@apatheticApostacy — #substance
▲i feel so fucking lame even having gotten a buzz from hard root beer▼ ▲like i know its alcoholic but cmon thats so fucking lame of me, ugh▼
▲ @embellishedBookworm cigarettes now ▼ #substance
▲nevermind thats too much thinking, whatever, fuck it, wheres that 'fuck you juice' callie gave me, i forgot im supposed to be the bitch who drinks and smokes and says mean shit for fun▼
▲the cigarettes are half of my sex appeal, genuinely they keep me pretty slim, hunger suppressant▼ ▲havent had to eat breakfast in two sweeps▼
▼got so high i bit a hole in my palmhusk's tempered glass screen protector while chewing on it▲
▲the first time i got blackout drunk and came back from the medicullers, I found a video i took of myself on my palmhusk that i didn't remember▼ ▲couldn't get myself to watch the whole thing and deleted it after finding out it was a message to myself▼ ▲still wonder what I was gonna tell me, maybe I figured my shit out and deleted it▼ ▲or maybe I was just gonna say I should get drunk more often▼
▲▲youuu people suck ass i hate u all haha▼
▲suckks how many of u arre never gonna kiss someone as good as me, gues ur just unlovable or something▼
You can kiss a hundred boys in bars Shoot another shot, try to stop the feeling You can say it's just the way you are Make a new excuse, 'nother stupid reason #lyrics #substance
▲blood on my fasngs▼
▲gog, if only you could stay at like, the exact same level of chemical bliss, not go up or down, i wanna stay exactly as high and drunk as i am right now▼
▲getting cross faded to more doomed yuri songs▼
▲i guarantee if i started selling bundles of candy with razers and drugs in them, advertised as that, some of you fuckers would still buy them▼ ▲so i am▼ ▲they're free if you take a video while eating▼ ▲order up▼
▲sure guess we're smoking now thanks doorguy▼
▲anyways, breakfast cigarette, gotta be a newport this time because Rose ordered a lifetime supply of them▼ ▲ill probably get through em in a couple perigrees▼
▲who knows maybe hard drugs will fix me, havent tried that shit yet▼
▼ill be back in a few hours im just gonna go smoke till it hurts▲
▲▲shoomany puppyhigirls on chiittrr▼▼
▲y'know sometimes talking fixes my problems▼ ▲others stretching a girls throat out like an old used sock and having her say thank you while i have a smoke is all i need▼
▲▲▲hahaaah▼▼▼ ▲now bronyas calling too▼ ▼whattever u doont, ddidnt want me before u can fucking wait▲
▼▼▼GOG ST5OP FUCKING CALLING ME▲▲▲
▼i keep getting missed calls from Lynera...▲ ▼hah, and i think she stole Lanque's palmhusk too cuz ive got five from him and he never fucking calls▲ ▼whatever, fuck off..▲ ▼im getting another drink...▼
▲anyways, most recent hit kept asking me where i kept the leather and bondage shit▼ ▲I told her the doors right there▼ ▲she could leave if she wanted, I won't stop her▼ ▲but yknow, there's a collar and leash on the coffee table ready to go▼ ▲said I'd put it on her if she did what I told her, she said yes, and a few seconds later she was sitting on the floor collared and leashed up swallowing a cigarette butt i gave her like a good girl▼ ▲guess I have that affect on girls or whatever▼
▼i keep saying i could quit smoking whenever i want but im pretty sure i couldnt▲
▼im gonna need more than a breakfast cigarette...▲
▼▼nnd ytknow what itll all be better soon▲
▼yknow what it just takeds a couple beers to make things clearer i think▲
▲maybe taking five doses of benadryl was not the move▼ #substance
▼▼▼four breakfast cigarettes...▲▲▲ #substance
▲▲fine i made an ask blog▼▼ ▼really that bored huh...▲ ▲oh, #nsfw and #substance is allowed cuz its fucking me course it is▼ https://forms.gle/G6PHqr4XFkY5yNnR6
▲since i last saw her on I bought hot topic got a hive started the panty ceiling hosted two orgies changed my preferred cigarette brand and got two quadmates fucking crazy▼ #nsfw #substance
▲thinking of swapping to unfiltered lucky strikes to feel something▼ #substance
▲alright i guess ill get off the ‘guys stop attentionwhoring your deaths’▼ ▲saw a meowbeast kitten in a shelter called cigarette and thinking about being a foster▼ ▲thats what you guys like right? im funny cigarette lady? yeah???▼ #cw-death #substance
▼5 breakfast cigarettes...▲ ▼this bit is stupid▲ #substance
▼▼if you're looking for a sign to relapse this is yours go crazy or something▲▲ #substance
▲world sugks but im layn my head on my girlfrends boobs that make s everythingbetter▼ (( #substance #nsfw ))
▼waitshes th e ex isdnt she▲ (( #substance ))
▲▲▲wowmnn▼▼▼ (( #substance ))
▼empty stomach▲ ▼second beer▲ #substance
▼great all the girls gays and theys i hang out with regularly are sadposting today, awesome, guess I'll just go do mystery drugs in my basement till that puppy playdate or whatever the fuck i scheduled for them▲ #substance #nsfw
▼▼not one, but two breakfast cigarettes▲▲ #substance
▲crazy that some people actually like menthols▼ #substance
▼maybe i should swap to something stronger than cigarettes...▲ #substance
▼fuck this im gonna go smoke a full pack till sunrise and wait till the sun burns me to go inside you guys can do whatever you fucking want▲ #substance
▲you guys are right i should be less real▼ ▼free coke at stores or▲ ▼whatever i dont care▼ #substance
▲feel the need to deal harder drugs suddenly▼ #substance
▲somehow got us a liquor license for #hottopic so uh, all Deftones tshirts are coming with a bottle of moonshine▼ ▲Idk come shop here i guess▼ #substance
▼smoking too much weed and thinking about how to make sure everyone hates me enough to get over it if i disappear quicker▲ #substance