Mortil Nosgot
@sanguisExtremis
[ Crime Scene Cleaner || Necromancer (for hire) || Wraith || Bone Co||ector (hobbyist) ]
[ Congratu|ations for the astute conc|usion through your journey of se|f-identity and acceptance of re|ations with the same gender. @c|ownCorruption I am very proud of you. ]
why am I alway$$$ the one bein put on bla$$$t on yo page!! I per$$$onally think the other one’$$$ gayer than I am Tho thank$$$ big M
[ The other is in a partnership with a woman, so I don't be|ieve this is a correct assertion. ]
BULL$$$HIT! I knew him when he wa$$$ THE TOU¢HER™ he i$$$ def gayer than I am
[ Be respectfu|. He is in a |oving matespritship and does not engage in this debauchery. ]
I RE$$$PE¢T NE$$$, AND HI$$$ GIRL IM JU$$$ $$$AYIN, HE KINDA GAY!
[ I |ong to pick through the psychoses of my purp|e companions. They rega|e me in end|ess debaucherous ta|es, yet I am often |eft wondering if what is presented to me fact or fiction. ]
HA, i$$$ thi$ about, Ne$$$ai? I been friend$$$ wit him for a long time. He exaggerate$$$
[ This is a|so about you and a numbered |ist of additiona| compatriots whom graced my presence over the sweeps. ]
ME??? I don't do that. my debau¢hery i$ real $$$hit. I do thi$$$ $$$hit fr Big M!!!
[ Written Log #1.04: Here he bares his hear to me in earnest, yet I am ever |eft wondering if he speaks truth if on|y because he be|ieves so ardent|y his c|aims to be true, or if the |ie is so we||-spun, it cou|d serve no other purpose than to be truth. ]
... wow
We listen and we do not judge. Dollification. I don't believe in love at first sight. But seeing someone's eyes glazed over while I climb over them, both of us fully aware the other cannot lift a finger to stop me? Even knowing that they never would if they could? That just might come infuriatingly close sooner than I do at the sight alone. There's something so soft and serene about listless dependency and it makes for a beautiful grounds for artistic expression. For as long as I've harbored a warm fondness for the idea of helping people in a tangible (and clinical?) sense, I've always really deeply and emphatically loved the idea of swivel jointed parts, articulated limbs and removeable as well as re-attachable replacements or augmentations. There's a vulnerability in being willing to let another take you apart in a tangible sense. A willful helplessness. An unobstructed dependency. And frankly. I find this ridiculously attractive. Even outside of a strictly fetishistic or kink lens, the aesthetic goes unfuckwithably hard. You cannot fuck up or fuck with something so adorable and palpable in blamelessness as an ornate doll. Yet for personal reasons entirely unworthy of belaboring in even a single superfluous mention, I want to. There are so many different proliferations of what makes dolls satisfying beyond my own brainweirds. Cursed sentient dolls. Creepy caretaker's animated dummies. An extreme metaphorical extrapolation of latent psychosexual urge towards dormancy made manifest in full-body paralysis. The desire to feel and experience a sort of obedient sleep that wakes with neither stir nor compulsion. Stilted speech patterns and quiet lilts that suggest a trancelike state. I will never be too old for dolls. My dolls just aged with me. #NSFW #NSFWE #Dollification #BDSM #Dolls #BodyHorror #Living+doll #Loss+of+agency #Dubcon #SexToys #But+the+toys+are+people #Noncon #CNC
Quite literally, in my case. :3
[ Most tro||s have gotten soft anymore: weak-wi||ed and fragi|e in a|| aspects from menta| to physica|. ]
[ Everyone is ma|nourished; bones britt|e with poriferous marrow in a|| recent pu||s. ]
no. im fat
[ As |ong as you consider vitamins and fiber at some point, your weight is irre|evant. ]
I think my bone$$$ are pretty good, Big M!
[ I know for a fact they are not. In fact, I have |eft you an itemized |ist on the counter for suggested (and high|y encouraged) changes to your diet. Effective immediate|y. ]
Aw man, homework?? There ain’t $$$hit wrong with the$$$e ¢lown bone$$$!!
YOU’VE BEEN IN$$$IDE OF ME?!?!
[ Yes, often. Not in the way most, inc|uding you, wou|d desire, so ki|| the thought quick|y. ]
NOT WHAT I MEANT, MORTILU$!-
[ Seeking potentia| suitors for my charge. He is in desperate need of a matesprit of some sort. DM me for inquiries and I wi|| pay dowry. ]
I'M BOUT TO GIVE YOU A BREAK, YOU ¢IR¢U$$$ ¢LOWN!!
