Crelly Narcus
@cindercappedAsocial
(Hi, I'm C-Crelly, I w-work as t-the energy o-overflow deposit f-for the T-Thrashthrust nuclear p-power plant) (I h-have voidrot- so I-I can't s-see anything,)
(So u-uhm how d-does everyone e-else deal w-with the c-crying whenever t-they pail i-i dunno p-people don't r-really seem t-to talk a-about the f-fact that y-you cry w-when you p-pail) ( #nsfw)
>> ¡'d ડay.. moડt peop1e uડua11y don't, but you're a1ડo def¡n¡te1y not the on1y one who haડ. ¡ડ there a part¡cu1ar reaડon ¡t'ડ mak¡ng you cry?
have you trwied wearwing swimming goggles so you don t make a mess
(No i-it's n-not emotional i-it just, happens, just a-a tear o-or two w-will just, roll d-down my c-cheek- that's... that's n-not normal?) (oh...)
i ♀ypically jus♀ DDo my bes♀ ♀o hiDDe ♀ha♀ i'm crying. wi♀h a li♀♀le bi♀ of prac♀ice i♀'s pre♀♀y easy ♀o ge♀ i♀ ♀o sounDD like moans
(Oh u-uh, i d-don't s-sob or a-anything, just, tears a-appear... But t-that's o-ok if y-you do t-that's t-totally ok...)
>> ¡f ¡t'ડ phyડ¡o1og¡ca1 and not emot¡ona1, then ¡t'ડ probab1y not a b¡g dea1 honeડt1y !
please DDon'♀ expenDD energy worrying abou♀ me i promise i♀'s no♀ wor♀h i♀ i won'♀ ge♀ be♀♀er anDD you'll jus♀ s♀ress yourself ou♀
(That's r-really sad... I d-don't b-believe that t-though, you s-still have a-a lot g-going for y-you)
(I s-should try s-sleeping again... Maybe i-it'll w-work this t-time?)
get hecking cozy! i hope you get good sleep!
(I'll t-try, i j-just woke u-up but i-it's w-way too e-early. We'll s-see.)
(maybe i-i should s-spend more t-time on c-chittr just a-asking people t-to describe t-their pictures t-to me t-till the m-mods add a-a blind a-accessible alt t-text option) (uh, though t-they probably h-have better s-stuff to b-be worrying a-about haha...)
(yknow m-maybe i s-should have t-thought before r-replying that)
(https://forms.gle/s7rAq11jobNp4W6h8 ) (uhm i-i did t-the uh... i d-did the t-thing...) #nsfw)
(Another d-day of w-working at t-the power p-plant... I w-wish i c-could move, but f-finding a b-blind accessible h-hive nearby t-the plant i-is not r-really something i-i can d-do, guess I-I'll j-just keep m-my hour a-and a h-half commute)
(dunno i-if im t-tired, but, i t-think i w-wanna head t-to bed e-early) (it s-seems a b-bit nicer t-than being a-awake right n-now)
(conversing a-at the p-paldrons) (speaking s-softly and n-not often) (attitude f-forgotten) (in b-between silent d-dreams) (#poetry)
(i w-wonder if t-the stars a-are pretty t-tonight)
THe staars aare aalwaays pretty. I would saay going out to find out if you caan see them being pretty is the correct course of aaction
(oh g-gosh i d-didnt mean t-to sound l-like, mean a-about that s-sorry- i j-just... i j-just miss s-seeing them)
(I c-can sense e-energy sometimes, but t-they're t-too far a-away) (when i-i was l-little mothmom p-put little r-radioactive hot p-particles in m-my respiteblock c-ceiling, like o-other wrigglers g-glow in t-the dark s-stars... it w-was nice)
(sometimes i-i wish i-i could p-pull off t-the silent a-and mysterious v-vibe but i-i think i-i just c-come off a-as uninteresting a-and autistic)
[ >HAVE YE CONSIDERED INVESTING IN A CLOAK? THE GARMENT DOES WONDERS FOR BOOSTING ONES SILENT AND MYSTERIOUS AURA_ ]
(I h-havent!) (maybe I-I should t-try one... do y-you recommend a-any brands?)
