do you ever look at another version of yourself and wish you could just be them?
oh, okay
Awesome/
must be nice
but aren't i still jade technically at least i used to be?
do you want to be jade? i wont hold your identity against you. you and i might have similar ecto-genetic makeup but were still our own selves. theres not really anything necessarily holding us together in that regard is there? you can be your own person, and thats okay.
i think i'm jealous of what jade has...or what some jades have? i dunno i don't think i wanna be jade but i want the life jade had. if that makes any sense whatsoever.
i get it! definitely. i mean, i was kind of snuffed off earlier in a sense, being, i was snuffed off at all! and theres so many *living* jades. and a lot of them arent good dogs, friends, or anything! but i had to deal with my jealousy, slowly, overtime, and recognize that they are changing and growing and getting to live a life outside of the isolation of our youth and its a lot. so now i just watch bill nye reruns with john and dave in our dreamhouse treehouse and try not to think about it.
ha yeah... i probably sound a bit stupidly selfish when compared to you. i guess i just think things would be easier if i didn't have to be laika. not that i don't enjoy it just... i feel like it'd be easier. it would be easier to just sink into a sea of similar people, y'know?
yes.