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While I d9n't c9nd9ne capitalistic w9rk schedules insisting we w9rk t9 death I d9 n9t think I will 6e g9ing 9n vacati9n ever again. I am n9t enj9ying myself. #Ranting #Death #CapitalisticStructures
Got a l!ttle buzz go!ng and !ts got me th!nk!ng just how much of a mess ! am, and yet there's trolls that tell me !t's okay to be a mess and that !'m not alone, and ! wanna bel!eve them, ! really do ! wanna bel!eve ! am not alone but...! always feels l!ke ! am and !f not !'m the last cho!ce for any troll...and ! just...why can't ! be some trolls f!rst cho!ce? Why can't a troll just walk up to me and just...! dunno, hug me ! guess? But yet on the other hand !'m so fuck!ng parano!d and traumat!zed from past trolls that ! would probably just...freeze up or run away or hurt them, gog !'m such a screw up and a...Read more
C9NTENT AND TRIGGER WARNINGS: #ranting #lengthyp9st #anger #irritati9n #wildh9nk6eastchase #metaph9rs #irritati9n #f9rgettingpe9ple #6ef9ranpr96lems #irritati9n6ey9nd6elief I am c9ming up t9 having m9re free time; my friends have sent me 9n a wild h9nk 6east chase 9f sh9ts f9r their 9wn amusement. Admittedly, I'm n9t a fan 9f getting dragged ar9und. Th9ugh I supp9se it can 6e f9rgiven, as the task is 9f utm9st imp9rtance. Revival, since the current sessi9n seems t9 have ended and we were "f9rg9tten." H9w l9vely and infuriating. I expect n9thing less, 9f c9urse. Since we still have slight access t9 ...Read more
Ughhh !'m try!ng to !mprove my mood and be wh!ms!cal and happy but every 2 to 3 m!nutes ! hear my stup!d lusus mak!ng some no!se and !t's l!ke UGHHH be qu!et for once!!!!! #rant!ng #vent!ng
i cannot get any response(s) in before he closes our chat! the time i want help, when i want *to* help, and just have our fucking relationship better since they always bitched on me saying "oh, we're getting married soon! oh, you can't do that, we're getting married soon!" just goes to fuck all! yeah, okay! just fucking run away from me like he did and come crying after you did the damage. fuck this, i'm drinking myself to sleep. #ranting #vagueposting #substance