@apocalypseApocrypha — #existentialhorror
there is one person reading this who has recently walked into a room and forgotten why they were there you assumed it was distraction which is reasonable but there are versions of you where you remembered and sometimes i wonder what happened in those instead 0_0 #unreality #alternatetimelines #doomedtimelines #memory #existentialhorror #psychologicalhorror #temporalanomalies
i have met enough versions of the people from my original session that i think i am qualified to assign them averages karkat: 8/10 remarkably consistent across realities occasionally correct terezi: 9/10 dangerous once solved a murder that had not happened yet did not prevent it nepeta: 10/10 almost universally delightful one version hunted me for six months still delightful kanaya: 9/10 excellent company excellent judgment becomes significantly more frightening in timelines where she stops pretending to have patience equius: 7/10 some versions are much easier to talk to than o...Read more
i had an idea once that i could hop through enough timelines to date every one of you not metaphorically every version of every person i knew i thought it would be a very efficient way to determine whether compatibility was a matter of circumstance or inevitability it did not work out some of you hated me some of you loved me most of you died before the second date one of you became a cult leader which was more inconvenient than anything the strangest part was that after a while i began to notice a pattern every timeline i visited had already started coming apart before i arr...Read more
there is a particular kind of joy in being present when a timeline finally gives up not observing it from somewhere safe inside it feeling the sequence of causality buckle around you while every distant light begins to vanish one by one the stars they recede they pull away from you until the sky feels impossibly deep and empty and intimate and for a few moments the whole universe seems to be dying directly into your hands i do not know how to describe the feeling without making it sound indecent so i will not try very hard 0u0 #unreality #cosmichorror #existentialhorror #ext...Read more
the planet i live on now has two moons and neither of them is supposed to still be there one is cracked nearly in half the other occasionally disappears for several nights at a time there are cities here, technically most of them were built over older cities which were built over older cities which were built over things nobody has identified yet the oceans are too warm, the deserts occasionally floods, and there is a continent near the southern pole where clocks stop working correctly i like it here it feels like the first place i have ever belonged #unreality #cosmichorror #envir...Read more
sometimes i remember dying from the perspective of my own corpse but not as like a memory i just remember sitting there in the anguish of the room my nerves were surprisingly silent anyway i think there are still a few versions of me like that buried in timelines that no longer technically exist i wonder if they dream 0u0 do they count rambeasts like us #unreality #death #undeath #corpses #existentialhorror #doomedtimelines #alternateselves #afterlife #dissociation #dreamlogic
OOC / CONTENT NOTICE this account may regularly feature themes involving: #Unreality #ExistentialHorror #CosmicHorror #PsychologicalHorror #BodyHorror #Death #Undeath #Corpses #Ghosts #Necromancy #Blood #Gore #Violence #Murder #SuicideMentions #Fatalism #Mortality #Afterlife #DoomedTimelines #AlternateSelves #IdentityDissolution #LossOfSelf #TimeLoops #Predestination #Determinism #Apocalypse #MassDeath #Grief #Trauma #Possession #MindControl #Manipulation #Dehumanization #Godhood #ReligiousImagery #CultThemes #Isolation #Dissociation #DreamLogic aradia is generally quite comfortable discussing de...Read more