Pelagi Noctil
@germicidalManiac
༊࿐ ✤ ⊹ ࣪ ˖ Dhe plumes, you gguys. Dhe plumes! Everywhere all aroung us all dhe time, dhe plumes fall. Pestilence, plaggue, gisease. Purgge your seddleg plumes, ablute and brush teedh. ༊࿐ ✤ ⊹ ࣪ ˖
I'm seri☘︎usly craving f☘︎r a sweet treat,, any☘︎ne like, g☘︎t a rec☘︎mmendati☘︎ns??? A girl needs her #sweets
C=~ You shoulgg try eatinggr a raspberry tart! C=~
there is n☀thing quite like being asked ☀utright t☀ be friends. h☀w delightful, truly!
C=~ Okay! Woulg you like to be friengs? C=~
☆ > Having a large b☆lge is not the boon one may think it is ☆ > Limits options
C=~ Tonigght, I am feelingg very seen. Dhis is amongg dhe most true statements I have seen in a chidd in a very longg time, or maybe ever. Bigggger is not always bedder, sometimes it is a curse. C=~ C=~ #nsfw C=~
꧁Chittr, ithinkiwanttobe a girl i have wanted that for a while. i like...she and her...and i like being called pretty. i like imagining myself as someone's dainty friend. sometimes. i look at woman. and i think i want to be like that. and then i think about )(er. The Empress is a woman. Not just... A Woman. She is what womanhood looks like in my pan. She is beautiful. She is enormous. She is important and perfect. SheseverythingIamNot. So, when I think "I WANT TO BE A WOMAN" there is another part of me that immediately thinks that's ridiculous. Like I am putting on a crown of paper and pretending it is hers. pretendingthaticouldbe like her. I know that logically there are Billions of Women. I know that being a woman does not mean claiming to be comparable to the Empress. But it feels like it does. Girl feels... Smaller. Safer. Something I am allowed to want. Woman feels like a title I could never deserve. hhhf. I don't know if that is dysphoria. Or maybe. My IMperial Conditioning. Or both. Probably both. I still want to be a girl though. I think I can. I have called myself #nothing for a while now. Maybe Nonbinary. Or. Maybe. I've just said I didn't have a gender at all. They/Them. It. That. It doesn't make me feel like a man. It didn't make me a woman without )(er permission. It let me be vesica without deciding what Vesica is... Exactly. Sometimes being neither feels correct. Like, being they feels comfortable in a way She does not. It's familiar Sometimes I use nothing for my gender. Like. I use #nothing for everything else. If i'm not a man, or a woman, then i can't fail at either. If I am nothing then I can't compare myself to anyone. Especially not Her. If ia m they then i don't hav eto amdithowbadly i want She. Hhhh. Maybe. Idon'tknow. I think I'm too complicated. I should just. Be nothing. THoughts? #cw-gender-dysphoria #mental-health꧂
C=~ I dhink dhat you woulg be a very preddy ggirl C=~
꧁Thank youhighblood... That is embarrassing to hear. In a good way, I think. I would like to be a pretty girl. Maybe...꧂
C=~ She is a preddy ggirl! You are! C=~
C=~ Hello, it is me aggain. Pelaggi. Hi! I apologgize for my quietness, I have been very much suckeg into a ggame which has been occupyingg my addention very aggressively for some time now. It is incregibly entertainingg, but reggreddably, in my hyper fixation I have negglecteg sometimes to sayingg hello. Hello! I am sayingg many missingg ggreetinggs to you widh joys C=~
Good to see you again, Pelagi/ Congratulations on winn/ing again/ #BucketsPostoftheDay
Hello my darling Pelagi. I am glad you're enjoying your game.
Oh? What game has you hooked? Keeping an eye out for more things to pass the time. Also hi.
