@apatheticApostacy — #cw-self-harm
▲I dunno what this song is doing to me, could be positive, but im on the roof and the sun is coming up, and its got me thinking bout waiting to feel a sunray again...▼
▲now even the fucking unfiltered strikes dont hurt enough, this sucks▼
▼in terms of #cw-self-harm, this is probably the least harmful way to do it i guess▲ ▼maybe itll get it out of my system...▲
▲you get a kind of clarity putting out a cigarette on yourself▼ ▲someone else doing it to you makes it hard to stop, but, doing it to yourself you might flinch back, recoil▼ ▲but y'know, in that pain it just, makes things easier, you get to focus in on it real close, leave the sting for a while as you light up the next▼ ▼... might as well go through the rest of the pack tolight▲
▲ever get that urge to cut your own chest open and stop only when you remember pain exists?▼ ▲honestly if i was a robot I would be taking myself apart all the time▼
▲its so tempting sometimes to just block everyone ive ever met on chittr, crack my palmhusk in half and just walk until im lost▼
▼▼seriously stop acting like i care about if i live or die this shit is all extra time i was supposed to die a long time ago this shits just extra time and like hell am i gonna waste it being a bitch▲▲ (( #cw-self-harm ))
▼i wish i knew i wasn't gonna die the day before exile before i went and got addicted to smoking▲ ▼whatever▲ #cw-self-harm #substance
▼alredby tirded from the fucckin alcholln if i vomit in my slkeep n die somone tell Leynah i▼ ▼I smymthn...▼ #cw-self-harm #substance
▼if you listen to troll bbno$ unironically, block me▲ #cw-self-harm
▲fuck, might have to quit smoking▼ ▲honestly wasn't planning on living past 12, so, now i actually gotta plan long term▼ ▲what do i even do now▼ #cw-self-harm #substance