@techhDogg — #vent
i want him to love me unconditionally, pet me when i'm good and hold me a little tighter before i go and talk to me like i actually mean anything more than just another check on a to-do list the same way that iwant him to punch me until i puke wnd hold me down n fuck me til i cant stand and choke me harder when my vision starts to blur and its fucking disgusting #nsfw #nsfwe #noncon (implied) #violence #abuse #stockholm #incest #cw-abuse #vent ig
why the fuck am i on mood stabilizers if i get sad and lonely at night and cry anyway fuck this im better off my meds anyway <#vent> <but im chill>
damn i kinda miss when i was a girl , my timeline bro was so much nicer to me. sexist bullshit #vent #cw-transphobia <implied>
<< dog dave #vent hours. CW for #stockholmsyndrome #impliedincest and #cw-abuse >> i prefer to be rejected by the people i like i want to express my feelings so they'll shut me down and say im disgusting and should never talk to them again and my tail would just wag and i'll quietly comply because thats what i was made to do. constant push and pull of whether i fucking hate them or to beg to be loved a little better. i'm gonna beat my head against the wall ugh
in the plane between "laying with him would fix me" and "im not able to be put back together" #vent for the weak hearted but i'm like super chill tbh
#afterdark dave thoughts, no one make fun of me i miss being part of a pack n stuff. its hard to sleep all alone in my bed i get so many nightmarws lately and miss roughhousing like now im expected to be all on my own?? im just a boy #vent ig? not really but just in case