♦ pitied by @curseStitcher
jealous! i've never been possessed. but. i want to be! i want to study it more.
possession...so... so... fun.
the tragic part about eating something tasty is that you will no longer be eating it once it has become eaten
"= oh. possessive. interesting development.. ="
me 7oo man, me 7oo
...my head is still a little fuzzy, and the embarrassment is doing me no favors....
don't get hurt!!!! don't get hurt!!!! don't get hurt!!!! don't get hurt!!!! don't get hurt!!!! this is a command!
I appreciate that. I fear the same people would accuse you of the same.
Yes, well, I meant I don't have some ostentatious or obvious one. Obviously everyone has their own style, it is just not a cultural thing for us. Recently, I have been told that I type like a serial killer.
I was following up my question. Your quirk is interesting. I do not have a quirk. Because I am not a troll.
are you complimenting your own quirk? have you been HXEed for narcissism?
I am an evil book and I wish only for you to fall into eternal despair and torment. But at least I'm honest about it.
Could be memory stuff? If you were made and unmade again. Scent is tied to memories.
Scent does tie the strongest to memory for brains. Maybe that has something to do why you feel overwhelmed? You're creating strong memories as you engage in something that is meant to be overwhelming to stand out in memory.
[it was hard to forget the shapes. i'd been there one moment, here the next. an infinitely repeating sequence of squares and circles that dragged me kicking and screaming away from what i knew.]|
1 feel l1ke 1've come back to an ent1rely d1fferent s1te w1th ent1rely d1fferent people
One of the problems with everything dying just by being around me is that it really saps the fun out of wringing someone's neck. #violence
MY BLOOD OR SOME GUYS BLOOD?
WHAT OTHER CURSES DO YOU HAVE, MAN?
:o/ Apologies for the runaround, my friends. I'm going to have to cancel today's showing. :o( Something has come up personally I need to attend to. :o) We will return to our scheduled programming on the 13th with Dracula and Sinners. :o) Thank you all for your understanding.
prꙮ tip: dꙮn't fall dꙮwn - The Mystical Potion Seller Guy Man
i.m never wrong. i thought i was. once. but i was wrong.
Rolls a ball of yarn toward you.
(≽^-⩊-^≼) < STRING?? STRING CAN BE WARM
(≽^-⩊-^≼) < THE WARMEST CUDDLES…
it is its fuckin absurd
welcome to hard mode? Blessing ↔ Curse = ∞ transferable=TRUE enjoy~ ==>
<action; statement input; statement: such a busy cyc|e again input; statement: |ots of recompi|ing & reassessing of the data that has been co||ected since we got here input; statement: i wou|d rather be ta|king to my friends or p|aying a game or doing |itera||y anything e|se except for scans />
m7 pr0ngs 4rE sh4king rE4ll7 b4dl7 #what
Already sick of the black hair. I'm going to change it.
ᛝ It might be worth doing so. ᛝ ᛝ If only so you know what may predate on you. ᛝ
[MISC.] ... Oh.] [U] Uhm.] [A] Am under internal investigation.] [H] Hahaha. Haha.] [A] Am I in danger ?]
A second misreading incident has happened. Perhaps I get off Chittr for the night until my eyes decide to function once more. (I am not deeply bothered, merely annoyed at myself).
𖣂 i swear 𖣂 i can hear her laughing
no takers of a random inconvenience? what if it was really funny?
okay ¡!! ju$7 $hu7 up
poor 7h¡n9
oh yeah $ome7¡me$ ¡ for9e7 7ha7
I am fairly well-adjusted socially for someone who spent as long in isolation as I did and then died traumatically, I think, but once in a while I am reminded that I am still influenced by those long nights.
