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XDXD ...Thanks, Laivan. I promise I'm fine, I was just being ironic. ....Kind of. XDXD
Sometimes re/\ding cert/\in people's posts m/\kes me feel like they were reduplic/\ted to inflict /\s much d/\m/\ge upon my psyche /\s possible///
XDXD Thanks for all of your insight on why the cigarette is evil. I'm gonna smoke it and see if it kills me now. XDXD
Someonr remind me th/\t nothing good e\/er comes out of drinkign next time I consider it///
saw what boss scratch did to her would they do that to me to? to fix me if i step too far out of line??? ....... gonna take a LOT more than that to fix us hahahaha!! ....... thats not funny need to get back to being funny again god my pan is killing me
OOC!// Hey, guys! This is the first OOC I'm posting featuring Ellsee. It's something I should have done from the start, but oh well. To make a long story short, this is a completely subjective interpretation of how I’ve perceived Ellsee. It doesn’t follow the comic’s timeline, though I do reference several moments from it. She maintains her family relationship with Arcjec, but her matespritship never worked out, which is leading her into a somewhat toxic spiral of depression and substance abuse. I want to delve deeper into all of this, but I guess I should let you know about it too! Interactions are open to all kinds of situations. In fact, I’d love to interact more with everyone in general! Feel free to do so!!! #nsfw #substance
I should put down thΣ bottlΣ again... #substancΣ
its fun usually! just a...rough day so far itll get better probably
fuck me i woke up in a foul mood today almost shoved one of the smaller green guys down a flight cause he was making too much FUCKING NOISE ....does this job have sick days? PTO? a vice i can shove my pan into and funking slam it???? ....... i got cues to keep
I was taught not to bΣ picky. At onΣ point, whoΣvΣr, I was. Back whΣn I didn't had to run.
#MatΣspritMonday, huh¿ What a curious day¡ And what a curious situation I'm in... rΣgarding that...
My hΣad has bΣΣn playing tricks on mΣ for a whilΣ now... I can't figurΣ out why, but latΣly I'vΣ bΣΣn ablΣ to gΣt back to my lifΣ morΣ or lΣss...
For those engaging in #MatespritMonday : You do know that flaunting your quadrants makes you look pathetic? Insecure. Anyone with a truly stable relationship wouldn't need to be tossing it all over the timeline, desperately seeking approval from the gormless masses. What do you expect the rest of the website to say to you? "Oh congratulations! Oh haven't you done well!" Entirely self serving and attention seeking. If you have time to be posting such frivolities then you have time to actually be spending time with your loved ones? Or, Kheparia forbid, get a job and attend it.
Still alivΣ¡ Oh gΣΣz I'vΣ bΣΣn out way too long-
oh man i havent said like anything here in a bit now ummmmmmmmm i cant lie i dont got any jokes ready to launch right now just kinda tired sorry funny gal hours on hold til my mind works right again
Wh/\t is there to be prideful of///
XDXD [ It's a video file. ] [ There's no sound at first, just the view of a misty purple sky as the moon hangs over it. His palmhusk looks like it's propped up on something. Soon, there's the gradual development of static starting to rise in the audio. And, eventually, the view gets masked over as Arcjec's form suddenly drops onto their side in front of the camera. The video ends with everything getting masked over with static. ] XDXD
