ok i i think i am lucid i dont even want to say what is happening because some people will be mean and i am really really fucking fragile right now but shes gone dont you fucking dare celebrate for me i am scared and alone and confused and tired so tired i think i flipped the fuck out and blew up the moon im im just sort of waiting now jade said she was going to get me and i want to trust her it feels like its going to work this time jinx couldnt get all the way through but she gave me some shirts from the other betas and jane ok thats whats happening fuck everyone who was cheering for this
:33< be safe okay?
It cannot be healthy to keep this many misgivings to yourself.
Okay If you need anything message me I may have something to get some stuff to you if you make a list
i hope everything'll turn out okay for you, jade...
You were missed, Jade. Don't try to think otherwise.
You still killed my friends. The feelings are complicated. As I am sure you can imagine, having many of them yourself.
In time, you'll learn to process it. Accept it. Grieve. And move on. For now. Get yourself to safety. And worry about the fretful minute later.