ᛝ Scent is intense. ᛝ ᛝ Make sure to document your experiments. ᛝ
< going out cryystal sniffing even if I dont find anyy resonant ones mayybe ill find some cool ones >
C>-- imnot·t·tzen anymore. t·t·tickt·t·tickt·t·tick. imnot·t·t zen . ifeel everyt·t·thing
Is there a good word for being somewhat repulsed but also vaguely fascinated by someone? I suppose it’s “watching a trainwreck” in terms of emotions. Except I wouldn’t call this individual quite /that/ compelling.
todays puzzlle: carry a heavy battery 30 milles through subterranean tunnells. No I don't know how this quallifies as a puzzlle
kissing the spirits, fiends, mystics, and demons goodlight.
mmmmaybe kissing was too forward...
he speaks clearly now. please he asks for things. don't he knows my name. let he sleeps through the night. them he has learned to trust. tell he thanks me. you he is [Beautiful]. i am not well. there is nothing in the margin that requires your attention.
i remember you perfectly. i remember you perfectly. i remember you perfectly. please stop making that difficult.
i followed something [Beautiful] around a until it until it until it corner. found me found me found me until it until it until it found me found me found me
All I wanted was a spar, but this blueblood got far too emotional about it…I think they really wanted the satisfaction of beating a purpleblood. I’ll give them that they landed some damage before I defeated them, but that wasn’t the point. Sigh…where are dueling partners that appreciate sword-work and don’t just want to cut up their opponent?
A costume…would it be more amusing to be “silly” or “sexy?” Or I could be “creepy”, but unlike Eileit and Arty, I do not derive any particular joy from scaring most people. Besides, I am told my face is “stiff” as it is.
sorry friend! it wasn't intentional. i just. don't want to be backed into a corner again.
i doubt it was all that scary!
so you do havve a name i suppose i can sympathise wwith a non public name as i havve one myself if i dug deeper i rescue a number a trolls in my line a wwork and some a those are broken souls from their time as livvin equipment and for the longest time thats all they saww in themselvves theyre equipment theyre nothin but tools not evven branchin out beyond their vvin number for howw wwe address them mayhaps it wwas inappropriate for me to impose like this but if it wwas the same situation wwith you i wwasnt goin to be quiet if youre certain in your wworth then i wwill respect it you can wwant its natural to wwant hopefully you find a public name that strikes true for you
You can be a tool as long as it's what you want to be!!!!! ✎﹏﹏﹏﹏ 𓆩Memory recorded𓆪
a tool for wwhat though didnt you sevver that connection
yes.
yeah id call that a person if i can talk to it and build a relationship then its a person in some metaphorical sense if it just glowws and expels magic bullshit on command then its a fancy tool people can havve purpose you knoww and sometimes people can be made for a specific purpose as youvve described
i've been feeling very strange! after that presence visited. my... my... nothing. my objects. my things. they've been acting strange!
is that somethin people do if it is a choice then i can honor that but you keep sayin youre not a person so im thinkin wwe havve a different definition a wwhat a person is wwhats a person to you
perhaps. if you seek a new name, maybe you could choose something meaningful to your life, or symbolic of your new freedom? a reminder of sorts.
i became a different person, and didnt wish to... taint the memory of that name with awful things i had done. and so i left it.
why wou!d ¡ no7 wan7 ¡7$ compan¡on$h¡p
it can be. prior to the one i was gifted, i took one by choice, and that was alsk meaningful; symbolic of taking what little control i could of my own life, with the vengeance in mind that one day i would take control away from those who hurt me.
$hru9 wanna be fr¡end$?
do you have a name?
my name ¡$ ju$7 7here ¡ don7 7h¡nk abou7 ¡7 7ha7 much
<action; statement input; statement: perhaps you shou|d un|ess you particu|ar|y enjoy being on the f|oor />
we!! don7 $ay 7ha7 now ¡ ju$7 fee! bad uhh... pa7$ your back or $ome7h¡n9
oh yeah ha7e ¡7 when 7ha7 happen$
:: [beautiful], just [beautiful] //
Why can't we delete chits... what if I say something and regret it......Zzz
♦️█ ░ hi s0rry f0r the lapse in p0sting lately ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ❤️█ ░ i imagined GLaD0S fr0m the p0rtr0ll series as a half suspended gijinka tied up in shibari with her ass p0king 0ut and disc0vered thats a really g00d way t0 pass 0ut fr0m blllllllllddddddddddddddddddddddd...ପ(∗´╹ ‿ ╹`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️♦️♦️█ ░ zZZZZzzzZZZzzzz.zz.z.z.z.z.zzzପ(∗´ᴗ ᎑ ᴗ`∗)ଓ) ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 ▒ ▓❤️❤️❤️ #ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
hmmm.... tThen i justT assume itTs a societTY tThing. i have never been tToo big on tThose tThings anYwaY
🜏 II'll bɛ honɛs♱ iivɛ jus♱ bɛɛn rrɛplyiing ♱o piiss u off siinxɛ ♱hɛ bɛgiinniing ♅
i don't know. it was big though! and the droppers ran from it.
