xx_i_think_on_some_level_i_genuinely_believe_there_is_something_intrinsically_evil_about_me_that_i_have_to_make_up_for_by_always_being_in_service_to_my_peers_and_never_asking_for_too_much_and_never_letting_myself_legitimately_cross_over_the_threshold_of_being_genuinely_annoying_and_difficult_to_love_idk_though_it_could_just_be_indigestion_i_kindoff_ate_like_a_whole_box_of_chocolate_donuts_and_a_whole_container_of_dinosaur_chicken_nuggets_xx
@resplendentCandour
xx_WHY_ARE_YUO_TELLING_ON_ME_THIS_ISNT_FIAR_I_TRUSTED_U_xx
hAppEns to the best of us. i prEfEr lEanIn IntO it.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ah. tthat iz a fami|iar fee|ing. ... y0u wi|| a|wayz be |0ved. indigezti0n 0r n0t. [END MESSAGE]
It's a difficult balance, the person you are, the person you want to be, the person you fear becoming. But I promise that you are loved no matter what, as Pascal said.
⧃ Ha-ha. He told on you. I think you are wrong about this but I understand the feeling. You do a lot for others, far more than most would, but never have I believed you were fronting to hide some big issue and that if you were to stop being this way it would ruin anyrhing you are or any relationship you have / could have. Chchow is good. Chchow could be more "annoying and difficult" and be no less easy to care for. Chchow could and should be more self-serving.