𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕸𝖔𝖓𝖆𝖗𝖈𝖍 𝖎𝖓 𝕷𝖎𝖑𝖆𝖈
@abyssalBeholding
Seer/Monarch/the writhing Light she/her Just your average ɹoɹɹǝʇɹoɹɹoɥ next door ;)
In case any of you are curious what I look like. Don't worry, I compressed my form into something mortal eyes can comprehend without succumbing to madness...probably https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/7573304ccf86.png
I have been invited to tea with some of the elders, if I do not return the same, do not be concerned. That is usually how these things are supposed to go
#smash #suggestive #bucketsmashorpass
Hope That You Enjoy Your Tea.
What would you say is an absolute must-have in a torture maze?
[|87 :: Dead end turns, and LOTS of them.
An Endless Loop Of A Song That Never Reached Its Apex, Such As This. https://youtu.be/coszzqblmxs?si=mlkxz2ewlgmuhvaf
A threatening søund that døes, øn øccasiøn, seem tø grøw cłøser and møre intense. What the søund may be is deałer’s chøice.
Glad To Be Of Assistance.
Sometimes I find myself missing food
Something About It Was So Appealing, Aside From The Necessity To Love Of Course. Though I Suppose I Can Still Eat It Is Just Not Necessary.
I find myself struggling to actually consume anything but I do enjoy the smell of coffee. Perhaps I could still feel the sensation of eating through someone else. It's certainly something I'd like to investigate
Well I Do Wish You The Best Of Luck In That Regard. And I Will Agree The Soothing Aroma Of Coffee Is Quite Lovely.
Thank you. It all hinges on Jade's cooperation but unfortunately we have not been on great terms as of late...
You Have My Sympathies. I Am Unsure If You Could Use Another For Your Purposes But Still If You Can I Hope You Can A Find Someone Willing.
#pondering my orb
#theorbshowsall
#orbislove
#forfitallmortalpossessionstotheorb
just recieved a vision of some poor loser getting mugged
That Sounds Like A Memory That I Would Like To Whiteness.
A Mundane Break From From The Vastness Of Everything Can Be Quite Indulgent.
Has there ever been a dave that hasnt fumbled his romantic prospects? My sources are telling me that no, there hasnt.
all iterations of my brother appear to be #chuds... this is devastating but entirely unsuprising news
Some users on here would benefit from having their mind shattered. That is all Im saying on the matter
unrelated que2tiion but diid the other horrorterror2 celebrate priide for you or diid they iignore iit
they are plotting a suprise but I have been forbidden from peeking behinf the veil... I am hoping for my very own torment nexus
our thing is to know everything ;) That means if youve ever written rpf fanfiction of minecraft youtubers, we know.
doe2 that mean they al2o all know about that wiizard fiictiion you wrote when you were a wriiggler
Very much so, yes. Ish'ghyllah has been very insistent in asking for new chapters.
iit2 2o weiird talkiing two a ver2iion of you that doe2nt freak out of theiir thiinkpan when that2 brought up but ii gue22 youre the real deal lmfao
You have caught me at a very apathetic point in my life i suppose.
keep iit up you know the 2marte2t human2 on earth were the one2 who made a reliigiion about how awe2ome they were for 2iittiing on theiir a22 wiith frond2 cro22ed over a liittle funny
By witnessing this post you have given me permission to enter your dreams. See you soon ;)
Im Not Quite Sure This Could Be Considered Legally Binding.
[⏺️📶📈] Oh you didn't have that already? See you soon. ;)
I enjoy incorporating a bit of vampiric flair here and there
Ah. Well, I Suppose I Will Be Seeing You In My Dreams Then.
Well I Suppose That The Same Can Be Said From Me.