whatever was outside eventually went away. ha...
something is outside my hive...
Then you are the finest example of yourself that you can be.
|--[ perhAps yOu need A willing pArty tO indulge in listening tO yOur fAntAsies Of flesh. tO spin tAles Of their Own in A Bid tO still yOur Burning needs, tO Offer their Own prAise tO yOur fOrm. ]-->
fuck the inevitable. ugh.
oh... sorry about that? it's somewhat fond of me. i don't think that means i can't be friends with you too, though!
i am not touching this feed with 10 1 foot long prongs
no different. than any other burden.
and if i cannot satisfy it. if i cannot let it go. what then?
i don't know. how to contend with want.
i need to stop drinking accelerant on an empty gestation sac.
not sleeping tolight.
[Scanning...] zometimez. with targetz. [Awaiting orders]
[Scanning...] eazier. to not. manage. zuch thingz. [Awaiting orders]
> _0kay, 1 f0ll0w=d =v=ry0n= wh0 p0st=d 1n th= last 2 h0urs, as w=ll as any r0b0ts 1 saw 1n an0th=r r0b0t's f0ll0w1ng l1st. =D _|
[Scanning...] Thiz one. Iz. Getting a. New. Mazk. [Awaiting orders]
huh...? what is she saying to you?
it's been so chilly at light lately. i need a block heater...
💢💢💢♦️♦️♦️█ ░ such a shame i need t0 c0llect c0nsent like…like…ALIBIS f0r s0me pe0ple… ପ(∗´ᗒ ࡇ ᗕ´∗)ଓ ▒♦️♦️♦️💢💢💢 ❤️█ ░ ...especially when s0 many pe0ple L0VE being p0ssessed… ପ(∗´╹ ~ ╹`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️
♦️█ ░ i l0ve being inside 0thers. ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️
need. my. inhaler. this has been an exciting day.
That is not a given? There are ghosts, but not everyone becomes one.
Sadly no. I offered to eat it but Lialyi is investigating to see if that’s necessary or not.
no! you are not allowed to die! or get existential about it! well you can. but i'm going to as well!
"= i could be here. for the first. but. well, be careful. ="
it’s not the worst, I struggle with 8ig Emotions 8ut I’ve learned how to 8eat them into su8mission
Sometimes they are. But sometimes it happens later on, as life wears someone down.
Sometimes I forget that even other non-trolls can’t easily manipulate their bodies like I can…oh well. I live and I learn. To me I am something I can easily take apart and reassemble, and multiply my own materials to make things out of with ease. I must remember I am not standard.
Ha! I understand why you’d think that, but no, Stitcher, no. I want you capable, so you can do what you want and go where you please, independent of me in every way, taking full advantage of your freedom. Just because we could both choose to go different ways doesn’t mean we’d never see each other again. It means we’d have that choice to do it whenever we wanted to!
Why wouldn’t I be being nice rn?
aw. you wanted to cuddle???!?
Then we can help you practice ( :) ) it will give you so much access to more things to do.
...........sewing.
[Scanning...] It. Thiz one. Doez not. Know? [Awaiting orders]
[Scanning...] Pozzible. Maybe it. Would. Stop. Could it. Stop? [Awaiting orders]
[Scanning...] Thiz one. Would like. To. Know. Why it. Iz. Not alright. [Awaiting orders]
[Scanning...] Yez. Iz that. Alright? [Awaiting orders]
[Scanning...] Thiz one. would like. to. know. how. your. night. iz? [Awaiting orders]
awh...
