[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthiz c0|0ur beginz az a deep 0range. perhapz zimi|ar tt0 amber. y0u wi|| tthen need tt0 ttake it ttw0 ztepz tt0 tthe |eft. 0ne dr0p upwardz. a g|ance int0 tthe pazt y0u |eft behind. and tthen y0u wi|| arrive at tthe crucib|e. tthe meta| within iz white h0t and y0u can h0|d it in y0ur handz with0ut pain. it iz fami|iar and it iz |0ne|y. mix tthe c0|0ur int0 tthiz. tthe zcent 0f it makez y0ur tt0ngue tting|e. when y0u tt0uch tthe meta| again y0u f0|d int0 it. y0u bec0me f|uid az y0ur at0mz zpread apart. y0u drip z|0w|y fr0m tthe crucib|e. |ike tthe b|00d 0f a f0rg0tten g0d. zhimmering and tterrib|e in nature. y0u p00| z|0w|y. c0a|ezcing int0 a zhape tthat rezemb|ez a perz0n. y0ur nervez are 0n fire and y0u cann0t zeperate y0ur zenzez. y0u hear what y0u ttazte. fee| what y0u zee. it iz painfu|. it iz tterrifying. it iz w0nderfu|. it iz a geneziz. y0u cann0t imagine g0ing tthr0ugh it again. and y0u kn0w tthat 0ne day y0u wi||. tthiz c0|0ur c0mez fr0m tthe heart 0f a c0||apzing ztar. #pazca|c0|0urz #b0dy_h0rr0r #exiztentia|izm [END MESSAGE]
Yeah, it’s like that sometimes.