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@quadraticAutomatic
i am. ffourss! she and aalsoo. ttheyy. i llovee. my ffriendss and. pplayingg ggamess! wwaterr mmakess me. hhappyy! ᨑ_ᨑ and i. llikee to be me!
hi chittr. we need to talk about you n me. actually just about me, mostly, cause when has saturn ever talked about anythin other than himself? right? is he even capable a NOT makin it about him? does he give a single solitary fuck about any a you enough to not make this about him? “oh saturn what’s wrong ;( what’s the matter ;(( we love you saturn ;((( you’re such a good friend saturn you’re so NICE saturn surely you don’t mean it saturn we’re here for you saturn ;’((((((” shut up. shut up. so the elephant in the room. for some reason I get the feelin the folks who’ve already sussed out my damage think i don’t use that one name cause a the alt rep. like i’m sooooooooooo fuckin scared a bein associated with what any ol cronus ampora’s done, like saturn’s some get outta jail free card for me, like saturn ain’t done a perfectly bang up job fucking his way into makin sure anyone that says yes to him feels like SHIT for it, like saturn’ll make it all copacetic to be liked like a reeeeal person by reeeeeal people. that last one. that one’s kinda true actually, lol, cause truth is long as he barks the right way at the right time no one gives it a second thought to say yes to bein besties with saturn right ;P? i’m so good at it. i’m so fucking good at it and i’m so sick of seeing every possible multiversal russian roulette on whether the new cronus ampora a the week punches in the right song n dance to make “REAL” connection with other people. i’ll be honest the whiplash range between bein on some kinda watch list to bestest baby boy ever is hilarious. upshot is ig it does really prove the only fucking conditional worth anyone has is based on whether you pass the auditions. oh hey, that reminds me! happy father’s day by the way, that’s the whole reason i picked today for this, i thought it’d be funny. saturn was always supposed to be for me. saturn was because a what the deadeyed no lights on at home zombie called orphaner dualscar did to a little thing out of the caverns he named cronus. he never let me call him dad, yknow. did you all know that? super hated it, wouldn't talk to me for days if i did. super hated a lot of what his kid was, some real trolls don’t cry type shit lol. then would turn right around and and and and saturn came way after all that, obviously, but, i’m just saying. it was never ABOUT denial or pretendin to be someone i’m not. if anything saturn was supposed to be about bein GENUINE for a change. anyway. i know i’m a lot, an this is turnin into a real drag ;P. i was tryin to stay on topic but it kinda got away from me. here's the sparknotes: after a lotta introspection and soul searching, i really think you all are the most shallow suckers evwer, and this wvhole script has turned into a dripfeed torture directly into the back a my skull. don’t evwer get it fuckin tvwisted to think i’m doing anything i do for anyone but myself. i’vwe changed, i’vwe changed a lot, i'm proud of myself, but it’s NOT for you!!!! poor cronus. poor every single last one of em. poor me. i hope you all are sick to death of me and sorry for me and give up on figurin out what to even do with this. sorry in advance btw, be on the lookout for my own song n dance denyin all a this in a few days i'm sure it'll be great.
i hhopee tthatt um. i ddidntt mmakee you ffeell bad wwhenn. i ssaidd tthatt you wweree a llittlee. llikee a ffriendd in my hheadd um. i llikee tthatt. you are bbeingg who you are for. yyourselff i tthinkk. tthatt is a hhardd tthingg to do and. um i ddontt kknoww....i tthinkk you are. eevenn bbravee for it mmaybee
hey....that actually really means a lot to me. i try my best, yknow? it's fucking hard an knowin people see it means a hell of a lot ;') see? see how fucking easy it is for me to do that? get a grip or get screwed up girlfriend.
i tthinkk mmaybee i. ddontt uunderstandd tthiss but um. im ssorryy....
Kicking my feet and thinking ab-o-o-ut h-o-o-w amazing my weekend was.
hhehee yay! do you wwantt to. ppaintt nnailss and "ggirll ttalkk" ? ᨑ_ᨑ
Hm, ★pollo pfp..... m★ybe.....
The parr-o-o-t?
The parr-o-o-t is c-o-o--o-o-ler...
<::) (Y-o-o-u wearing a party hat)
Sure, I guess it's easier t-o-o- lay d-o-o-wn and let defeat wash -o-o-ver y-o-o-u. But that's never been me. It's never g-o-o-ing t-o-o- be me.
i llovee. you rroriann ::)
nevermind saw some shit on the dash i'm normal again an we're back on track for the weekend ;D
hi. ssaturnn \\o
hey hey what's shakin, how've you been how's the family
hhehee i am ggoodd i ddontt. tthinkk i hhavee ssaidd. hi to you bbeforee but i. see you and i tthinkk you are nnicee and. ccasperr llikess you aalsoo ᨑ_ᨑ so in my mmindd you are. a llittlee llikee my ffriendd is. tthatt ookayy?
MORE than okay babes i love new friends i love people, my friend satisfaction rating is 4.5 stars. love the attitude btw
Run.
::o
Last week, I fell asleep at my chair and awoke on my respite slab. #whatdatmean but actually.
i uusedd to. ffalll aasleepp ssometimess and wwakee up. ootherr pplacess it mmeanss tthatt. ssomebodyy mmovedd you! ::)
I WAS IN THE OFFICE ALONE ??
My color is a less eye searing green now. Do you guys forgive me for being a highlighter for that long?
POOR, PATHETIC WRETCH.
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i tthinkk you are mmaybee. "unc"
YOU ARE A SAD SPECIMEN TRYING TO CATCH UP ON BEING ALIVE. BOTHER ME NOT.
no i am. vveryy hhappyy ᨑ_ᨑ
>+. WHY ARE CASPER'S HANDS WET .+<
he wwashess aafterr. he ppeess ::)
DON'T SPREAD HIS SECRETS LIKE THIS....