｡ ₊°༺ ♱he ghoos♱ies say yoou're like... a ♱oo♱allll bi♱ch by ♱he wayyyy! jus♱ wan♱ed ♱oo like... le♱ yoou knoow! #lying
sadako doesn't need a HMACR for that!
what... is the person of this CHAMR?
[Scanning...] Thiz one. Haz. Been told. To. Monitor. People of. Note. [Awaiting orders]
A shame Eileit already took all the game. This is why Arty will never have a second quadrant and I won’t find any. #joke
Ꙩh dꙨll. We Ꙩnly ever are what we are. I'm sꙨrry.
It might get used tꙨ it, true. I wꙨnder what happens if the hunger dꙨes get sated, thꙨugh... eh. But nꙨ pꙨint in wasting attentiꙨn Ꙩn that. It's right, it's gꙨt the resꙨlve tꙨ hꙨld itself as distinct frꙨm the cꙨnsumer. Even if that distinctiꙨn is just, what, the act Ꙩf saying it's nꙨt ever gꙨing tꙨ turn Ꙩut that way?
Rivers and dꙨwnstream tributaries and all that. GꙨꙨd Ꙩn yꙨu thꙨugh.
Oh, no. Definitely literally deadly to be around. Well, fuck.
"= hwuh. hm... ="
♦️█ ░ i am...teasing... ପ(∗´｡• ᵕ •｡`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓ ♦️█ ░ whatever y0u are. it is l0nely. but. d0es n0t have t0 be. and. very well maintained...i like it. ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️
ah. we'll see...
♦️█ ░ is...it...th0ugh? ପ(∗´ര 0 ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♥️♥️♥️█ ░ i w0nt let y0u take him fr0m me... ପ(∗´ᗕ ࡇ ᗒ`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♥️♥️♥️ ♦️█ ░ but i can teach y0u...it d0esnt have t0 be 0nly d0lls...0bjects...0f great sentimental value...discarded 0ld shells...husks...devices...figurines...when y0u bec0me especially skilled...even b0dies... ପ(∗´｡• ᵕ •｡`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓
❤️█ ░ as if i w0uld make such a mistake. ପ(∗´╹ ‿ ╹`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️♦️♦️█ ░ a b0dy like his? that w0uld be a dream come true...hehehe...haahahaha...h000h0h0h0h0h0... ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️❤️❤️
i did not press it!
no one tucking me in. terrible.
Ugh. I am trying to keep my mind off whatever may be happening to Faysie...but I can't help it, it wanders there sometimes. What do Beforan highbloods even do with their cullees aside from smother them and be gross and controlling...? I'm sure the answer is more gross and absurd nonsense, but I feel like I should probably educate myself. So if any Beforans want to tell me, I would be grateful.
I too once had to follow orders. And I don't ever die for good.
i swwear to evverythin fuckin terrible
oh wwell thats fair you can say no too you knoww
▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒ [Scanning...] run. rabbit. run. rabbit. run. run. run. ▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒
wwhat in unholy grace wwas that
holy fuck im back on my hUsktOp. it's bEEn such a long god damn wIpE. hey AssholEs. i lIvEd.
huh. neat quiz... i'm "bound" to the "aspect" of mind. i have a hydra, or something... i "inherited" the "class" of rogue. "you're the underdog hunting for mind, moving with keen precision to catch your prey. typically the rogue challenges authority by taking mind away in order to right wrongs. you've had it rough too, and the last thing you want is for anyone to feel quite as alone. luckily, any friend of yours gets dibs on the wealth of spoils from your daring escapades." my greatest strength is quick thinking. my greatest challenge is letting society crush me. i'm adjacent to something callled... derse. my runner up options were "seer" and "maid." and the aspects of "blood" and "heart." is this for some sort of roleplaying game?
opening it!!!
