cant call me codependent when he couldnt care if i live or die hahaha this is supposed to be a joke the laugh isnt as forced as it sounds
joke doesnt even read right cuz i forgot the part about how it takes two to trauma bond but i dont even think anyone knows what trauma bonding actually is anymore #abuse !!! and then that would just be opening a whole can of worms about how that happens and when and why and if im fine and i am perfectly fine and nobody needs to actually worry so like thats really all there is to say on the matter
dude, i know i'm breaking the alt timeline relative prime directive and shit but. you need to kill grandpa bro like yesterday! 8/
youre probably right and i probably should take your advice but i just dont know if can hes still my bro and regardless of whether or not our relationship could be considered "normal" or "healthy" i still care about him and assume he cares about me in some way the thought of him not being around is more scary than anything else
.....hey do do you want me to ask my dadve for advice? he's been through this, and. i dunno, he might not even talk to you cuz of prime directive shit, but. idk. maybe he would? 8(
maybe maybe maybe i dont know i know how this ends and i know it isnt good and entertaining the thought for even a second is like a one way ticket to puke station for me like getting on a roller coaster after eating cheap drive thru sea food that smells exactly like grandma sweat ill be fine i think i can figure this out he isnt bad all the time and so clearly that means i can salvage this
maybe... i hope you can, dude! i really, really hope you can...
hey dave? i know this exact feeling and if you want to talk about it i am here!