oof gotta get off my phone at work the boss saw me on my phone goin HAM and gave me a look (i think??????) gotta get back to work before the evil version of serpaz is the one thats employed (|:P
>([droppin a log in a porta potty is one a da most violent an evil experiences available to trollkind t#at dont involve p#ysical injury]
/\t wh/\t point does it stop being /\ situ/\tion /\nd become norm/\l///
IMAGINE getting some sleep after a long day of EVERYTHING that happens here and knowing that if one of my bosses thinks they can be the funny ones for once they can just put you in gay chalky jail for apparently an ETERNITY but also like 5 minutes or whatever IMAGINE getting some sleep after ALL THAT and then even more capital b BULLSHIT happens chalky busts outta gay chalky jail bosses are VERY NORMAL about that and i slept through EVERY BIT OF IT honestly THAT might just be the funniest thing ive done since i got here anyways BACK TO WORK NOW!!!!! someones gotta liven this place up (|;)
XDXD I know. I'm gonna try to, at least. XDXD
XDXD I'm fine, by the way. Just really fucking exhausted. XDXD
XDXD Another night filled with insomnia and doomscrolling over this gogforsaken night until my eyes finally close. XDXD
i help keep guests of the manor entertained and happy! also i show people around and make sure everyone in the group is doing A OK (|:) amongst other things hehe
XDXD Gog. Feels I haven't done much of anything lately. Least the walks were helping some, but I can't walk and smoke out while it's raining. XDXD
Still c/\n't belie\/e he followed me /\fter I told him to fuck off /\nd stop /\d\/ertising in my replies///
Sometimes I think /\bout getting the fuck out of here /\nd ne\/er coming b/\ck///
bleh so much sad serpaz, gotta get back on the saddle! (not literally though, if I see another omenbeast, im letting the evil serpaz out) it's the return of the jokes!!!! what did the zombie say to the other zombie? NOTHING!!! theyre both dead (|:)))
i miss lefty (|:(
WΣll it sΣΣms likΣ thΣ pain has ΣasΣd a littlΣ. I still havΣn't figurΣd out what's causing it...
hi im back, was busy with planet stuff, do NOT wanna talk about it what the actual hell is happening??? who is getting micheal waved??? WHAT DID I MISS
Oh gog my hΣad it's killing mΣ—
XDXD Going for another walk. Just need something to do besides rotting in my hive like a dead lusus carcass. XDXD
Don't lΣt mΣ pick up a bottlΣ ΣvΣr again. ... PlΣasΣ
I just wish things wΣrΣ a littlΣ quiΣtΣr in my hΣad. But I'm tirΣd of wishing.
XDXD Right. I've had enough of this site for now. Goodnight. XDXD
XDXD I seriously don't know. And I can't find who DM'd it to me anymore. Must've been some lumpheaded user's burner account they wanted to use for solely these pan-melting, idiotic ways to waste my time. XDXD
XDXD Gog I feel so tired. But I know the moment I lay down I'll either end up feeling every nerve within my thinkpan activate and prevent me from doing so for the next foreseeable hours, or I will die. XDXD
>([w#en im #appy i say: bitc#es love t#e way i float] >([w#en im sad i say: t#is time im really boutta do it]
DoΣs anyonΣ know ANYTHING about OccΣus¿ HΣ’s bΣΣn off thΣ books for a month now, and at this point I don’t know if work has killΣd him or if hΣ’s turnΣd into a book-worthy hΣrmit...
guys this lonΣlinΣss is gΣtting rΣally hard to romanticizΣ
>([everybody confident on t#e tl until t#ey gotta rumble wit# da s#ark (me) in sum troubled waters (irl)]
I'm st/\rting to think this c/\nyon is dri\/ing me ins/\ne /\nd my l/\st post w/\s m/\de out of genuine h/\llucin/\tion///
M/\ybe I just check my trilobyte /\t the worst times then///
i hate this stupid job!
