Brieze Dremur
@scrapbookingSoftie
<3 Here to make friends and give smiles! }:>
<3 Hello lovely people. I’m sorry, again, that’s it’s been a minute. <3 Things haven’t been going too well on my end, but I’m trying my best to get out of this slump.
<3 There’s so much I want to say. So many things I ache to tell but I’m so scared of ruining what I already have. I feel like I’m holding onto this rope so tightly, desperately grabbing at it so it doesn’t go away, but the other end is already loose and there’s no point in holding on anymore but I- <3 I can’t help but to have hope and I think that will be my downfall.
<3 Do you ever just miss someone so much, it physically hurts?
<3 I’m having a very rough time.
<3 I had some trouble sleeping. Very sad thoughts entering my think-pan and such. I’m feeling better now though!
<3 It’s storming right now and yes I am scared- <3 I don’t like storms much…
<3 Thinking about him <3 sigh.. <3 He’s just so handsome, I can’t take it-
<3 I like to draw sometimes when I’m bored. <3 And indeed, drawing is very fun
<3 Hello lovely people <3 I’m sorry I disappeared for a bit!! The hangout with my friend uhhh- <3 I chickened out on telling him how I feel- @~@ <3 I don’t think I’m ready yet!!
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<3 Today’s the day. I’m gonna bake so many things and I’m gonna go over to his hive and I’m gonna do it! I’m gonna ask him to be my matesprit <3
hell yeah! gooD luck lil sister! you got all sorts of Motherfuckers rootin for ya! :o)
<3 I WANNA KISS HIM SO BAD AUGHHH!! <3 >~<
<3 I wish Equius was here to help me sleep <3 I don’t like feeling alone and scared <3 Like something bad might grab me
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<3 I wonder if he thinks I’m pretty? <3 I mean, I don’t know, I think I’m pretty average looking! <3 Maybe I’m not his type? I’m not sure!
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<3 I would like to try slow dancing some time! <3 In a big, beautiful fancy dress… <3 Dancing with- well- <3 You know who }:>
[|87 :: Do you have a ballr00m for such a th;ng? My manor has one you can rent ;f you w;sh.
<3 I want to make him, happy, I really do. <3 I want to make him smile and have him feel…loved and appreciated but I’m so scared to even try because I don’t know if he’ll even like me back that way? <3 Troll’s emotions are much different than how humans go about things, especially with relationships. <3 I just…I want to be good for him, I want to make things better for him but I don’t think I can… <3 Why does this have to be so hard?? I wish I knew how HE felt, I wish he just…told me. <3 Even if I don’t like the response…at least I would know… <3 And I would stop trying…
<3 Is this what the humans call…yearning?…
<3 Apparently humans have these outings call “cook outs” <3 They look really fun!! Big family things and such- <3 I wish I had a big family and many friends to do something like that!
[|87 :: What’s stopp;n you from do;n one w;th a small group of fr;ends?
<3 I fear that I may get hurt extra during a cook-out outing! Plus, having to explain what it is to my friends might be tricky- <3 I love them dearly! It’ll just be very chaotic…
[|87 :: Well ;f 1’m around 1 can ensure no one gets hurt TOO badly. 1 am a med;culler after all. As for your other conundrum, 1 doubt many would f;nd the concept hard to grasp.
<3 OH! A mediculler!! That’s so cool!! }:O <3 Hmm…maybe I can plan a cookout some time- <3 I’d have to see who would be free on my friends list! I can bake and cook some things for it anyways!
<3 Daydreaming again… <3 I just wanna grab his face and kiss him
<3 Sollux came over today and it was so much fun seeing him! <3 He showed me some cool games he got and we had a blast playing them. }:D