@apatheticApostacy — #cw-mental-health
▲one of these lights im just gonna▼
▲who knows, maybe being depressed will make me more enjoyable to be around▼
▲im not bipolar im the best gog damned bitch on this fucking website go fuck yourself▼
▲so do i burn down my own hive or get really into deadlock lore, hmm, decisions decisions▼
▲you get a kind of clarity putting out a cigarette on yourself▼ ▲someone else doing it to you makes it hard to stop, but, doing it to yourself you might flinch back, recoil▼ ▲but y'know, in that pain it just, makes things easier, you get to focus in on it real close, leave the sting for a while as you light up the next▼ ▼... might as well go through the rest of the pack tolight▲
▲maybe im just an emotionally volatile person who cant even keep her shit together during the most stable part of her life in the last four perigrees▼ ▼guess worst case plan B is always there if it gets real bad▲
▲sometimes i feel depressed, but then i remember thats for bottoms, I can just export the depression to them▼ ▲thats why i always keep a couple in the basement▼
▲my solution to getting fat is probably just smoking more▼ ▼that way i die sooner and dont need to worry bout it▲
▼just realized I'm gonna live past 15...▲ ▼what do i even do with all that time?▲