@writingPrivate — #rambling

..my dridmd is hoping joking about the collar.. i dont wanna go home. Death is the only thing there besides mt mom and so i go home to see my mom and make sure shes okay but we dont stay there that long a lot if we are hangingout so it makes the feeling of death feel less suffoacting then than being there mostly alone and i cant stay at other places as the space makes me feel scared.. so.. she can be mean but she is nice and i know she finds my feelings of negavity bad and annoying but she lets me lay on her chest and sleep so i dont think she'll be thay mean and mahbe itll be fine im only focused on it a...Read more