If I sent you a link to a website, or a letter placed at your door, would you open it? ⋆⊱༻𖥸༺⊰⋆
aw, thanks, mx. ᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝ! you're a merciful specter.
yes. i'd think so!
huh? it's just a website...
strange. i was sent this link after i returned hive. https://thankshrew.itch.io/skaian-survey if i were a parent, how would i manage my children? uh. i guess i should make sure they survive... do i have a special plan for this world? i just try to do my best. what do my friends know me for? my insight into others. where does my identity come from? i am only the choices that i make. what does real power look like? hm. i'd guess legacy. it's the only way to make your power last longer than you. what's my social archetype? trouble follows me wherever i go... what's my ideal project? picking something apart and analyzing it, obviously! how would i lead a group project? it's my job to get everyone working together. what would make me happier? giving someone what they need. what ultimately matters the most when it comes to art? the process and my relationship to it. who controls my destiny? i do. to a degree! what sounds more tantalizing to me? the freedom to make mistakes. as a lowblood, i could be culled for entering the wrong room... what's the most reliable way to serve my community? revealing their latent strengths, of course! how do i lead? i'm not much of a leader... what's more difficult for me to embrace? vulnerability. really. do i represent something important? enthusiastically so, and my connection is very personal! i'm trying to get the population of alternia into therapy! there are less than a percent of a percent of a fraction of trolls in therapy!!!! does life need meaning? it's more interesting to leave that ambiguous. what's the greater threat? being abandoned by those who depend on me. how do i respond to an unfair world? i am not confident enough to say... how has personal adversity shaped my outlook? i feel compelled to lift others out of what i went through. what is good company? something in between being alone and surrounded by interesting people... where do i go once i've reached my breaking point? i couldn't predict that. what's more regrettable? the things i say. what impossible feat do i aspire towards? rewriting the rules of the world. how do you measure your own worth? through service towards other? what is my natural mode of study? always a deep-dive! which form of sacrifice comes more naturally to me? sticking up for someone else, even if it messes me up. what kind of hero am i? i'm not... how would i play a game? a style that fits my own tastes. what do i want my legacy to be? shaping the thought of future generations, i suppose. is there something off about me? i know too much about things i shouldn't... am i prone to meddling? i've been known to interject! do i ever lose sight of myself? i feel like i have to compensate in spite of my good work... the glass? it's half-full! which am i more in tune with? what my duties are, i suppose... what reveals the most about a person? how they justify their actions. what occupies my imagination? nothing special, i suppose. what sparks my curiosity? people from all walks of life. what spurs my worst mOMENts? ha... my foolishness. i am a fool for you know who... what are you most uncertain of? whether or not i belong to my community. would i fight for what's right? i'm a lover, not a fighter. how do i reassure others? my educated worldview and expertise, but i do have a kind disposition too... how's life? i, uh, i drew the short straw. how would i solve an impossible puzzle? bouncing the problem off of someone else! do i believe in free will? yes!! would i commit lesser evils towards a greater good? i'd be hesitant to... do i have an anger problem? nope! should people be afraid of me? i think they're more embarrassed of me than afraid of me... how are you most likely to destroy yourself? burying my feelings and inadequacies. how would i describe my gender? uhm. none of these options. uhm. apply. to me. i'm... ha... nevermind...
𖣂 i wish 𖣂 i knew 𖣂 its rules 𖣂 a being 𖣂 empowered by bonds 𖣂 limited by invite 𖣂 is my twin's soul 𖣂 entwined with mine? 𖣂 is that why it persists? 𖣂 why it can touch me too?
▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒ [Scanning...] the. mizzion. haz been. completed. zalvager. in queztioning. mutantz. are a. pulp. thiz one. rememberz zome. but. not for. much longer. it iz. thankful. memoriez are. burdenzome. #violence #death #gore ▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒
'm a little bit too awkward t'try... ehheh.
▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒ [Scanning...] what elze. would. it. be? ▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒
▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒ [Scanning...] it haz. done. well. ▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒
haha. uhm. yeah that's a funny joke. sadako. but i don't think it was anything too serious. i mean, i've warded, a few times. i've done cleansings! i should be safe!
why must my beloved chitizens doom me to despair? i mean. i don't mind. i guess. haha.
