@writingPrivate — #gore

Entry 3? Unsure My nose started to bleed this time when I was writing the different possibilities i cant even control what they tend to be theres no reason to many of what I have seen besides something happens in one way or another and so i cam see the events as a participant im noy doing too well at this im tryint to avoid telling too kuch of it all as its strange amd people wont understand or soemth8ng at times i find out about someone who confises me greayly and hoe they act makes no sens3 to me the pain is too exicit8ng despite how it hurts and its horrigying but im strange and i know thay i...Read more

Nothing but sharp teeth and claws have been haunting my dreams as pf late hounds that chase and chase until they chomp down my neck and the dream doesnt even end whene i should dir as then i just keeo habing the dream despite how the bones creaka as i bleed from the throat as if nothint even happen3d at all and then they rip me limb from limb which maybe ideserve it and kaybe it is better but it just always ends with the death of the hounds and staring off with bone shieing through skin and hearing it grif and grind against the sockets as i habe to walk and act pike sonething im not as if nithing happened...Read more

i feel ill i dont know hiw to talk to people very well i should but I dint i feel sick i am scared of most of the big events that happen here as what if something bad happens to people and wgar if ir isny fault thatcwhy peope got hurt and then everyone hates me go to therpat they day but what if they cull me for being that useless abd qhats the point ofcsuck a weak little troll existing I dont understand how some places work and the hows as its different but different hiw but i dong wanna b i ther as well that im not foung well but i am probably so clearly not okay that I font know how I havent beern out ...Read more

how does anyone not immediately want to curl up and die at confessions intimate thoughts with others i couldn't actually imainge writ8ng it down and then posting it while having an name attached to all of it the thought makes me feel ill it doesn't rven bother me that much people do that more of how do they not feel like theyre going to be tortured with red hot iron tools into open wounds as skin is burned to the bone and salt is poured into the wounds as well too #violence #gore #nsfw