Jake. Deep down, Dirk wants you to fuck up. He wants you to fail, to trip over, to make some slight against him, so he has an excuse to hurt you. He doesn't like being in love with you. He likes being in hate with you. He doesn't want a boyfriend, he wants a punching bag with plausible deniability. I really hope he hasn't laid a finger on you yet, because we all reach that stage eventually. #cw-abuse
Don't you dare accuse me of your wrongdoings as if I'm anything like you. I don't know how you have people in your life that tolerate you, because in the few days I've had to interact with you, I've wanted nothing more than to blow my own brains out. You don't know how I feel an you certainly don't get to speculate on what happens behind closed doors. To insinuate that I feel nothing but resentment towards him is undermining the entire reason I'm doing all of this, and to assume that I'll have him as a battered housewife by the end of it is appalling. Stop projecting your vile fantasies onto me and Jake and let us handle our issues from here on out. #cw-abuse #cw-self-harm