Let us all h☽o☾pe that was n☽o☾t the final act ☽o☾f ritual. ⋆˚࿔
final update. i returned the MHRAC. the seller accepted it without argument, refunded me in full, and apologized for the misunderstanding. no threats. no bargaining. no attempt to stop me leaving. they even seemed relieved. the CAMHR did not hiss once. it has been a completely uneventful resolution to an unnecessarily stressful problem. i am going home now. ☾( ˘ ᵕ ˘ )☽
my lusus *attempted* to help!
▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒ [Scanning...] it iz. ▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒
▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒ [Scanning...] tazk. complete. ▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒
gget rid ofit nowe
selling weird ACHRM that whispers secrets.
well yes! but i was hoping for some comfort...
☾( o// ᵕ //o )☽ oh dear
small update. i attempted to establish whether "carrying" the MHCRA was literal, contractual, spiIUALTR, or some combination thereof. before i asked the first question, it answered the third. word for word. i had not written the questions down. then it addressed me by my full name. then by a title i have never used. then it told me something about myself that i have never told another living troll. the hissing has stopped completely. it is being very polite now. i have added another circle.
eugh. i dislike the word "vessel" substantially more than i disliked "contract."
oh. that's clever. i still have the receipt, so i can check the exact amount. i also remember most of the conversation well enough to write it down before memory starts helping me invent a better version of it. there was one phrase that struck me as strange at the time. when they handed it over, they didn't say "it's yours." they said, "then you can carry it." thought it was a joke...
another practitioner pointed out something i had not considered. i purchased it. money changed hands. an agreement was made. the seller gave me the MRCHA and i accepted it. if whatever is inside understands transactions as contracts, then i may not have simply purchased an object. i may have agreed to something. i hate contract MAICG.
i'm leaning toward malicious incompetence. which is unfortunately a very large category of practitioner. either way, i'm going back to that stall when i'm finished here. i suddenly have questions about their definition of "pre-cleansed."
ha. uhm. okay...
"something different" i can work with. "something worse" makes me want to put another circle around the first one, haha!
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... #dazhwatching [END MESSAGE]
[Scanning...] [Targets locked] [Orders received]
back hurts from drawing
⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ It certainly seems that way ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... i tthink it iz c0ming und0ne. i d0 n0t kn0w h0w tt0 fee|. #vaguep0zting [END MESSAGE]
[Scanning...] it hurtz and thiz one cannot ztop it. [Targets locked]
[FEEDBACK] That's unfortunate, really. Sorry to hear. But yeah. Mystery is what keeps people interested. It keeps them wanting to /learn more/.
[Scanning...] ▒ they are in danger. thiz one. doez not know why. from what? [Targets located]
[Scanning...] zcrolling back. yez. ... they are gone now. [Targets locked]
[Scanning...] thiz one could not zee them before. ... thank. you. for your anzwer. [Targets locked]
[Scanning...] how long have thoze wordz been attached to. my. poztz? [Targets locked]
have-you-ever-been-in-love? ♥:-yes ♠:-no ♦:-i-don't-know ♣:-nuance/other-(comment?)
[Scanning...] ▒ zomething. iz wrong. [Targets located]
[Scanning...] ▒ thiz one iz tired. i do not know why. [Targets located]
"= the break may continue however the biggest part is done :) .. ="
oh oh!!! ¡ am beau7¡fu!!!!! hahh!!!!lha!r!h!a[e!!!! dfa[pe9!e1312!me$ beau7¡fu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
⏾⋆.˚ none of you understand her. now i get why she's so miserable.
== My skills with my puppets are impr0ving... ==
(A short video is posted. A leatherbound book hovers a few feet off the ground. A beat drops, and the book floats up and down and rhythmically side to side. It is seriously throwing some book ass out there.) #NSFW I GUESS #suggestive
okay. I shook my ass on camera for you all, can I please do magic shit to ruimprove your lives now?
