@writingPrivate — #death

scaryscadysvadysvary thoughts scaryscaryscady i dont know if i can even care dor someone or the only quardant i even have how do you not h a rm or cukl what is reliant on you im scary Scary scary thought sc as eyrhought without an answer tjat is easy or cleani dont even k now how to even do.. this really its selfish already to evem have those rel a tionship when i dont know if ill even live long enoigh to make it a sweep witb the quarsant Something go fragile in my hands as s ine kf the onrs I charge of ite everytbing makes me scared for what if i h as I'm them so bsdly that it dies by accident ...Read more

i have noticed how fragile wrigglers are my friend says its natural and how many of thek die due to the trials and so not to get attached to them sometimes she lets me help out and when i helo out i get to hold some of them it reminds me of tales theyre so small and full of potential.. #death #wrigglers

..my dridmd is hoping joking about the collar.. i dont wanna go home. Death is the only thing there besides mt mom and so i go home to see my mom and make sure shes okay but we dont stay there that long a lot if we are hangingout so it makes the feeling of death feel less suffoacting then than being there mostly alone and i cant stay at other places as the space makes me feel scared.. so.. she can be mean but she is nice and i know she finds my feelings of negavity bad and annoying but she lets me lay on her chest and sleep so i dont think she'll be thay mean and mahbe itll be fine im only focused on it a...Read more