>([if you on a voice call wit# me an i can #ear ur bitc# ass slurpin gogurt out t#e tube smackin ur lips an w#atnot straig#t in2 t#e mic t#en u best sybau or s#are some at least else you gonna get t#is work i promise u]
o often i h have to dig through the trash to f find things p people throw away for no g good reason
I'm fine, just fucking /\nnoying trying to fix d/\m/\ged c/\bles. Prob/\bly lucky I felt something w/\sn't right /\nd /\\/oided the worst of it///
I don't e\/en know where to begin with the week I'\/e h/\d between mines /\nd my internet connection getting blown up, sorry if the \//\nishing concerned /\nyone///
>([c#effin up somet#in straig#t sublime rn] #ttps://cdn.imgc#est.com/files/e6873816d1c6.png]
>([#ad a nig#tmare i #ad a job]
>([#ttps://64.media.tumblr.com/c92656f67b98a6f3cbd1ede8b1e216cf/916d1a2fd4ac0bdf-2d/s1280x1920/d85b4c4ba4da5777504ad69f3753e78c34e65f2e.png]
>([need me an auspistice but not for my kismesis. like just somebody w#o #angs around an tells me to stop #atin so muc# in general]
>([i am so fucked #ttps://64.media.tumblr.com/8921704070c1f5368adb90fcf43862f4/dfa514f8837ee080-fa/s1280x1920/9f830e6a93bb7232f629706484e659fec981dfa5.png]
gomen for being away today i was getting treatment post #eridanweek (tags: The Rankmaid/Chittr, Rankmaid-sensei, my face, heal me, #gore, archive rating: G) https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/92341f3ed4c1.png
im exhausted thank you for your support tonight friends ill be back after i heal up from the explosion #eridanweek is not for chumps but im so glad i mustered up the courage to go tonight ^0^ (tags: The Rankmaid/Chittr, good light, archive rating: G)
>([t#ey tried to stop a demon im back #eridanweek #w#onukekeridanweek]
I d didn’t g go but I t think Murrit did
Yes. Turnin Kaikai, Bytcon Krypto, and Murrit Turkin were known to be present during it. We have been unable to contact any of them, though that's not exactly uncommon for the latter two.∞
A silΣnt and unnΣcΣssarily slow day today. At lΣast it's ovΣr...
Wishing my matΣsprit comΣs back soon... =:P
I I’m v very sorry for t today do I n need an a apology v vidwo
it can be tiring being stuck in the middle of fucking nowhere with my sister and her amnesia ridden boyfriend yknow
.. m me and c calder got in a f fight.
s still r recovering.
I just noticed when the fuck did th/\t h/\ppen https://file.g/\rden//\I6w\/iUpTXp\/hj0P/kull.png///
MY ACT⓪RS ARE ALLL M⓪R⓪⓪⓪⓪⓪⓪NNSSSSS!!!!!
#sleepy
/\wful e\/ent///
Too much going on /\t #erid/\nweek I feel ill///
It looks likΣ my matΣsprit is planning to bΣ absΣnt indΣfinitΣly again... Oh, this is gΣtting sooooo frustrating...
ThΣ way I just ran out of watΣr mid showΣr... =:(
The Jeevik Week tickets we g⓪t ⓪nline turned ⓪ut t⓪ be C⓪unterfeits…
PrΣtty unfair that my blood color is nonΣxistΣnt on this placΣ =:/
>([#ad a regulator s#ow up at my door askin w#ere i was last nig#t i told em at your lusus #ouse anyways long story s#ort my #earing is on monday]
If it w/\s physic/\lly possible for me to m/\ke it out there m/\ybe I'd t/\ke you up on the offer///
XDXD “At times” That’s like saying water is only wet part of the time. XDXD
XDXD I can’t believe my kull score is so high, you guys really do love me, I’m sniffling and blowing into my handkerchief of gratitude right now XDXD
if i ever get m my hands on him...
Some people don'tf know the good spirit of a good yearn Why I yearn for the cowsf coming home every night, may they'f all make it home someday But my ffriend you should keep on yearning fffor thatfs what life is ffor
It'll be fine in /\ few d/\ys it's just fucking e\/erywhere///
Fuck https://file.g/\rden//\I6w\/iUpTXp\/hj0P/ow.png #gore///
Murrit tried to get me to pl/\y once but /\ll I re/\lly remember w/\s th/\t she h/\d somehow /\lre/\dy m/\de me /\n /\ccount just to get to m/\ke my ch/\r/\cter for me///
S/\me, the second I stop being busy I don't know wh/\t to do h/\lf the time///
At least one of my acquaintances follows me without insulting me first.
:+> [Can my thinkpan stop trying to fucking kill me this is like the 10th headache I've gotten this wice.]
:+> [I got blocked lmfao.] https://i.postimg.cc/GhJQrFV0/IMG-6403.png
>([#ttps://i.redd.it/m6ow9#7yub471.jpg]
I would lo\/e to be liter/\lly /\nywhere else on the pl/\net right now///
>([i just slammed #myPenits in t#e car door #nsfw]