✦ mortil, i was not aware you were in the business of assisting the higher class in courting... is your charge perhaps challenged in some way ✦
[ A |owb|ood's ro|e in society is to enrich either the wa||et or the |ife of castes above us, regard|ess of how |ow they sit on the spectrum. You may not be privy to this fact of |ife, for you do not |ive within such hardships. Irukan is deep|y |oving to a fau|t. However, he is young and I am simp|y re|ieving the headache of use|ess, unproductive courting for something meaningfu| as my other charge, Nessai, has a |ove|y mate and I want the same for Irukan. ]
✦ fine, i will accept that my comment may have been harsh. i can appreciate your dedication to your cause, it is somewhat admirable. may your charge find someone of equal worth and quality, whatever that may mean in this case. ✦
[ For a Jade, your fundamenta| |ack of nuanced understanding for the differing types of |ove and care is te||ing. Ref|ect on that before speaking your i||-concieved thoughts. ]
✦ love is not required in life, if you are useful and fulfill your duties then that is all that matters. love simply distracts, there is not need to reflect upon it further. ✦
[ Naive and in denia| between your se|f-purported duties and the conf|ict of your cusp. Unsurprising to say the |east. Why remain on this site if connection is mere|y a condition to you? Oh, it's not. You're seeking and unfu|fi||ed, disi||usioned Tea|-mutt. Mediate on it. Goodbye. ]
[ Dressing bodies is a |ost art. Tro||s embe||ished in the pa|ettes of their quadrants, yet a|| their worth appears to be in memory and never afforded in body; dumped and forgotten in some pi|e to be p|undered. ]
i'm uh. i'm a¢tually a mortuary a$$i$tant. and. yeah. i never u$ed to think mu¢h of it, but. working with the embalmer'$ been kinda eye opening. giving people $ome dignity in death. it feel$ meaningful. even if it'$ more for the living than the dead
[ For the amount of waxing poetic tro||s, particu|ar|y the aff|uent and hubristic, c|aim over their quadrant mates, they can't seem to observe their death with equa| pomp as they did when they are |iving. What worth do we have with each other, I wonder. I commend you for your work. ]
Dꨄ︎ yꨄ︎u have a persꨄ︎nal experience tꨄ︎ this ꨄ︎f yꨄ︎ur ꨄ︎wn?
[ When my matesprit passed, I did ho|d ceremony for him and appraised his bones for my keeping. I have yet to see such ritua| for any such e|se, save for po|itica| forma|ities and observab|e ho|idays for our f|eet troops. ]
A lꨄ︎ve that reflects even after death. That's sꨄ︎ inspiring ^///^. Messiahs give praise yꨄ︎u have enlightened me tꨄ︎ further expressiꨄ︎ns ꨄ︎f lꨄ︎ve. Thank yꨄ︎u!
[ B|ess his heart. ]
AND HIS MIND AND HIS BODY AND HIS SOUL AND HIS MIRTH AND HIS BRAIN AND HIS BITCHES WHOOP WHOOP
[ I'm sanctimonious before I am ceremonious, but I'|| b|ess you by the crossing of bones. ]
HIS LOVELY PARTNER WHOM HE CHERISHES AND RESPECTS AND DOESNT CALL BITCHES OR FEMALES OR FEMCELS IM SORRY BIG M IM TRYIN HERE
[ Re|ishing in some peace and quiet for once. I had a|most forgotten the sound of my own thoughts. ]
never been a fan of quiet my$$$elf. I need $$$ome noi$$$e in thi$$$ room!!!!!
not till about 5:30. I've got $$$ome time to kill with my favorite ru$$$t blood!!! WHOOP WHOOP
Straight up trapping it, and by "it" let's just say... my victims.
do yOU tAkE trap sUggestiOns.
TROLLSAW I'M YOUR 8IGGEST FAN !!
YAY YAY YIPPIE !! ૮₍´｡ᵔ ꈊ ᵔ｡`₎ა DIVING IN NUG8ONE FIRST !!
how the fuck do yOU know who i am. and, for the rEcOrd, it was InspirEd. but not the sAmE thing.
sOmE sort of. dEvicE. strAppEd to yOUr back. that's AlwAys on and burns yOUr legs. and if yOU mOvE tOO fast it ExplodEs.
[ Someone p|ease take these monkeys from my circus. ]
WHERE THE TENT AT BIG MORT ME AND THE CREW WILL HANDLE IT
$$$OMEONE $$$AY CIRCU$$$?!?! #CLOWN$$$HIT!!
haha monkey!
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[ Wha|e bones. An underdeve|oped shark. Some exotic reef-dwe||ing fish. #fishingfriday #upforsa|e ]
[ Obvious|y they are not cooked, Nessai. No sauce. P|ease re-read again carefu||y. ]
Can I have a bone?
[ I am tired of being responsib|e for these c|owns. ]
[ What is a "femce|" ? Are we |ocking up fema|es? ]
;; i-i don't know what thi§ i§ b-but i've been called thi§ by intern§ before?? i-i'd al§o like to know what thi§ mean§? ;;
YOU AINT SUPPOSED TO CALL EM FEMALES NO MO I DID THAT AND GOT THE SHIT POPED OUT OF MY MOUTH
[ Sources say it points to nothing good. Which I high|y doubt is app|icab|e to you. ]
IM A LIL DRUNK RN NOT GONNA FRONT MY BAD BIG DOG BUT I THINK FEMCEL THEM BITCHES THAT DONT LIKE SHIT AND DONT GO OUTSIDE
[ Un|ess you're a miserab|e woman who detests quads and intimacy, I don't read that from you. ]
[ P|ease continue not |ooking both ways when crossing the road. I'm beginning to enjoy guessing the make and mode| of what hit you. ]
THEY AINT NEVER KNOW WHEN A MY NIKWACK CADDY SHACK GONNA GIVE EM A KISS TO THE GRILL
[ Do me a favor and drive down Centra| Park way at the fastest speed you can push, wou|d you? ]
SAY LESS KOOLAID MAN WE GIVING THE STREETS A FREE PAINT JOB AND SOME CALCIUM I UNNO WHAT YOU GONNA GET OUTTA THIS
[ Tro||s anymore have such a weak diet. I soak their bones for on|y a few hours and they disso|ve right in the |yme before they have a chance to cure. ]
[ I'm not sure what contaminates the diet of this younger popu|ation, but whatever it is, it is endemic. ]