if i was really dead shit would be better #cw-suicide
sure but youll see im in the wrong here
i'm not exactly the best version of myself in case you didn't notice but still i'll listen okay
okay can i dm you so we dont clutter this shit up
mhm that's fine
And on what grounds is this other Strider a 8etter version of you? That's the precedent that you actively set upon seeing your m8 get wafted away. So as st8ed: CHANGE IT! Are you seriously just going to waste away all that Strider potential that I know DAMN well you have? You've accomplished gr8 things (at least in my universe so far), and you can accomplish gr8er and push past this, 8ut that only depends on if you're willing to crawl and claw your way out of the rut instead of sitting complacent and taking it like a little 8itch. I know that you know that you can strive for more, so DO IT! Or so help me to gog I'll fucking force you to in some way damn it! >::::T
then figure out a way to force me man. please. i dont know what to do at this point hes beyond gone. theres no way in hell i could get him back after everything ive done
If that's the case, why not go for another then? Do you really think that love stays placed? Of course not, 8ecause just like everything, it's messy, it fluctu8s, it e88s, it moves. If everything wants to change, you have to adapt and change as well, and it can 8e reeeeeeeeal shitty at times, jit, 8ut I know you have it in you. Ever just thought a8out, y'know, a fucken re8ound or something? Literally anything? Hell, even alcoholism would look 8etter on you then 8eing a depressed sad-sac who just complains a8out their woes. 8elieve it or not though? Time does heal all, and you should know this 8eing a time player yourself. You will get through this.
ill get to it eventually. we just broke up and i was already at my most vulnerable im just being pushed lower down
Well, hey, if ya hit rock 8ottom, there's only one way to go at that r8 as some say, right? You got this.
yeah