@apatheticApostacy — #substance
▲wish these fucking things hurt more▼
▲shes asking for special treatment after her lesbian day cigarette burn▼ ▲kinda spoiled but ill give it to her▼
▲this new zealand womens firefighter calendar hit me like crack to lower caste neighborhoods in the 80's▼
▲ok got it so, crazy drug lollipop is going behind the 'break glass in case of shit night' box i guess▼
▲so, super space drugs, do i take them?▼
▼why the fuck did i smoke the weed that makes you hear ke$ha songs in your pan fuuuuuck▲
▲if it wasnt pathetic how much i smoked it would almost be impressive▼
▲now even the fucking unfiltered strikes dont hurt enough, this sucks▼
▲daet idea: culling an eneitire planets population withh er just as a grand romantic gesture▲
▲i thintk i dfeserve medals tofor dealing with alyou fuckingpeople asholes piecesfofshit cover me in medals soican look likesome nbanaanarepublic dictatorgeneral i'd be the bestdictator▼
▲beerr 8 is hitting harder than beer6▲ ▲wait did i losetrack?▼
▲i think id payy a twink to juist be a golden retriever in my hive, like, just be a normal person who so fuccking enthusiastic about everything for a wipe or whatever seeif it fixes everything to see shit throhg his bulbs▼
▲maybe its beer number 6 talking for me as i watch this hitpiece on a human activity known as cruises but a cruise with rose would fix me for a solid wipe after▼
▲lets get a fifth beer going why not▼
▲learning more about the game, morbid curiosity i guess▼ ▲wonder if a heart player could turn someone's shitty feelings into a blunt to smoke...▼ ▲I need to go outside▼
▲goal for the perigree: do a line of coke off ee's back▼
▼need a full pack of breakfast cigarettes tonight, lot of work to do▲
[an image sent of the sun peeking out over the horizon of trees. The sun has just started poking over the horizon. Attentive viewers who've been to darayas place know this is the view from her roof. The photo is taken from a side, suggesting the person taking it is laying down. At the bottom someone's crossed legs can be seen, wearing dark purple leggings, from a bit of skin visible at the ankle they seem to be human and the photo taker is laying in their lap. The smoke of a cigarette can be seen rising from it's place tossed aside, alongside a mostly empty bottle of whiskey] #substance
▲its crazy how many of you smoke compared to the average i see in public▼ ▲my bet is god immortality means you cant die heroically from lung cancer, though personally I'd be worried it might turn out to be just somehow▼ ▲meanwhile everyone who isnt god adjacent here is depressed as fuck and doesnt care what they do to themselves▼
▲so do i burn down my own hive or get really into deadlock lore, hmm, decisions decisions▼
▲forgot to check on the basement girls for like a whole light thats probably a problem, ill feed them after i finish this smoke▼
▲probably am still gonna do the prep look for Halloween, scariest thing i can think of▼ ▲but if it's any comfort, under the pastel colored sweater I'll have a nicotine patch▼
▲i… think rose and i are gonna be ok…▼ ▼gog my pan hurts so bad, fucking hangover▲
▼jsut gotta sobr up... See if roes fijnally unlocked the door▲ ▼wnna see her...▲
▼i... Dnunno how long i cn keep doig tgis...▼
▼I'm so done with people being worried for me when Rose just got fucking riven by an eldritch god?▲ ▼clearly me and my drinking aren't the bigger problem here and someone else needs your help way fucking more▲ #substance #violence
▼maybe i should try getting addicted to something new, who knows, maybe this one will fix me▲
▼y'know what i think i get what alcoholics are on bout▲
Fugk. I might have drank too much... I just I just needed not too thinktolight #substance #nsfwmayve?
▲playing a game called hyperdemon▼ ▲im not even putting a picture of gif of it but holy #cw-eye-strain and #cw-flashing▼ ▲i feel like getting high enough to destroy me and then playing this will make me a god▼
▲great everyone's high just as i get down from mine▼
▲i have the worst taste in music when im high...▼
▲thinking bout the time one of those 'dont take no for an answer' assholes outside a bar slapped my ass▼ ▲good thing he started crying after i put a cigarette out in his first ganderbulb, or I would have done it to both▼ ▲such a little bitch...▼
▲if youve never kept her from kissing you at 7am after a night of partying drunker than you've ever been telling her in slurred words you cant kiss her cuz you have a girlfriend, not realizing that she's your girlfriend, then have you ever really loved someone or are you just going through the motions?▼
▲dusk everyone, fuck my pan hurts, anyone die while i was high last light or?▼ #substance
▲remember to treat your hookups like shit so they know their place▼ ▲Then bring flowers to your matesprit, or, well I'm bringing her another skull bottle of vodka, but that's basically the same▼ #nsfw #substance
▲i feel so fucking lame even having gotten a buzz from hard root beer▼ ▲like i know its alcoholic but cmon thats so fucking lame of me, ugh▼
▲ @embellishedBookworm cigarettes now ▼ #substance
▲nevermind thats too much thinking, whatever, fuck it, wheres that 'fuck you juice' callie gave me, i forgot im supposed to be the bitch who drinks and smokes and says mean shit for fun▼
▲the cigarettes are half of my sex appeal, genuinely they keep me pretty slim, hunger suppressant▼ ▲havent had to eat breakfast in two sweeps▼
▼got so high i bit a hole in my palmhusk's tempered glass screen protector while chewing on it▲
▲the first time i got blackout drunk and came back from the medicullers, I found a video i took of myself on my palmhusk that i didn't remember▼ ▲couldn't get myself to watch the whole thing and deleted it after finding out it was a message to myself▼ ▲still wonder what I was gonna tell me, maybe I figured my shit out and deleted it▼ ▲or maybe I was just gonna say I should get drunk more often▼
▲▲youuu people suck ass i hate u all haha▼
▲suckks how many of u arre never gonna kiss someone as good as me, gues ur just unlovable or something▼
You can kiss a hundred boys in bars Shoot another shot, try to stop the feeling You can say it's just the way you are Make a new excuse, 'nother stupid reason #lyrics #substance
▲blood on my fasngs▼
▲gog, if only you could stay at like, the exact same level of chemical bliss, not go up or down, i wanna stay exactly as high and drunk as i am right now▼
▲getting cross faded to more doomed yuri songs▼