♦ pitied by @somewhereDark
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘:A lost soul You are 8 years old and He is teaching you to play piano. His hands rest where they shouldn't. You feel sick. You are 12 years old and you are playing Mozart. Your fingers slip and your timing is off the metronome is so loud it hurts your ears. His hands are on your shoulders and your heart is in your throat. You choke on a breath as one cards through your hair, frozen in terror. You are 21 years old and out drinking at 3 in the morning. You've been drinking like there's no tomorrow and this bar is the most disreputable one you've been to so far, but a handsome man whom is only a few years older than you by your best estimate has offered to buy you another drink. He slips an arm around your shoulders, and it's only as you down the last of your glass that you realize your mistake. You are 27 years old and He is dead. You're not sure how you feel about this. In theory you should be happy, relieved even but you just feel hollow and empty. Preparations for the funeral are your responsibility as His heir, but you don't care about any of it, all you want to do is You are 32. In another place. Where you are loved. Your name is Jeremy Noir. Your name is Y̷̖͙͠͝ļ̶̧̥̄t̴̨͙͇͑́͋ṕ̶̫̤̺ǘ̸̳̊n̸̖̺͐̕â̵͚̼̖͑v̵̢̯̩̎͘ǘ̶̪͚̬ ̴̗̥̽͆̾ͅZ̵͉̖̈́̌̆j̶̛͎̼̄̂y̸̢̥̰̽̍̋h̶̼̫̍̀̐a̸̬̠͛͝j̷͚̟̞͆͠o̷͙͙̾͐̕ and you will never be happy. You will soon. 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗
For my next trick I'll have you watch me chug two waters, three koolaids, and then piss rainbow.
Lovely night on Chittr and in Lord English's mansion. Though, I know my fellow Felt are getting up to tomfoolery. I just know it.
> 1F 1 HAVE W1NG M1TES 1M G0NNA SCREAM MY HEAD 0FF N0000
Liveblogging portal: The lazer puzzle is hurting my brain
Nearly had a heart attack when I got home. They did not tell me about that keyboard, or that he was trying to practice again. I think I need to go on a walk. -007
Is being a father always this much of a daunting task? -007
You and me both. I'm still... Adjusting, to being just a normal civilian. But it's for the best. -007
Sometimes when I put him down for bed I just get that sick feeling in my stomach again. #vent #vagueposting ? I've seen this tag used on nonspecific posts. -007
I am alive! Apologies to my loving fan (sing(_)lar) and the rest of yo(_) people on here who know me. I didn't want to reset my password to log into chittr on my phone. Anyway, I'll be streaming again later today.
It's what I'm here for. Solving problems. Sleuth.
Don't you worry your pretty little head. I'm on the case like great gouts of steaming magma heading for an orphanage.
Maybe it's because despite our many attempts to get you to take proper breaks, you work yourself to the marrow, SD. <> -007
Does no one on this website practice basic internet safety? -007
Went a little too hard at the gym yesterday and god everything hurts. As a friend of mine would say "My hubris got the best of me." -007
I hate that they're right about showers making me feel better. -007