Brieze Dremur
@scrapbookingSoftie
<3 Here to make friends and give smiles! }:>
<3 I’m having a very rough time.
<3 I had some trouble sleeping. Very sad thoughts entering my think-pan and such. I’m feeling better now though!
<3 It’s storming right now and yes I am scared- <3 I don’t like storms much…
<3 Thinking about him <3 sigh.. <3 He’s just so handsome, I can’t take it-
<3 I like to draw sometimes when I’m bored. <3 And indeed, drawing is very fun
<3 Hello lovely people <3 I’m sorry I disappeared for a bit!! The hangout with my friend uhhh- <3 I chickened out on telling him how I feel- @~@ <3 I don’t think I’m ready yet!!
1T'S OK4Y, T4K3 YOUR T1M3! 1T PROB4BLY W4SN'T TH3 R1GHT T1M3 4NYW4YS.
<3 Today’s the day. I’m gonna bake so many things and I’m gonna go over to his hive and I’m gonna do it! I’m gonna ask him to be my matesprit <3
hell yeah! gooD luck lil sister! you got all sorts of Motherfuckers rootin for ya! :o)
<3 I WANNA KISS HIM SO BAD AUGHHH!! <3 >~<
<3 I wish Equius was here to help me sleep <3 I don’t like feeling alone and scared <3 Like something bad might grab me
⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ The bad things that might grab you would likely also grab you if this Equius were present. ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅
<3 I wonder if he thinks I’m pretty? <3 I mean, I don’t know, I think I’m pretty average looking! <3 Maybe I’m not his type? I’m not sure!
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<3 I would like to try slow dancing some time! <3 In a big, beautiful fancy dress… <3 Dancing with- well- <3 You know who }:>
[|87 :: Do you have a ballr00m for such a th;ng? My manor has one you can rent ;f you w;sh.
<3 I want to make him, happy, I really do. <3 I want to make him smile and have him feel…loved and appreciated but I’m so scared to even try because I don’t know if he’ll even like me back that way? <3 Troll’s emotions are much different than how humans go about things, especially with relationships. <3 I just…I want to be good for him, I want to make things better for him but I don’t think I can… <3 Why does this have to be so hard?? I wish I knew how HE felt, I wish he just…told me. <3 Even if I don’t like the response…at least I would know… <3 And I would stop trying…
<3 Is this what the humans call…yearning?…
<3 Apparently humans have these outings call “cook outs” <3 They look really fun!! Big family things and such- <3 I wish I had a big family and many friends to do something like that!
[|87 :: What’s stopp;n you from do;n one w;th a small group of fr;ends?
<3 I fear that I may get hurt extra during a cook-out outing! Plus, having to explain what it is to my friends might be tricky- <3 I love them dearly! It’ll just be very chaotic…
[|87 :: Well ;f 1’m around 1 can ensure no one gets hurt TOO badly. 1 am a med;culler after all. As for your other conundrum, 1 doubt many would f;nd the concept hard to grasp.
<3 OH! A mediculler!! That’s so cool!! }:O <3 Hmm…maybe I can plan a cookout some time- <3 I’d have to see who would be free on my friends list! I can bake and cook some things for it anyways!
<3 Daydreaming again… <3 I just wanna grab his face and kiss him
<3 Sollux came over today and it was so much fun seeing him! <3 He showed me some cool games he got and we had a blast playing them. }:D
<3 I’ve been thinking about him… <3 And I want to call him but- <3 I don’t wanna be a bother <3 He’s probably busy and doesn’t want to talk to me, which is okay!
* well. what could he be busy with? * maybe its worth a shot. just to try, yknow..! :3
<3 Human friend got me to watch this human film called Sweeney Todd!! <3 Very VERY BLOODY <3 But goodness, I enjoyed myself! The music and the costumes were so cool!! <3 Might have to tell my neighbor about this one >\\\\<
* most interesting! what is the movie about may i ask?
<3 So there’s this man, right?? And he had a wife and a baby and like he got sent to prison on false charges because this judge character liked his wife and he’s really really bad- like a really bad person! <3 And then the guy comes back from prison and he like- he becomes this barber and he ends up working with this baker lady and then like eventually they start culling other humans and the guy, uh, Sweeney Todd, he wants to get revenge on the judge and stuff!! <3 And it’s really dark and gloomy and it has a sad ending }:[
𝐼𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓊𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁! 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓌𝒽𝓎 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝓇𝒶𝑔 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒𝓈... 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓇𝑒𝓈, 𝓈𝑜 𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓁 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒...
* hm! in that case, i may have to watch it myself in the future! glad to hear you liked it :] * hope youre doing alright btw!
<3 I have been daydreaming so much today that I forgot to do anything productive!! }:O <3 Ohh, but I can’t help myself- <3 He’s so handsome!
<3 It appears my back has been hurting for quite some time }:< <3 I don’t know what’s wrong
* im so sorry to hear that girlie! * how long have you felt like that if i may ask?
<3 To be honest, I’ve always had back problems- <3 They’ve just kinda been getting worse?
* thats strange. sorry to hear that, again. * ...anything gone particularly different with your lifestyle differently?
<3 Hm…it might be stress? <3 I have been nervous recently about certain things- <3 Maybe I’m standing up for too long too? <3 I think I’m just not fit-
* truly unfortunate... * ... * can i ask a random question? how do you. uh. carry yourself in a public, day to day basis?
<3 I don’t go outside much to be honest! <3 When I do go out, it’s to visit my neighbors since they are within walking distance! <3 I think I walk normally like most trolls though… <3 Maybe it’s my weight??
* weight? * how's your, uh, weight looking..? if you dont mind me asking of course!
<3 I mean I’ve always been on the heavier side! I’m not skinny by any means but I’m not…unhealthy, yknow? <3 Not too much there. <3 There’s a lot wrong with my body, now that I think about it- <3 Maybe it comes with the disability I have…
* hmm... well, i for one hope your disability doesn't get in the way of all that much..! ehehehe * um. hows your body, anyways? like how does it look like. if you dont mind me asking of course..!!