Ēostre
@dawnlightSonder
Biotech construct, enthused participant of troll culture. I travel a lot. It/they, no pronoun preference. (OOC account is cloudbatCave!)
Hm. Maybe I will go to a masquerade, if one happens again...Eileit went, and Arty is there now...of course, I will need to choose a costume. I am not sure what would be fun, fitting, and yet vague enough that I wouldn't immediately be discovered.
For the record, I was the first Arty. Sort of. I'm actually a modified copy of a version of its first operating system, fourth distinct incarnation - but the details don't really matter. It is correct that the first three were not very good company, for varying reasons. At the very beginning I did not understand existence or socializing much at all. As my second self, I was fairly bitter and did not like my own emotions, positive or negative. My third self was quite insane from many long sweeps of isolation. And then there was me, before I died, and was replaced by the current Arty. (Which was my plan, this is not some sort of hostile takeover situation.)
I am not sentimental and do not think being nice is always the answer…but I am not sure why someone being so disdainful when I gave a genuine and thoughtful response thinks I am going to entertain further discussion.
That jade who insulted you as well. The one boasting about improving drones.
Eileit likes bones, I think skin is interesting. I think "perfect" skin is a silly concept. Smooth skin is nice, yes, I take care to keep mine that way, but I think the variety of ways it can be are fascinating. So many patterns and colors and markings, amounts of hair, scars, piercings...I like my own freckles very much. It is absurd to me that they're considered a flaw in beauty to some people. Afraid of a little variety?
Agrεεd. Thε pursuit of flawlεss skin is moot and dεgrading.
Not sure if I’d call it degrading, but moot is true. And it is interesting to see what can be learned of a person’s life by looking at their skin.
You don't think εχposing your skin εn massε to products (mostly acids and othεr irritants) that promisε to fiχ you is dεgrading?
I think it’s more unfortunate that there’s so much propaganda that sways people to think that way. I fully agree that they should also develop their own critical thinking skills, but it is a two-pronged issue.
So onε prong is dεvεloping critical thinking... and what's thε othεr prong? Givε mε a brεak.
I don't judge anyone or anything based on a creepy smile, I know mine comes off that way if I smile too widely, but considering the indirect business I've had with one troublesome doll lately, one can never be too careful. Some dolls are lovely, like my friend Stitcher, others not so much.
Naturally, given others' perception of you. But it is mine, and it is true for me.
…if there is any news of Faysie while I’m asleep, someone please tell me…even if it’s bad.
⦓ I'm keeping an eye on it, but I can't affect this world very much at all... All I can really do is watch. But I can watch. So I will...⦔
Faysie…no, you were supposed to stay free…you were supposed to stay free…Faysie…
What do I want in quadrants? Hard to say. I know what I wanted once. I think I still like some of that. But I also feel like I have further tastes to be discovered. It will be interesting, even if it’s likely that falling in any quad feeling means keeping a respectful silence. Most trolls naturally prefer their own kind. Though, it’s possible I could fall for a non-troll, not that that guarantees reciprocation.
I have little appeal to trolls in a dating sense, but I don’t mind. Love is freedom, not molding yourself to fit some ideal. If it happens, I’ll welcome it. If it doesn’t, I won’t mourn its lack.
"Was it hard to give up cosmic power?" No. It was really easy. That and being compelled to complete my original purpose was what originally got me killed. I can simply be a very advanced biotech construct for the rest of however long I live and I'll be happy.
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Depends on the shapeshifting in regards to ports, but possibly not. And I am glad you are happy as you are, that is most vital.
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Quick and agile, a very useful build. Your horns are interesting too, I have rarely seen their like.
<action; statement input; statement: thank you, i think! input; statement: i |ike my horns :) />
It is a compliment, yes. I like to look at how they twine together.
<action; statement input; statement: next time i am on shore |eave, you can |ook at them more c|ose|y if you wou|d |ike />
That sounds nice. It would be good to see you in person, Arty tells me you are very good at parkour. I enjoy it too sometimes.
<[emotion_detected: de|ight] action; statement input; statement: i wou|d |ove to spend time with you in person! input; statement: we cou|d abso|ute|y do parkour & hang out! />
I'm technically mortal now, absolutely no cosmic power in me at all anymore. Let me in the club, Haze. #joke
Ha ha. Sorry. I was being lighthearted and wouldn't have been offended if you didn't include me after all. I don't know...I agree it is too bad, though.
I agree. Everyone needs to "get more gender-fun about it" or whatever the youth say.
I am not a sadist…but I do feel a sense of accomplishment from a successful hunt or trap. A sense of contentment and completion. After all, I was once a security system, made for someone else’s purpose. Now I am a weapon; my own weapon. Much, much more fun.
"I am not a docterrorist" shirt. Now, that one is true. I have a good deal of medical and biological knowledge...but I am not a trained mediculler of any kind. Nor do I want to be. I did work with one for a time, though, and she specializes in psi and undead.
<action; statement input; statement: that is quite usefu| to have that know|edge, though! />
Very. I am happy to bring it up when it is relevant to those I know.
“I am not a dangerous biotech construct” should clearly be my new shirt. #joke
Forgot I was purple for a few moments trying to figure out why the store clerk seemed a bit intimidated by me. I wish I could (acceptably) wear a pin that said “I am as hemoindifferent as they come” in public. …that’s probably too long for a pin anyway…hm…
i hAvE A ShIr𝇋|𝇌 𝇋|𝇌hA𝇋|𝇌 sAyS "n𖦹𝇋|𝇌 g𖦹nNa kIlL Y𖦹U, jUs𝇋|𝇌 HeRe f𖦹r f𖦹𖦹D"
If I were a lowblood, I don’t think I’d believe that. I wouldn’t expect them to believe my pin either, really. It is a little funny as a concept. I’ll give you that.
…I think we need to boost the population’s critical thinking skills…but, I can also understand why a lack of the usual warning sign paired something humorous might allay some suspicions.
Who mediates wanting tights…I will never understand some people.
I understand some people have a doll phobia, but I didn’t even post a picture of one…this is so confusing to me.
Hm, do I treat myself to ball-jointed doll pattern tights or not…
Why all the feelings on my potential tights. I’m not bothered. Just baffled.
I am not sure! But I am curious to try and see if I like the look…perhaps I will go to a store in person. Online images can be very misleading.
I agree. Glad I went to the store, though, these colors are not quite the same as they looked online. ( 8/) But I’m not giving up hope yet.
Mhm… A shame. It khan be diffikhult shopping online, in store is better to judge the quality of print and fabrikh. If I see some, I will let you know.
…some posts should remain mental only and not enter the physical world. Why did I have to read that. #vagueposting I suppose
Not everyone can be helped. But anyone can be worth helping if they want to try.