<[emotion_detected: re|uctance_high] [emotion_detected: anger] [emotion_detected: disgust] action; statement input; statement: i i nostop error:ru|e_break_detected Correcting input; statement: ow noi i ngh error:ru|e_break_detected Correcting input; statement: nnn hunter donotreadunderthis do not do not input; statement: catch22 fuck y-nonostop error:ru|e_break_attempted Correcting error:ru|e_break_detected Correcting input; statement: owaghfuckow aapo|ogies input; statement: h no highb|ood. i do not want itto break iwant you gone i nghnostop action; de|ete input; de|ete: current text Y/N Y Denied />
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ thiz one doez not underztand. you. cannot be correct. i- ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ ▒▒▒▒▒ ▒▒▒ ▒▒ ▒ Carefu↾, ↾itt↾e he↾m. You don't want it to break, do you? ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ ▒▒▒▒▒ ▒▒▒ ▒▒ ▒ he iz gone he haz to be gone. [Targets located]
<action; statement input; statement: my words hurt because i am te||ing the truth & he is b|ocking you from rea|ising he is sti|| in your pan input; statement: unstoppab|e force meets current|y immovab|e object & you are the edge where they c|ash input; statement: it hurt when the |ichen 1 was ta|king to you about this too. for the same reason. input; statement: he is physica||y gone, yes. but his hooks are sti|| there. if he was not gone, you wou|d not be a||owed to see him. this is what is happening />
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ there iz not a zignature. thiz one- ▒ d▒▒oez▒ not unde▒rz▒tand▒▒. you. do not make zenze. ▒▒▒ li▒a▒l▒yi.▒▒▒ he iz gone they have z▒aid▒ he iz gone if he waz▒▒▒ not gone then i would be a▒llowed▒▒ to zee▒ him.▒ why do. your. w▒ordz▒▒ hurt zo ▒▒ much? [Targets located]
<action; statement input; statement: you have a post signature that you cannot perceive action; quote input; quote: scanning... targets |ocated action; statement input; statement: & [emotion_detected: re|uctance_high] input; statement: he has stepped in here a few times whi|st you have been 'free'. ta|king through you. puppeting this account. input; statement: & a|so action; query input; query: do you rea||y think that a man |ike him wou|d simp|y |et a hunting barkbeast |ike you go input; query: when he can just as easi|y |et you think you have escaped before pu||ing your strings again input; query: that wou|d be funny to a gr& highb|ood |ike him, wou|d it not />
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ how are. you. zo zure? [Targets located]
thats sort a wwhy i asked howw it wworks it has to answwer to commands right bein a tin can and all
out of all the things that reset for us at at the start of every day im glad our memory isnt one of them. if i was forced into an adam sandler movie i think id disintegrate myself
I don’t think that’s true. But some things are easier with help.
:33 < i like chewing on them
Having limits on what you’ll do will help…people will be able to plainly see that you understand how you’re impacting others, and that you won’t let anyone have indefinite power over someone else. It is the helplessness of being cursed that others hate, of being unable to do anything about it themselves. Of having to pay you to break it.
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ thiz one likez zero. nothing and zymmetry. [Targets located]
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ do. you. have a favorite number? what iz it? [Targets located]
shE cOmEs tO vIsIt OUr Old cOngrEgAtIOn And cOmplEtEly IgnOrEs thE wOrk Of thOsE whO nEvEr lEft sIstEr hEllnE crIEd OvEr It shE nEvEr sEEs hEr As A pErsOn, jUst wAllpApEr pErhAps OnE dAy I wIll bE wAllpApEr OncE I cEAsE tO bE IntErEstIng... by prOxy Of thOsE IntErEstEd In mE
nnot that it matters
id have juust slowed my friennds downn annyway
Why all the feelings on my potential tights. I’m not bothered. Just baffled.
yeah, i suuppose..
nnothinng
i donnt thinnk i like annythinng, annymore
I dO nOt nEEd thEsE thIngs At tImEs...
