@watchingAuthor — #cw-self-harm
maybe I do die.. i forgot I posted that comment already ##cw-self-harm
icsnttellif this is even real everything hirts so much ( #mentalhealth ##cw-self-harm )
What a basket case Stuck in replaying scenes over and over The exact days you were abandoned The days that you saw a friend change When you couldn't stay your face The exact moment you forced tears Panic lacing the sacks in your chest If you hurt more Will it force tears to your eyes You wish you would cry The pain doesn't feel enough When ...Read more
I dont want to be a star I dont want to be a flame I dont want be an skeptic I want to be worse. I need to be worse I want to be able to help people I want to push this body to its limits I want to rip off my skin I am nothing but a monster within an fleshsuit I hate this I hate being unable to do anything I hate being too scared to do anything I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I h...Read more
(( Time to try to explain Profor's deal.. Let's start as best as i can. Profor Tempus is the grandson of the Condescension and lives at a point of time where the original cast for the Alpha Trolls didn't play the game. This is relevant due to the fact that Feferi died in this timeline without overtaking the position of Empress. His position within his position as he understands it, is to be a replacement for someone who should have been Empress, and is a replacement for her place within the scheme of Sburbs or Sgrubs. Struggling with trying to change anything as he feels as if a noose is tigh...Read more
Quiet as light As loud as thunder As tall as a tree As small as a squeakbeast As large as a dream As proud as a noun As buzzed as a bee As bold as a melody As brave as a fool When I'm bloodie I swear that I swear that I am holy That it is salvation For ichor flowing is a blessing Is it not alike to messiashs? The accursed blood that spills Holy as it can be Is it not? Worship her feet like dogs ...Read more
Disclaimer - Please please - don't worry - just a character piece - Don't read if the subject - will mess with your - emotional - state - ... - I just - thought - it wasn't - badly written > I don't want to be an skeptic I don't want to be a dreamer I don't want to be a failure Burdens on my pusher as Always Always my birthright Not a world where It isn't I should be happy I should be happy Told that I am above Statements made that go Against those statements I should ha...Read more
Here - we go - ... - It got - a bit - darker than - I meant to - Sorry > ---- Knots are confusing So very many types The silliest names for them Frayed Knot Overhead Knot Square Knot Sheet Bend As many types, As the stars I wonder If I tied one over my throat Would that be enough? Enough to exist I should do more If I tie it enough Will I stop Will I be fixed? I can feel th...Read more