i wonder what its like having to deal with seeing other yous constantly does it feel like all of them are out of character??? or maybe YOU are the one outta character??? is it annoying to see a you who is the fumbling fumbler?? or is it MORE annoying to see one succeed way more than you?? none of these could be me cause i killed all the other mes on here but it gets ya thinking #justkidding #unless
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THIS THIS THIS THIS OUGUGUGH THIS A MILLION TIMES i advvocate for ericide for this reason i CANNOT STAND other mes theyre all delusional and think theyre better than me and need to be silenced permanently
so true
nonono see the just kidding tag it means i was just havin fun having a laugh and DEFINITELY not serious hehehehe
wwoww thats a lotta panic for an inferior eridan personally i dont think i need evvery other vversion a me shot behind the nutrition block just so i can sleep knowwin im the best one the lot a you embarrass yourselvves an its your problem if another me manages to out perform me then hes givven me somethin wworth competin wwith but ericide because they just think theyre better than you? sounds like youre scared they might be right
AS THE GUY WITH A UNIQUELY WEIGHTED AMOUNT OF 'ME'S KICKING AROUND, I'LL GIVE YOU THE STRAIGHT ANSWER: SOMETIMES IT FUCKING SUCKS AND SOMETIMES YOU'RE FORCED TO ACKNOWLEDGE A GRUDGING RESPECT FOR THE ONES WHO ACTUALLY MEET YOUR STANDARDS WHICH IS MAYBE SOMEHOW WORSE. I CAN REASONABLY EXPECT A KARKAT TO FUMBLE THE BAG- THERE'S NO BUNDLE OF GENES IN PARADOX SPACE MORE INCLINED TO FALL FLAT ON THEIR FACE AND ANNIHILATE THEMSELF SPECTACULARLY THAN KARKAT VANTAS. BUT WHEN ONE OF US IS ACTUALLY FUCKING COMPETENT? UGH, IT'S LIKE BRUSHING UP AGAINST SOMETHING THAT COULD ACTUALLY, REASONABLY MEAN SOMETHING. GROSS.
8=l < I came a% a version of myself who is... very different from myself 8=l < I scrolled his blog to see things about him and learn because I was interested 8=l < Many things shocked me 8=l < Meeting alternates is so strange 8=l < I had initially wanted to get drin% with him to see what I was like in a different life 8=l < But he declined and I'm rather glad for it now 8=l < Overall the e%perience is annoying 8=l < Alternates, ancestors, descendants, dancestors 8=l < The novelty has very much worn off 8=l < I neighver consnickered myself a man who w001d kill my own b100d 8=l < But since joining this site there's been a few who I'd 100se an arrow into just to see them squirm
In the spirit of honesty, I will admit that I'd previously har8ored an one-sided resentment for those who failed to meet my standards, going as far as to wish they had never existed. 8ut I've had time to reflect and understand that there will never 8e an "official" version of me. If there were only one, it'd likely confirm that nuance and pro8a8ility have 8een eradic8d. I don't wish for a multiverse where there is only one Aranea Serket. It'd 8e argua8ly tricky for me to prove that excellence is possi8le. :::;)
The character that I'm the one acting OOC of was literally killing me in real life to exist as, and I had to change the very nature of what my character was to survive. There's a reason that my choice of name follows youkai logic, and Hifuu Club logic in particular. I can fuck with alternate versions of me that are OOC of that character to a similar extent, even if it's not the same direction as me, and I can't fuck with IC selves.
A KARKAT ALREADY GAVE YOU A STRAIGHT ANSWER SO I'M HERE TO GIVE YOU A CURVED ANSWER: I HAVE NEVER FELT MORE OUT OF CHARACTER WHEN SURROUNDED BY MORE A SINGLE 'ME'. IT TRULY IS A STRUGGLE TO FIND ANY VANTAS WHO ENJOY CARD GAMES, SOME EVEN FLINCH AT THE WORD 'GAME'! THOUGH THAT IS UNDERSTANDABLE DO TO A MAJORITY OF KARKAT'S EXPERIENCING SOME FORM OF SGRUB IN THEIR LIFESPANS. AND NOT EVEN A SINGLE ONE OF THEM KNOWS ABOUT THE HIT WEBCOMIC! A DECENT PIECE OF LITERATURE IT IS, TRULY A SHAME.