@turophileGibber — #abuse
i kind of wish i could abuse my power and go back and change how shit went dirk offered to once after a real bad day he was like it cant be that hard for the both of us to take him down and he replace him and little dave wouldnt be none the wiser but i think i wouldve, like baby me wouldve questioned it cause it was so ingrained in me to walk on eggshells but at the same time its not like the idea hasnt tempted me i mean shit i have like two good memories with him one was when i came out to him as trans and he just silently walked off before tossing me some of his shirts probably from like high school...Read more
id say theres mixed feelings about todays grand event but in reality there arent any and we all know exactly how i feel about it but we sweep it under the rug and ignore the massive lump because thats easier than addressing it if he at least had a grave id go put a worst dad ever cup, but the dad is struck out and bro is shittily written below, on the headstone hand painted and everything cause im not spending money on engraving for a dead guy hed probably get a kick out of it because im a low effort comedic genius or just be pissed at me for even jokingly referring to him as dad it was always kinda...Read more
its funny how the most random fucking unrelated shit can just catapult you back into the head of your kid self just a shadow it was just a fucking shadow i thought i was over this shit #abuse
im laughing about it getting in a good chuckle having a funny little time about it its hilarious cause thats the first thing that comes to mind right oh woe is me i cant partake in my favorite food anymore boo hoo we dont talk about not being able to feel your heartbeat anymore even though its fucking weird like its with you all your life in the background of your mind its a metronome to the beat of your life and suddenly its silent and replaced by the constant flood of data hiccuping and writhing in what is not much more than a fabricated vessel a pseudo person something made to imitate what you use...Read more