@watchingAuthor — #mentalhealth
I might vomit.. - why did i ask - its - nothing - nothing at all - its fine - to ask - ... - i can do this - it is - okay - to ask - for - a badge - It isnt - as if - theyll - ask me to prove it - but what if - im faking it - what if - im just - overreacting-- >
[There was a photo attached. There was two pages that were lit by a dim lamp. The first page was labeled number 437 with a question mark on it. The writing seemed frenzied and was difficult to make out the words as they jumped on the page ] 'I felt blood from above me. That made no sense and when I checked again. There had been none to begin with. One of my traps went off by accident and I had to bandage the wound. It almost made feel alive. I understand that I have been told it is fine to show that I enjoy pain. It is embarrassing to admit the whys. Everything is moving slowly as it does. I fee...Read more
bad thoughts - bad thoughts - ... - they should - stop - it - isnt - normal - ... > #mentalhealth
writing - ... - i feel - floaty - maybe itll be away - in a few hours > #mentalhealth
Therewas a boyand a knife and thatbog existedfor onr readon. Hewasmeant to die. picked by the stars dor this as the goddess wasn't pleased by hislife. Ifshecpild. Hew9ildhavemever been bornsyall. thisboy was supposed to skay the goddess andbthen hell woild be the goddess after her. Thatscaredhimdeeply. He neverlikedtheidea as the goddess was thebgoddess. She e asrsthlezd snd divine like tje sun He wssakin to her as he was Horriblebafbafbadwriting At the end of theline there wass a only purple that spreadand reached from the cracks as reality breaks.. theesoundof bells are h3ard with each...Read more
eveytjingisstilloff whyisthstmoon still thete thay isn't even natural moon-i can feel iticanfeelit.. ( #mentalhealth )
icsnttellif this is even real everything hirts so much ( #mentalhealth ##cw-self-harm )
I can feel things in my pan- - i swear I can > ( #mentalhealth )
the suggestion about seeing someone feels - tempting - but they will - rip me apart - I know it- I know they will - they'll laugh - they'll hate me - they'll cull me - i shouldn't go > ( #mentalhealth )
What a basket case Stuck in replaying scenes over and over The exact days you were abandoned The days that you saw a friend change When you couldn't stay your face The exact moment you forced tears Panic lacing the sacks in your chest If you hurt more Will it force tears to your eyes You wish you would cry The pain doesn't feel enough When ...Read more
I dont want to be a star I dont want to be a flame I dont want be an skeptic I want to be worse. I need to be worse I want to be able to help people I want to push this body to its limits I want to rip off my skin I am nothing but a monster within an fleshsuit I hate this I hate being unable to do anything I hate being too scared to do anything I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I h...Read more