t)(ere's more jades t)(an usual... )(opefully t)(eyre just as unstable, needy, and desperate for affection as t)(e last.
no. i dont. t)(e world i was made in, t)(e world i rule, )(elped me t)(row t)(at away upon my birt)( as a wriggler. t)(roug)( t)(e countless eons past my first cullin, my first formal kill, my first victory w)(en i seized t)(e t)(rone to myself, it )(as been not)(in but an endless slaug)(ter and subjugation of countless billions, t)(eir lives in a generalized fas)(ion only spared because my psyc)(ic prowess did not pull t)(e trigger on a creature beyond your understand in immediately killin t)(em all. i was robbed, you see; robbed of bein t)(e greatest of my species by triggerin t)(at swan song myself, and t)(us was forced to lessen my scope by way of every possible tyranny, torture, deat)( ritual, and alternative means of murder possible. i s)(ifted away from quantity, to quality as a /compromise/. and you may sit t)(ere and judge me for t)(is mindset; t)(is utterly brutal, vile mindset t)(at in your moral framework is not)(in more t)(an monstrous. but remember: your -----EMPR-ESS DI-------ED. S)(------E DI------ED A PAT)(------ETIC D------EAT)( ALONGSID-----E )(-----ER MINION. and i, still live.
its almost too easy, duellist. like meat cutlets to starvin dogs.
once upon a time, you were.
...i know you were trying to make me mad with this but i think im just sad. for you. she wasnt all there. i wont pretend she was. her mind had deteriorated maybe even before she spent sweeps and sweeps controlling me every second, even while she slept. she was... senile, honestly. but i saw her genuinely happy. when she saw jane leading, when she would pet me for doing a good (evil) job... she was happy, now and then. but you dont even have that, do you? :(
i would )(ave personally killed )(er myself if i could. tc)(, listen to yourself. you were )(appiest w)(en t)(e idea of me was unable to do s)(it for )(erself. robbed of power, robbed of idea and t)(oug)(t, in t)(is fleetin dream of opalescent emptiness. you never liked me, you never wanted me. you wanted t)(e lobotomized version of me. t)(e easily domesticated sittin )(er ass down version of me. you wanted W-----EAKN-----ESS from M-------E. and is it any surprise, t)(en, t)(at i see t)(roug)( you for w)(at you are? deep down, you always wanted control. deep down, you wanted your individuality back. and if it just so )(appened t)(at it was a coincidence t)(at my t)(inkpan went soft, well, its not your fault you wanted to be free. you just needed a bit more of t)(e reigns to impose my will. UNTIL IT FUCKIN FAIL-------ED fuckin idiot. you )(ave no concept, no true understandin of w)(o i am. you never did, and you never will. and i )(ope it stays t)(at way, because if you did, youd be my enemy all t)(e fuckin same like t)(e rest of t)(ose brats you call friends.
>:(
........ fuck you. i dont need this. -- coronateCruelty [CC] has been blocked! --
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