. Maybe we could meet somewhere in public or something?
Xx eHeHeH, yeaH. if ya dOn't like it tHOugH i wOn't say it. xX Xx mall neaRby wORk fOR yOu at all tOmORROw? xX
Oh, no, it's fine! I'm just not, um, used to being called things like that. ^^; Haha. But sure, I'll see you there? Does 3:00 work for you?
I doubt this will get too much attention, but um, here I am, I guess? I don't really know how to navigate this site too well...
[+] you'LL do just fine, hun. everybody heres pretty muCh a mess
