Perhaps I shall keep the sober streak going.
UraeUs, lUv, i want to give yoU the benefit of the doUbt here, so i will say: this is terrible advice to give to a hUman. we don't have the same cUltUral Understanding of addiction, so yoU may not realize how disrespectfUl this is.
We must get to knitting a Parcheesi board. The ultimate combination of our passions.
I say give it your best shot! Just remember that progress is rarely linear, but any practice functioning while sober is useful. Remember to lean on your friends and loved ones and cats Rose! I love you!
Thank you, Jasprose. I will say, I don't think I am fully considered an alcoholic by definition? I don't tend to day drink. Just finish my days getting fucked up. It is just a habit I overindulge in. Perhaps I'm wrong though. Still, it's nice to have your support. I can't believe how much less I seem to dislike you these days.
I'm afraid that does count. Amd besides any bad habit can be hard to break! Why I didn't even have the handicap of a chemical dependency and I still barely broke the habit with some very direct intervention. But then I was too embarrassed to let more than one specific person know I even had a problem so you've got a head start! :3
is it really so wrong to want to make her life jUst that little bit more interesting?
if yoU knowingly fUel her self-destrUction? yes, yes it is. yoU're yoUng yet, calliope. there are things we cherUbim aren't bUilt to Understand, bUt we mUst still try!