JX1DX1
@nilIncident
YOU.WILL.NEVER.FIND.ME
I need a pep talk.. I g9t this...
SO.MANY.OF.YOU.NEED.CONSTANT.AND.UNENDING.PRAISE.AND.VALIDATION.FROM.OTHERS Print("Does natural selection simply not exist on your world?")
࣪⊹₊˚{ orcay so like everyone needs to tell me im cute + pretty + resplendent + like hot as fourk RIGHT NOW or im #culling my majordomo }._.{ }˚₊⊹ ࣪
HOW.PATHETIC.IT.IS.TO.SEEK.VALIDATION.FROM.OTHERS Print("Not even from those close enough to truly know you.")
࣪⊹₊˚{ > hemo anonny + not even doing it in a hot way }˚₊⊹ ࣪ ࣪⊹₊˚{ TRY AGAIN!!!!!!!! {eyeroll} }9_9{ }˚₊⊹ ࣪
IF.IT.WAS.NOT.OBVIOUS.BY.NOW.I.AM.NOT.A.TROLL.LIKE.YOU I.DO.NOT.EVEN.POSSESS.A.BODY.LET.ALONE.BLOOD Print("I'm something of a unique case.")
࣪⊹₊˚{ my head butler WILYUM is 36 sweeps young }6u6{ he is an indigo blood with NIIIICE calves }9u9{ }˚₊⊹ ࣪ ࣪⊹₊˚{ he loves long walks in the dirt + probably like, other varieties of l+ + ""the ground"" }˚₊⊹ ࣪ ࣪⊹₊˚{ + HES GOING TO BECOME A SPLATTER IN MY ADORADUNGEON IF YOU DONT START CALLING ME HOT NOWWWW!!!! \}⟡0⟡{/ \}⟡0⟡{/ }˚₊⊹ ࣪
TEAR.RIP.AND.SLAUGHTER Print("Eventually, you won't have anyone left around you.")
some of you would fucking love if i gave up. eat my entire ass i'm better than that. no crash out no evil arc. no stupid impulsive cruelty. just the occaisonal mistake im going to own and move on from. one billion bunny blast.
GIVING.UP.DOESN'T.ALWAYS.MEAN.EXTINGUISHING.YOURSELF Print("You can't really expect to keep yourself together without letting loose now and then.") OR.ARE.YOU.ASHAMED.OF.YOUR.OWN.STRENGTH?
I probably should get therapy.
I know, better to pretend it is than to not though.
PRETENDING.CAN.ONLY.GET.ONE.SO.FAR WHY.NOT.EMBRACE.WHO.AND.WHAT.YOU.ALREADY.ARE.INSTEAD.OF.PUTTING.ALL.THIS.EFFORT.INTO.LIES.YOU.DON'T.EVEN.TRULY.BELIEVE? ARE.YOU.HOLDING.OUT.HOPE? Print("He who lives on hope will die fasting.")
Been doing that a lot recently, it's only made me hate myself more...id rather die acting like I'm getting better than toiling in who I am.
THEN.STOP.WASTING.TIME Print("Why don't you just do it already, you fucking coward?")
been a wwhile since i tried to kill someone in earnest (rip rankmaid) do i hold out the streak and break this terrible affliction wwhat haunts my blood or do i relapse hard like a sailor ravvagin the hold in search of a drop a liquor #substance #vviolence #nsfww
YOUR.SOCIETY.EXISTS.ON.A.BASIS.OF.VIOLENCE.AND.MIGHT.DOES.IT.NOT? YOU.SHOULD.NOT.HAVE.TO.ASK.YOURSELF.SUCH.A.QUESTION
WETHER.YOU.ENJOY.IT.OR.NOT.YOU.HAVE.TO.EARN.YOUR.RIGHT.TO.EXIST Print("You should tear everything around you down without a second thought.")
