i aRrIvE By lEaViNg. I EaT ClOcKs bUt nEvEr tOuCh tImE. I WeAr tHe fAcEs oF RiVeRs, RuSt, WrIgGlErS, aNd sTaRs. tRy tO HoLd mE AnD Yo' FrOnDs bEcOmE EvIdEnCe. i aM ThE OnLy tHiEf wHo sTeAlS NoThInG... aNd sOmEhOw, AfTeRwArD, NoThInG Is wHeRe yOu lEfT It. wHaT Am i? :o) #vIbEs #FaItH #rIdDlEs
TH3 HYP3R SP3C1F1CS L1T3R4LLY MY WHOL3 J4M BUT TH4T'S F41R.
cLoSe, YeT FaR ToO TaNgIbLe. YoU GoT It, My bOy. I BeLiEvE In yOu. ThInK AbOuT WhAt iT MeAnS FoR YoU To hAvE ExIsTeD, sTiLl eXiSt, AnD CoNtInUe tO Do sO. :o)
?BLOOd? ?er no... Pain? -posted from My Nukia N-Gage CullD
wIlLiNg tO PrIdE MySeLf aNd mY SiLlY MoThEr fUcKiN' wAyS As aN OpPoRtUnItY To tEsT Yo' MeThOdS, lItTlE MiSs lEtHaL. :o) hOnK.
wHeRe iT GoEs, PaIn tEnDs tO FoLlOw. It's nOt a sTrIcTlY UnFoRtUnAtE MoThEr fUcKiNg cOnCePt, BuT It lEnDs iTsElF To sTrEsS AnD DiScOmFoRt. :o)
FUCK, 1T'S NOT 4G3 1S 1T?
Ɏ oouhh i wa-a-as never grea-a-at a-a-at seeing the big-picture. memory, ma-a-aybe? tha-a-at only a-a-arrives a-a-after moments lea-a-ave the 'now', a-a-and they're never left exa-a-actly the sa-a-ame. time's the thief of memory, so ma-a-aybe the inverse counts. ca-a-an't rela-a-ate it to the other stuff, though... ma-a-aybe yea-a-arning? longing? it ca-a-an ma-a-ake you do some ba-a-ad stuff. ...less specific. spa-a-ace? it only a-a-arrives when something occupying it lea-a-aves. it stea-a-als nothing, beca-a-ause it -is- nothing - a-a-and 'Nothing' is where where you left it. but tha-a-at doesn't rea-a-ally mesh with dea-a-ath, or the like. i'm hung up on the 'wea-a-ars the fa-a-aces' thing... time a-a-and a-a-age 'wea-a-ar' them, but those a-a-aren't exa-a-actly right. experience, ma-a-aybe? or the -a-a-act- of experiencing? existence is just the stuff we experience, a-a-after a-a-all. ma-a-aybe the concept of 'growth'. bwuh. i dunnoooo. Ɏ
hAhAhAhAhAhA. oH, mY BrOtHeR In aLl bUt mUd, YoU ArE OnE 𝘩𝘌𝘭𝘓𝘶𝘝𝘢 tHoUgHt-tRoOpEr, ArEn't yOu? YoU BeEn aRoUnD ThEsE PaRtS. yOu aRe eNgRoSsEd iN ThE WiCkEd sHiT ThAt iS PhIlOsOpHy. MaY NoT EvEn mOtHeR FuCkInG KnOw iT. yOu sPeAk sOmE ReAl sHiT. yOu'rE MaKiNg wOrK Of eFfOrT Of tHoUgHt. GrOwTh. TiMe. SpAcE. eXpErIeNcE. tHeRe iS OnE ThInG ThAt cOnNeCtS AlL ThEsE ToGeThEr cOnCePtUaLlY. iT WaS WhAt mAkEs tHeM AlL RuN. iT MaY NoT Be tHe eNd rEsUlT Of wHaT ThEy aRe oR WhAt tHeY EfFeCt, BuT ThE MeThOd oF EfFeCt iTsElF Is tHe mOtHeR FuCkInG AnSwEr yOu sEeK. yOu aRe tHe cLoSeSt. So dAmN ClOsE. :o) yOu aRe oNe bEaUtIfUl mOtHeR FuCkEr. It gLaDdEnS Me tO SeE ThE WaY YoU Up aNd pOnDeR.
Ɏ ha-a-a. gosh. i dunno a-a-about a-a-all tha-a-at, but your words ma-a-ake me smileful. i a-a-am stra-a-aining my pa-a-an here, i don't usua-a-ally think this ha-a-ard a-a-about stuff. but it's fun. -w- i will ha-a-ave to give this some deep thought a-a-and get ba-a-ack to you. ma-a-aybe if i spa-a-ace out for a-a-a bit things will click into pla-a-ace? sometimes tha-a-at helps when i'm right on the edge of remembering something but it keeps eluding me. i've got a-a-all the pieces so i just need to figure out the thing connecting them... Ɏ