(oh, uhm, sorry b-but i g-guess, i m-might try m-making one?) (I d-dunno how t-to sew, and c-can't s-see but m-maybe i c-can make s-something work)
[ >APOLOGIES, MY PRONGS HATH FUMBLED AND HIT THE REPLY BUTTON MUCH TOO EARLY. PICKETH A CLOAK THAT RESONATES MOST WITH YOU, BRAND DOTH NOT MATTER. PERSONALLY I AM MOST FOND OF ACQUIRING MY GARMENTS FROM INDEPENDANT ARTISANS FREE OF THE SHACKLES OF "BRAND NAME"_ ]
(oh t-thats a g-good idea, uh, do y-you, recommend a-any artisans? I c-can't r-really go a-and see i-it on m-myself- but, still i-i want a-an expert m-maybe)
[ >OHOH, INDEETH, I DO! WELSIE MAISIN OF SANDSTRIDE IS MY PERSONAL FAVORITE, AND SHE DOTH ALSO BE A COMPATRIOT OF THE WIZARD AS WELL. NEXT, DEUCIN ZELTAN OF MIRETHRESH DOTH ALSO BE A GOOD OPTION, HIS WORK IS COMPARABLE TO WELSIE'S, THOUGH HE DOTH BE A BIT ON THE HAUGHTY SIDE. BOTH OPERATETH WITHIN ONLINE STORESIDES, WHICH CAN BE FOUND BY ENTERING THEIR NAMES UPON THE GOREGLE SEARCH ENGINE_ ]
(i h-had a n-nightmare last n-night about a-a mummys c-curse that s-someone unleashed a-and if y-you looked a-at it t-then it w-would know w-where you a-are, so I-I had t-to crawl a-around this g-gigantic hive w-where the m-mummy got u-unleashed, praying i-i wasn't l-looking at i-it and p-praying I w-wouldn't r-run into i-it and I-I woke u-up as i-it saw m-me and p-picked me u-up by t-the throat t-to cull m-me)
(i f-forgot i h-had poured a-a bowl o-of cereal i-in my m-mealblock two h-hours ago a-and came b-back and i-it was r-really soggy b-but i a-ate it a-anyways cuz i-i dont h-have other f-food in t-the hive...)
(is i-it weird t-to want t-the yaoi t-tag as a-a girl?) (maybe i-ive read t-too much f-fanfiction...)
<<"o-oh, i'm sorry to hear that... i-i normally just try and get cozy when that happens... h-hope you feel better soon...">>
(this i-is the m-most notifications I-I've e-ever gotten s-since the t-time I w-was mistaken f-for a g-goldblood who r-robbed a s-store and w-was being h-hunted for s-sport)
(tried v-venting with a-art but i-i think i-i just m-made it f-funny by a-accident :c ) (https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/5df79975700a.png)
i was about to rechitt this being like "haha this is funny" but now i just feel really bad
(no i-its ok y-you can r-rechitt it, its j-just kinda l-like that s-sometimes)
ayyyyy an/)ther g/)ld with r/)und h/)rns let’s g/)/) br/)
I'm Sorry, This Is Hilarious. I Have No Idea Why You Would Get Zero Notifications.
(oh g-gosh i w-was a r-real downer y-yesterday sorry a-about that e-everyone)
(sometimes i-i really c-consider just g-getting addicted t-to something) (well, something e-else, something c-cool, other t-than fanfiction, like, smoking o-or drinking i-i guess...)
Thhe boons of addiction do not make up for the price..... Which is money
(Which i-i don't h-have... Oh w-well, ao3 i-is still f-free for n-now)
(Just t-tried meal p-prep, is i-it supposed t-to leave y-you with a-a deep f-feeling of s-sadness to s-see all t-those boxes o-of pasta i-in the c-coolblock or i-is it j-just me?)
No it isn't. You should feel proud that you're organized enough to MMeal prep. Don't feel sad. Feel pride.
(That's a-a better w-way of t-thinking about i-it, i j-just ate s-some and t-thought 'oh i-i have t-to eat t-this all w-week now' but f-feeling prepared d-does feel n-nicer i g-guess)