C=~ I am ingeeg winningg dhe ggame! My success is paramount, ang repetitive. However, dhese winninggs will all be for not if I forgget dhat dhe real wins are dhe ones which occur widh my friengs frong in frong, ang not dhe ones dhat are simulateg in vigeo ggames C=~
C=~ It is subnautica 2 C=~
C=~ I am also, but I must return from hibernations at some point. My companions will beggin to question if I have gieg C=~
｢megane went to #sicknastysunday last night and Σヽ(｀д´；)ﾉ gyah! what a waste of his jikan!｣ ｢keh... next time you have a hadaka no pātī... 。。(〃_ _)σ∥ put a disclaimer that it's all gaijin, NYO waifu...｣ [TRANSLATOR'S NOTE: jikan means time! ( :ﾟ皿ﾟ) seriously, megane paused his visual nyovel for this!?!?! grr... be at peace, megane-san... these gaijin don't know how important their senses sacred time is... (´c_｀ ) one wrong move, and his sword-wielding demon slaying fist might be unleashed, next time... keke... (￣▽￣;) ah. oh? eh? righto, right! hadaka no pātī means "party of the naked persons", of course! (*￣∇￣)ノ it's an east alternian tradition, typically used for the punishment of criminals! woaw... (///∇///) keke~ no matter what east alternians do, their ways are just so mysterious and profound! (´ι _` ) gyah... maybe megane really shouldn't leave his hiveu anymoar...]
C=~ What is a ggaijin, ang why go you hate it so much? C=~
｢keh... a gaijin is a westerner, typically one who inserts themselves into most every conversation about east alternia... (´c_｀ ) syo annoying. megane, an expert in all things east alternian, can ONLY be aggravated by such... tch... aggressive tactics...｣
C=~ Oh, i see. A ggaijin is me, it seems... but i go not giscuss much east alternian culture. I have watcheg some picture films sometimes. Dhouggh, i must question your jugggement only a small amount, please go not be upset widh me for sayingg so. I have most certainly foung... For dhe sake of connectingg widh your personal interests ang appealingg to your verbal styles, trolls whom I woulg consiger 'waifu material' as you migght say, in dhe addengance at dhe sick nasty Sungay festivities. You must be patient, mister Meggane. Many trolls wanger dhrouggh dhe premises, you are sure to meet one eventually. GGoog dhinggs come to trolls who wait C=~
I just checked and it is your bedtime. Sorry to break it to you.
You can go to cupe at bedtime.
C=~ I gon't actually know what humans use begs for C=~
We sleep in them, mostly. But I'm partial to a good cupe when I want to sleep sleep.
C=~ I am surpriseg dhat dhe compoungs in recuperacoon slime are not too strongg for human bogies C=~
They do make lower strength slime but also I fucking love the industrial grade put me to sleep for 16 hours stuff. Gimme the sliiiiime
C=~ If you require slime of a strenggdh dhat extreme just to sleep soungly widh a human circulatory system, I dhink dhat you may be strugglingg widh severe insomnia C=~
Yes, definitely.
C=~ I am sorry for your situations. I woulg offer you to borrow mine for your troubles guringg human sleep hours, but my hive is submerggeg geep ungerwater at extremely higgh pressure ang dhere is not a gry gguest block. Even if you coulg breadhe water ang survive in such congitions, you migght also share dhe common dhreag amongg many odhers of fingingg my stangargs for ablution ang hyggiene... Excessive ang too much work. I dhink insteag i will compile a list of reputable recuperacoon vengors, ang higgh ggrage slime progucers to purchase from C=~
The depths are not an issue, but I would not want to cause you any discomfort if I WERE to visit. I will accept your suggestions.
C=~ You possess ggills? I dhink not C=~
C=~ @ggaussianGGlissango is askingg me; C=~ C=~ Have you ever been to Eardh? (Or an Eardh, I dhink dhere's... multiple of dhem?) C=~ C=~ No, I woulg dhink not. I apologgize for not havingg a more interestingg answer, but if you woulg like more interestingg responses, I woulg agvise askingg more complex questions dhat cannot be answereg widh a simple yes or no C=~
You have been to my Earth, dear?
C=~ I gig? I was not entirely sure where dhat was, only dhat it was C=~
C=~ My appetite is ggone, dhere was an unexpecteg texture in my meal. I gguess I will starve. Here lies Pelaggi Noctil. Cause of geadh; forbiggen mystery crunch C=~
so were you diagnosed or are you just raw dogging it
C=~ I'm not sure what dhis means, orangge rose iteration C=~
awwww lmao don't worry about it bud it's ok
C=~ I am still not ungerstangingg what you are tryingg to imply, orangge Rose iteration C=~
there's a little mental disorder some people like myself have that makes the world a little bit harder and different and what you just described matches up perfectly
C=~ I was not culleg, so my stranggeness madders very liddle. Dhere are more pressingg madders to addeng to C=~
yeah it's just cool to know about
C=~ I am noticingg dhat your verbosity is consigerably lower dhan dhat of your non orangge peers. Why is your yap gamaggeg? C=~