I can't help but feel like it's my fault. Like I'm patient zero. That's absurd, of course, I know that, both genetically and causally, I am of the second generation. And yet, when I see the others falter, see them struggle, it's tempting to assume their struggles are merely echoes, consequences of my own bad decisions. In case that's true in some metaphysical way: I'm sorry for saddling you all with this. #substance
youre too hard on yourself but its good youre getting these emotions out
If it makes you feel better Whatever gene or meme contains Lalondean alcoholism Not all Lalondes pass it down
I'll save my personal questions for another day. Thank you, relative of mine. It does make me feela bit better.
アタシ▶︎もそうだ。
Though the struggles of the parent may follow their child, and indeed the parent may bear some blame, to assume total fault is doing yourself a disservice. These are difficult battles for anyone.