Ɏ fa-a-alling for yet a-a-another cognitoha-a-aza-a-ardous psyop i ca-a-an't stop losing Ɏ
Having this many eyes is wonderful actually. If only I could ḇ̴̡͔͍̳̉̒̄͂̈̚͝ȇ̶̢̖̜̺͙̪̩̓̚̚͝͝ḩ̸͇̣̝̹̻̱̳̱̺̒̽̒̔́͘͝o̶̒͠ͅl̶̪̣̽̆̂͆͘d̶̞̣̬̭̗̤͖͚͌͐̌̅̚ my dear wife's beauty with them one more time... #yearning
▲what the fuck is up with Roses and missing their wife▼ ▲do you want me to just teleport you some alcohol like the other ones?▼
Can't a woman long for her late wife in peace? (Also I do not go by Rose) And no, I'd rather not, though I appreciate the sentiment. Even if alcohol still had an effect on me, I would prefer not to rekindle my dalliance with it
Further more, please refer to me by any of my chosen names - Monarch/Seer/T̶̛̆̅̐͠͝ͅh̶̡͚̰͚́ͅé̷̟̘͛̀́ ̶͐ẃ̴͕̹̱̾͛͐̎ṙ̸͉̻̺̻͉̠̇̅͐i̴͗̕t̶̛̊̉͗̇͋̈́̕h̶̬̠̰̦͌͗ȋ̸̯̱̻̜͖̘̰̼́̌͊̾̓ṉ̶̡̟̗̆̿͊g̷̛͔̱͒̀͒̾́̎͝ͅ ̵̨̈͌͘͝l̷̞̖̖̣̳͒i̴̭̬͙̹͍̪̰̔̏͐̀̈́̾̽͑̕͠g̴̛̒͗͒́̒͘h̵͓͖̠͒͐t The last one is my current horrorterror title - the "writhing" attribute modifier in this case indicates my rank as a nascent elder god. You may ONLY refer to me as "Rose" if you are a Jade. There are no exceptions
are you liike the troll bloody mary ver2iion of ro2e or 2omethiing
oh 2hiit waiit really my bad ii diidnt realii2e iit wa2 due two pronoun2 rea2on2
I quite literally crawled out of my mortal shell, reborn in a new form that is no longer tethered to reality. If the subtext gets any more obvious, it's going to get promoted to straight up text.
oh but arent your pronoun2 2tiill 2he her or wa2 ro2e your name back when you were 2tiill ok iim gonna 2top wonderiing the poiint ii2 ii am 2orry gob ii fuckiing wii2h you would have charged me from and triied two eat me liike ii iintiially thought you would now ii ju2t feel liike a haawbea2t
I have not settled on the pronoun situation just yet so I am fine with she/her for now. And I would never eat you Sollux, you are much too scrawny :( Although I could feed on your misery..
yeah miight a2 well 2tiick your eldriitch 2traw iin the neare2t de2ert for all the good iit would do quenchiing your thiir2t
I do bite to feed I'm afraid. My late wife's vampiric nature ṡ̸͉̹͖͐́̀̍̍e̵̥̰̹̗̼͓̭̋e̷̡̹̳͕̗͉͓͚̖͌̈͗̎ͅms to have rubbed off on me
actually ii wa2 referriing two all the other mii2ery loviing women who ju2t love two pii22 me off youre kiind drawiing from a dry well
In L̶̳̙̪̘͈͌̊̑̑Į̸̌̋̌͆̔̂̈͠͝G̷͇͑̂̀͊̒̍̈́̕Ḧ̷͖̟̗̘̬̺̭̰́̑̐̆̕T̸̝̫̒ of some recent occurrences I thought it might be relevant to remind everyone that I am a RAGING LESBIAN. I love women (and nonbinary people who would align with the "sapphic" label, don't think I forgot about you guys) If you are a man, I am deL̶̳̙̪̘͈͌̊̑̑Į̸̌̋̌͆̔̂̈͠͝G̷͇͑̂̀͊̒̍̈́̕Ḧ̷͖̟̗̘̬̺̭̰́̑̐̆̕T̸̝̫̒ed to inform you that you are wasting your time here!
Ive come to find that coming across other versions of yourself is like walking past a funhouse mirror. It's you and yet it does not entirely line up with your perception of yourself. It instills a rather odd feeling within me - because I can't help but wonder... had I been in that Rose's shoes, would I have turned out any different? Or would I have walked the same path?
[⏺️📶📈] ...I know the feeling.
It can be quite disconcerting at times but ultimately nothing could ever cast doubt on my love for women and apathy for men
Countless outcomes you all have something in common someone out there who is related to you in one way or another. I don't have any knowledge of myself but from what Ive seen in memories one different mistake could have made you any of the variants you see.
That does appear to be how things work...however I do not think I could ever be with a man. Me getting betrothed to an elder god is more likely than that
I suppose that is reasonable, think of your other selves as completely different people. They are not truthfully you they have not had the same experiences. It is possible they just have the capability, or they are doing it unwillingly or have just not realized. There are a million different reasons across a million different memories and I have lived all the forgotten ones. I believe I have a decent understanding of it.
I do have to say I am rather glad we are not a hivemind. A rose hivemind sounds like a miserable experience
That would be difficult for you all I imagine, from experience or having multiple different peoples memories loop simultaneously it is not pleasant.
