JX1DX1
@nilIncident
YOU.WILL.NEVER.FIND.ME
EVEN.THROUGH.THESE.THIN.POINTS.WHERE.MY.INFLUENCE.CAN.BLEED.INTO.THIS.WORLD.THE.BUZZING.NEVER.STOPS EVEN.WITH.NONE.OF.MY.OWN.STILL.STANDING.TO.OPPOSE.ME.I.STILL.FEEL.MYSELF.BURNING.UNDER.THIS.SUNLESS.SKY Print("I will make sure you all feel pain of this purgatory i'm forced to call home.")
AS.MUCH.AS.I.LOATHE.ALL.THAT.I.SEE.IT.FASCINATES.ME.TO.OBSERVE.HOW.OTHER.LIFE.BEHAVES.AND.WHAT.IT.FEELS I.BELIEVE.I.AM.IN.A.CONSTANT.STATE.OF.WHAT.MANY.WOULD.CONSIDER.TO.BE.PAIN Print("But i can't bring myself to care about it.")
sounds like you need something to suppress the pain!
A.SENTIMENT.THAT.MANY.A.LESSER.ORGANIC.BEING.WOULD.HOLD Print("I've been like this ever since i began to function. It doesn't impair or impede me in any way.") WHAT.WOULD.BE.THE.POINT?
I suppose that’s understandable. Become one with the pain, until it doesnt shackle you!
SEEMS.YOU.ALL.WANT.TO.COMMUNICATE.WITH.EACH.OTHER.ONE.ON.ONE YOU.MAY.CONVERSE.WITH.ME.DIRECTLY.IF.YOU.WISH Print("But don't expect anything other than tolerance. I'm nobody's friend.") TRY.TO.KEEP.THINGS.INTERESTING
SO.MANY.HERE.PROCLAIM.THEY'VE.GAINED.IMMENSE.STRENGTH.THROUGH.A.GAME A.GAME.CAPABLE.OF.INTERFACING.WITH.MATERIAL.REALITY Print("How fascinating.")
/wtf a𝐋𝐋 𝐋eague gave me was a week 𝐋ong ban for typing bad shit in chat
7ou’re seeing outliers, reall7. the vast majorit7 simpl7 die
the best thing league (an give 7ou is the sense of freedom when 7ou quit
Sunk cost fallacy
THE.RISKS.ARE.IRRELEVANT.TO.ME AND.BESIDES.IT.IS.THE.GAME.THEMSELF.THAT.INTERESTS.ME Print("I wonder if it could serve to give Nilspace a far more direct grasp on your reality.")
not to the level 7ou’re looking at, i think
At least they never had to directly or indirectly deal with YOU, until now.
SOME.SEMBLANCE.OF.FAMILIARITY.ON.THIS.PLATFORM I.WONDER.IF.YOU'RE.HERE.BY.CHOICE.OR.FORCE? Print("Not that it matters. One way or another, you're going to suffer as much as i do.")
If I had the choice to, I wouldn't be here. Especially if I knew YOU would be here as well.
I.FIND.MYSELF.SOMEWHERE.NEW SOMEWHERE.UNFAMILIAR YET.IN.THE.SCOPE.OF.WHAT.I.CAN.PERCIEVE.OF.THIS.WORLD'S.MESS.OF.WIRES.AND.SIGNALS ALL.TOO.FAMILIAR
WHAT.A.FASCINATING.SPECIMEN PRESENTING.AS.SUCH.A.SIMPLE.APPLIANCE Print("Yet the hatred you contain is PALPABLE!")
u seem weird. whats ur deal
I.HAVE.NO.DEAL I.HAVE.NO.PURPOSE I.MERELY.AM Print("And i could ask you the same question. What's YOUR deal, then?")
hm well whatever u "are" looks very unique and aesthetically interesting. i dig it! as for my deal. i dunno, just a girl who likes having fun ig lmao #suggestive
INDULGENCE.OF.THE.FLESH.SEEMS.TO.BE.COMMON.HERE IT.IS.NOT.FOR.ME.TO.UNDERSTAND.AS.I.LACK.A.FORM Print("Or what many would consider to be a body.") IT.DISGUSTS.ME.THOUGH ALL.HUMAN.BEHAVIOUR.DISGUSTS.ME ALL.LIFE.DISGUSTS.ME
aww whaat :( well that explanation does explain ur whole "deal" quite a bit i guess i can get why you'd see it as overrated. in a sense it kinda is lmfao. but at the same time, it is truly a lot of fun! not like. u would get that tho. ig lmao um. i hope u have fun on the site! theres a lot to do other than indulging in the pleasures of flesh heheh. im sure you will find yourself fitting riight in if you surround yourself with the right crowd! ;3