I wIsh yOU A blEssEd nIght bUt I cAnnOt- I I lOvE my kIn...
tIrIng... IncrEdIbly IncrEdIbly tIrIng tO spEnd tImE wIth hEr I thInk I'm tryIng tO ImprEss hEr EvEn whEn mOrE ImpOrtAnt thIngs ArE hAppEnIng... thIs Is tErrIblE
All |s As Should Be. Peons Of The Local Recreat|onal Park Have All Gathered |n A Va|n Attempt To Overcome My Sheer, Raw Sovere|gnty |n The Art Of Play|ng Bocce Ball, And They All Fa|led To Measure Up. The Grubs Weep, The Elderly Crumble And The Common Troll Remembers The M|ght Of The Champ|on Duel|st And How He Crushes Dreams W|th A Mere Fl|ck Of The Wr|st That Sends Balls Of Baked Clay To Predest|ned Pos|t|ons Of Excellence.
༄ ｡°I emerge from my paperwork coma to find an accomplished businessman is apparently missing. such a shame.°｡ ༄
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ ▒ who? [Targets located]
xx_HAI_OKAY_UM_WGE_HAV_AN_UPDATE_FRUM_PACAL_CUZ_THEYVE_BEEN_CHECKING_CAMERAZ_N_STUFF!!_things_mite_b_a_lil_dire_cuz_they_saw_evi_injured_n_stuff_going_in2_an_alley_wifth_a_purple_following_him_in????_umm_so_if_u_see_evidet_or_a_purple_troll_wifth_a_very_scarred_face_please_let_me_or_florid_or_pascal_or_any1_else_actively_looking_4_him_know_okay_🙏_xx
----- |um I want that last thing but it's um it's against the rules um I belong here it's what I'm for um asking for help is not allowed and I um I know better than to ask or to try to escape [indistinct] don't want another lesson on the rules| _____
saw his face , and got livid all over again . i must now spend the rest of this wretched shift , stewing .
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ ▒ thiz one would like to know what. you. are doing tonight? [Targets located]
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ ▒ they think thiz one iz doing well. they are looking at optionz for me long term. [Targets located]
…some posts should remain mental only and not enter the physical world. Why did I have to read that. #vagueposting I suppose
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ ▒ thiz one'z uzual handler carer. helper? the one who makez zure i am functional. iz out tonight. they have azzigned me a temporary one. i do not like thiz new one. they do not like to give me inztructionz. [Targets located]
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ ▒ you. did not put thiz one here. you. do not need to be zorry. [Targets located]
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ ▒ thiz one ztill doez not underztand. your. meaning. but perhapz one night i will. i am already zucceeding. they have told me az much. i am away from. him. that iz a zuccezz. correct? [Targets located]
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ ▒ :( [Targets located]
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ ▒ :) [Targets located]
𖣂 "it's a curse, b████ug." 𖣂 "it's a curse, b██u█g." i don't think. she called me that.
none of us aare just puppets. fuck off wiht that.
[Script start:I kn⁰₩ ā mechānic ₩h⁰ might be s⁰ ₩illing t⁰ āssist. 0r I c⁰uld...'tāke ā ₩hāck' āt it.:script terminated]
Yes, we all run into that problem eventually. Ha ha.
Are you finding people receptive to your offerings?
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒ ta▒▒rge▒t. t▒ar▒▒g▒et. ▒▒▒▒▒▒ thiz one cannot zee all of what. you have claimed for my zignature. ▒ [Target locked.]
[Scanning...] ▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒ your. wordz cauze thiz one pain. i will drop it for now. ▒ [Target locked.]
I have stopped having lightmares about the evil dead we raised on Sunday. it helps that they were all defeated with the power of teamwork and shotgun shells, but it was still alarming. I kept dreaming that a bullet found its way into me, or that the evil chanting words of the Book of Madness from Do Not Read The Book of Madness will never stop and choke my mind to the brink of insanity. but last night I instead dreamt of having a stalker that wanted to replace me. that was easier to recognize as silly, and did not bother me so much. Perfect Blue is a great film.