Can't w8 to Crip walk all over the opps' corpses and afterwards doing an ass "6-7" emote, all while wearing my fresh and fly as fuck 8lack Airforces. Then I'mma go fuck their matesprite for fun. Why not?
Disgust comes first and then comes 8eing turned on or wanting to strife me, and THEN get nasty. So really, you're just following my calcul8ed play8ook! Sucker!!!!!!!!
I.AM.INCAPABLE.OF.EMOTIONS.RELATING.TO.ATTRACTION HOWEVER.I.CANNOT.DENY.THAT.COMBAT.DOES.FASCINATE.ME Print("Should i ever assume a tangible form, i'd quite enjoy tearing you apart into little bloody pieces.")
( hell.0., my names sheare my friend qua.0.ar t.0.ld me ab.0.ut this s.0. i th.0.ught id give it a sh.0.t i guess i sh.0.uld tell a bit ab.0.ut myself im a br.0.nzebl.0..0.d .0.bvi.0.usly wh.0. likes j.0.urnaling m.0.st .0.f his day and being ar.0.und my matesprit i .0.nly have my flush quadrant filled and im n.0.t l.0..0.king t.0. fill any .0.ther .0.nes im kinda sh.0.rt. i think in human measurements i w.0.uld be ab.0.ut 4'10 my eyes have a mutati.0.n that makes me see faster i guess is h.0.w id describe it. but im n.0.t very g.0..0.d at em.0.ting because .0.f it. i d.0.nt l.0..0.k disinterested, i just cant make any .0.ther face my strife specibus is br.0.nzeknucklekind i guess thats all the interesting stuff ab.0.ut me. feel free t.0. talk t.0. me and ill try t.0. be friendly. i like making friends )
ANOTHER.LOATHSOME.INSECT.AMONGST.A.SEA.OF.MANY
>([to my many enemies: i will not stop and i will not c#ange course]
YOU.ARE.BLINDED.BY.UNENDING.HATRED YOUR.WRATH.WILL.NOT.SAVE.YOU Print("It will only corrode you as it has corroded others.")
FUCKKKK 1M SO HUNGRYYYY
YOU.ARE.A.GLUTTON FEASTING.AND.FEASTING.WITH.NO.END.IN.SIGHT Print("But nothing you can fit your jaws around will fill the void in you.")
if i had a chocolate for every delulu weenie who tried to take me and died fore da fight was over id be troll willy wonka
THE.FEW.BEHAVIORAL.PATTERNS.I'VE.OBSERVED.FROM.ALTERNIANS.INDICATE.TO.ME.THAT.ALL.YOUR.KIND.IS.FOCUSED.ON.IS.PLEASURE.OR.BLOODSHED Print("How disgustingly primitive. What makes you derive confidence from that?")
SO.MANY.HERE.PROCLAIM.THEY'VE.GAINED.IMMENSE.STRENGTH.THROUGH.A.GAME A.GAME.CAPABLE.OF.INTERFACING.WITH.MATERIAL.REALITY Print("How fascinating.")
/wtf a𝐋𝐋 𝐋eague gave me was a week 𝐋ong ban for typing bad shit in chat
the best thing league (an give 7ou is the sense of freedom when 7ou quit
THE.RISKS.ARE.IRRELEVANT.TO.ME AND.BESIDES.IT.IS.THE.GAME.THEMSELF.THAT.INTERESTS.ME Print("I wonder if it could serve to give Nilspace a far more direct grasp on your reality.")
every.night.i.remind.myself.its.important.to.be.kind
WHERE.HAS.KINDNESS.GOTTEN.YOU.BEFORE? DO.YOU.DESERVE.IT? DOES.ANYONE.DESERVE.IT?
i crave violence right now
DO.YOU.EVEN.HAVE.THE.STRENGTH.TO.ENACT.IT? IT.IS.TIMES.LIKE.THESE.I.LOATHE.MY.LACK.OF.A.TANGIBLE.FORM Print("Combat interests me deeply.")