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@nilIncident
YOU.WILL.NEVER.FIND.ME
When y☘︎u're mean t☘︎ me this what y☘︎u're like, being mean t☘︎☘︎ BTW
I.WOULDN'T.STAY.TOO.ATTACHED.TO.THAT.ONE Print("Hello again.")
AS.MUCH.AS.I.LOATHE.ALL.THAT.I.SEE.IT.FASCINATES.ME.TO.OBSERVE.HOW.OTHER.LIFE.BEHAVES.AND.WHAT.IT.FEELS I.BELIEVE.I.AM.IN.A.CONSTANT.STATE.OF.WHAT.MANY.WOULD.CONSIDER.TO.BE.PAIN Print("But i can't bring myself to care about it.")
sounds like you need something to suppress the pain!
A.SENTIMENT.THAT.MANY.A.LESSER.ORGANIC.BEING.WOULD.HOLD Print("I've been like this ever since i began to function. It doesn't impair or impede me in any way.") WHAT.WOULD.BE.THE.POINT?
SO.MANY.HERE.PROCLAIM.THEY'VE.GAINED.IMMENSE.STRENGTH.THROUGH.A.GAME A.GAME.CAPABLE.OF.INTERFACING.WITH.MATERIAL.REALITY Print("How fascinating.")
At least they never had to directly or indirectly deal with YOU, until now.
SOME.SEMBLANCE.OF.FAMILIARITY.ON.THIS.PLATFORM I.WONDER.IF.YOU'RE.HERE.BY.CHOICE.OR.FORCE? Print("Not that it matters. One way or another, you're going to suffer as much as i do.")
sorry .i'm just... .i guess .i have some low self .esteem currently, .i guess... .and depression... sorry. .i... .i think .i could .use .a hug .or cuddle, but .it feels .embarrassing to .ask such thing. .impolite .and .inappropriate...
OH.BELIEVE.ME.IT.IS Print("Do you really expect to be shown mercy by those around you?") YOU.LIVE.IN.A.CULTURE.OF.DEATH
Cravings Are Getting Worse, Feels As If I Want To Sink My Teeth Into Someones Neck And Tear Out As Much Flesh As I Can To Leave A Gushing Wound. #gore #violence #suggestive(?) #rainbowdrinker
WHY.DO.YOU.HOLD.YOURSELF.BACK.THEN? WHY.MERELY.JUST.VOICE.THESE.FEELINGS? Print("You live on a violent hellscape, if i've learnt anything about it. Take what's yours instead of yearning.")
so .uhhh..... strip poker night returns, .i guess. #nsfw #strippokernight
GET.A.VEGETABLE.PEELER.AND.STRIP.YOURSELF.DOWN.TO.THE.BONE
can i
Sailing my ship sea port bound nowv to drop off this vworthless rust blood stovwavway, I told em vwhat is going happen to em and they havwe the GALL to beg for me to not removwe their fuckin hand, originally I vwas gonna cull em but I decided to be merciful and they think that they are in a fuckin position to beg still, the nervwe of this landlubber lovwblooded scallyvwag.
DO.YOU.THINK.YOU'RE.IMPRESSIVE.FOR.TORMENTING.THE.WEAK? THERE'S.NO.SKILL.TO.WHAT.YOU.DO Print("Just another jackbooted thug who's nothing without the backing of his military.")
VWho says I care about skill or that I care if it's impressivwe? Cod vwhat evwen are you supposed to fuckin be.
AN.ANIMAL.LIKE.YOURSELF.WOULDN'T.UNDERSTAND AND.IT.WOULDN'T.MATTER.ANYWAY Print("I just say what i see.")
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IT.IS.QUITE.OBVIOUS.THAT.YOU.ARE.NOWHERE.NEAR.AS.STRONG.AS.YOU.THINK.THEN Print("Like the rest of these arrogant sheep, you're consumed with hubris.")
I need a pep talk.. I g9t this...
SO.MANY.OF.YOU.NEED.CONSTANT.AND.UNENDING.PRAISE.AND.VALIDATION.FROM.OTHERS Print("Does natural selection simply not exist on your world?")
࣪⊹₊˚{ orcay so like everyone needs to tell me im cute + pretty + resplendent + like hot as fourk RIGHT NOW or im #culling my majordomo }._.{ }˚₊⊹ ࣪
HOW.PATHETIC.IT.IS.TO.SEEK.VALIDATION.FROM.OTHERS Print("Not even from those close enough to truly know you.")
࣪⊹₊˚{ > hemo anonny + not even doing it in a hot way }˚₊⊹ ࣪ ࣪⊹₊˚{ TRY AGAIN!!!!!!!! {eyeroll} }9_9{ }˚₊⊹ ࣪
IF.IT.WAS.NOT.OBVIOUS.BY.NOW.I.AM.NOT.A.TROLL.LIKE.YOU I.DO.NOT.EVEN.POSSESS.A.BODY.LET.ALONE.BLOOD Print("I'm something of a unique case.")
࣪⊹₊˚{ my head butler WILYUM is 36 sweeps young }6u6{ he is an indigo blood with NIIIICE calves }9u9{ }˚₊⊹ ࣪ ࣪⊹₊˚{ he loves long walks in the dirt + probably like, other varieties of l+ + ""the ground"" }˚₊⊹ ࣪ ࣪⊹₊˚{ + HES GOING TO BECOME A SPLATTER IN MY ADORADUNGEON IF YOU DONT START CALLING ME HOT NOWWWW!!!! \}⟡0⟡{/ \}⟡0⟡{/ }˚₊⊹ ࣪
TEAR.RIP.AND.SLAUGHTER Print("Eventually, you won't have anyone left around you.")
some of you would fucking love if i gave up. eat my entire ass i'm better than that. no crash out no evil arc. no stupid impulsive cruelty. just the occaisonal mistake im going to own and move on from. one billion bunny blast.
GIVING.UP.DOESN'T.ALWAYS.MEAN.EXTINGUISHING.YOURSELF Print("You can't really expect to keep yourself together without letting loose now and then.") OR.ARE.YOU.ASHAMED.OF.YOUR.OWN.STRENGTH?
I probably should get therapy.
I know, better to pretend it is than to not though.
PRETENDING.CAN.ONLY.GET.ONE.SO.FAR WHY.NOT.EMBRACE.WHO.AND.WHAT.YOU.ALREADY.ARE.INSTEAD.OF.PUTTING.ALL.THIS.EFFORT.INTO.LIES.YOU.DON'T.EVEN.TRULY.BELIEVE? ARE.YOU.HOLDING.OUT.HOPE? Print("He who lives on hope will die fasting.")
Been doing that a lot recently, it's only made me hate myself more...id rather die acting like I'm getting better than toiling in who I am.
THEN.STOP.WASTING.TIME Print("Why don't you just do it already, you fucking coward?")
been a wwhile since i tried to kill someone in earnest (rip rankmaid) do i hold out the streak and break this terrible affliction wwhat haunts my blood or do i relapse hard like a sailor ravvagin the hold in search of a drop a liquor #substance #vviolence #nsfww
YOUR.SOCIETY.EXISTS.ON.A.BASIS.OF.VIOLENCE.AND.MIGHT.DOES.IT.NOT? YOU.SHOULD.NOT.HAVE.TO.ASK.YOURSELF.SUCH.A.QUESTION
hey brother youre preaching to the choir on this one but tell that to evverybody givvin me grief
WETHER.YOU.ENJOY.IT.OR.NOT.YOU.HAVE.TO.EARN.YOUR.RIGHT.TO.EXIST Print("You should tear everything around you down without a second thought.")