@sardonicDaydreams — #vent
၄⋆၃ you ever feel lonely despite being surrounded by some of the best individuals you xould ever ask to enjoy being around you question mark yeah yeah dot dot dot i think i #yearn for isolation onxe again so i xan have a valid reason for feeling lonely please laugh at me im a jester that suffers for you entertainment shout pole #VENT #mental-health
၄⋆၃ i think i would be a good guardian even if being gentle is not in trolls nature even if we are born angry and violent i wish to allow someone something to grow into a happy individual and look at them and say "theyve gotten so large suddenly and i remember when they were so small and helpless" i believe i am broken bexause a normal troll would not desire this #vent
၄⋆၃ ive always thought human marriage was suxh a wonderful xonxept and before you say "oh gog there xennox goes again yearning for some form of xonnextion he xan never truly have dot dot dot" i think the idea of having a "forever" partner sounds dot dot dot wonderful thats diffixult for highbloods ill live so muxh longer than the average troll and then those above me on the spextrum live EVEN LONGER THAN ME not to mention that death is so dot dot dot normal on alternia oops shout pole your matesprit died shout pole hope you xan find another before the sweep ends or you xould be xulled shout p...Read more
၄⋆၃ ok ok ok one last xhitt dot dot dot i think i xould be a good human parent growing up with a lusus and no axtual kin and watxhing human soxiety from the outside made me feel lonely dont get me wrong adore my lusus would do anything for mx bitxh thee destroyer of meals but shes not a mother or father or a sibling or an aunt or unxle i want axtual family i want that sort of xonnextion but its impossible as a troll due to the way our reproduxtion funxtions and i mourn that faxt often #vent