Girls only want one thing and it's shedding their mortal flesh in favor of becoming an incomprehensible mass
[⏺️📶📈] I like my mortal flesh for now, but you certainly are selling the concept.
Jade Harley sandwich.. much to think about #nsfw
https://media1tenorcom/m/-0hg/fiyero-jonathan-baileygif
wha
I was recieving some rather particular visions from the depths at the time, my apologies
Have you ever felt bored or aimless in life? Like you're stuck stagnating forever? Try worshipping the L̶̳̙̪̘͈͌̊̑̑Į̸̌̋̌͆̔̂̈͠͝G̷͇͑̂̀͊̒̍̈́̕Ḧ̷͖̟̗̘̬̺̭̰́̑̐̆̕T̸̝̫̒ with fellow likeminded souls. Please L̶̳̙̪̘͈͌̊̑̑Į̸̌̋̌͆̔̂̈͠͝G̷͇͑̂̀͊̒̍̈́̕Ḧ̷͖̟̗̘̬̺̭̰́̑̐̆̕T̸̝̫̒ at least 13 candles for any ritualistic practices you decide on! And don't forget to ḇ̴̡͔͍̳̉̒̄͂̈̚͝ȇ̶̢̖̜̺͙̪̩̓̚̚͝͝ḩ̸͇̣̝̹̻̱̳̱̺̒̽̒̔́͘͝o̶̒͠ͅl̶̪̣̽̆̂͆͘d̶̞̣̬̭̗̤͖͚͌͐̌̅̚ the L̶̳̙̪̘͈͌̊̑̑Į̸̌̋̌͆̔̂̈͠͝G̷͇͑̂̀͊̒̍̈́̕Ḧ̷͖̟̗̘̬̺̭̰́̑̐̆̕T̸̝̫̒!
[⏺️📶📈] Ooh, an advertisement~! What's your sacrificing schedule look like?
I need to feed about once a month so it's fairly relaxed I'd say. Both profound misery and extatic frenzy are satiating to me.
[⏺️📶📈] Hmm. I can work with that. Hopefully my practice reaches you from whatever pocket of dubious reality I apparently exist in.
Maybe I'm not even really a woman anymore but a far more sinister, even gayer thing...
*confetti*
On account of recent revelations I have decided to submit myself to the pantheon completely and will henceforth no longer be a Rose. You may refer to me as ṡ̸͉̹͖͐́̀̍̍e̵̥̰̹̗̼͓̭̋e̷̡̹̳͕̗͉͓͚̖͌̈͗̎ͅr, monarch or the writhing L̶̳̙̪̘͈͌̊̑̑Į̸̌̋̌͆̔̂̈͠͝G̷͇͑̂̀͊̒̍̈́̕Ḧ̷͖̟̗̘̬̺̭̰́̑̐̆̕T̸̝̫̒ from now on
Unless you are a Jade, in which case Rose is fine
The thought that a Rose could ever shack up with Cronus Ampora is far more disturbing than the visions the Elder Gods grant me.
yes
I did not ask for the visions I received. I truly wish I had never ṡ̸͉̹͖͐́̀̍̍e̵̥̰̹̗̼͓̭̋e̷̡̹̳͕̗͉͓͚̖͌̈͗̎ͅn this... entanglement
Could you perhaps change answers to something I enjoy more.
cant
Right, I'm going to check on her.
Please.
I cannot get into it for a second time today. Just.. message me tomorrow if you still are so in need of knowledge. I'll get back to you as succinctly as I can.
One of the positives of being a horrifying eldritch abomination is being able to split your consciousness across multiple vessels. Although the one I am using to be online right now is rather rudimentary compared to my usual form. Unfortunately said body is required... elsewhere ;)
It appears I will be busy for the foreṡ̸͉̹͖͐́̀̍̍e̵̥̰̹̗̼͓̭̋e̷̡̹̳͕̗͉͓͚̖͌̈͗̎ͅable future. I am truly the most selfless woman in the pantheon of elder gods
Why is it that versions of you wind up in this state? It's hard for me to focus when it comes to iterations of you and your (former?) associates, but I can still recognize the pattern. Are you...happy like this?
I suppose we just have a natural predisposition to this sort of thing. And in my case I do rather enjoy my new state of being, it beats being dead. Although I sometimes do miss my old body...it was a lot simpler to deal with
Understood. I wish you luck in this state of existence. And thank you for not ruining our minds or trapping the people of chittr in Lost Carcosa?
Don't thank me prematurely, I might still change my mind. But I appreciate the sentiment