B33 < awww is the murderous dipshit lonely B33 < did the purrsuit of power at the cost of connection and joy leave a yawning emptiness in your stomach furevfurmore? B33 < well meowbe its too late fur you B33 < but then again meowbe its not too late to change BX33 < not that hell efur s33 this B33 < well well find out some day
B33 < well attachments can be good B// < but uh BX// < tbh i dont think he's acting out his desire fur intimacy in a healthy way
"Pursuing power at the cost of connection and joy" is quite the skill issue. My pursuit of power GAVE me connection and joy. True self-actualization tends to do that. Though of course, it's not like Caliborns are known for being remotely competent, faha.
B33 < idk what your specific deal is but i hope youre happy and chill about it
I am, yeah. I'm at peace with myself in a way I never could have been if I remained stuck in my deadname's gravity well. My power is the proof of my freedom, something that the large green idiot who bound himself to a time loop will never experience. In this way, the two of us are kind of similar, aren't we?
B33 < i suppaws so B:33 < you put me on edge fur some reason but im gonna deal with my dubious gut f33lings myself B33 < nyalthough purrsonally? B33 < s33king power fur its own sake nefur made me happy at least not directly B33 < it was s33ing what i wanted to do and then taking the steps to get there